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please help me out somebody because i just told to my baby's dad that it's over between us but here's a copy of the e-mail of it: Dear Sir or Madam,Hi! How are you doing today? My la...by: annabanna...
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annabanna... Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
please help me out somebody because i just told to my baby's dad that it's over between us but here's a copy of the e-mail of it:
Dear Sir or Madam,
Hi! How are you doing today? My last name is Maltseva and i don't have
the other information at all but i really need some help in I really
need your help because my baby's dad want to have my son for the week
and another week is me bu...1 Recommendation -
kharmacre... Jul 25, 2008
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Friday, July 25, 2008
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i am sitting here a week after the terrible news. ...
yvonne111 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
i am sitting here a week after the terrible news.
i want to have thursday the seventeenth and friday the eighteenth AGAIN.
a few small changes to the way i behaved would have saved her life.
as i learn more about the last few months of Yvonne's life i see several turning points that could have kept her safe.
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So, I saw the doc. again today. The good news is I...
Sakura Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
So, I saw the doc. again today. The good news is I don't need brain surgery (which I would if I had Cushing's Syndrome). But I have both Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome and Adult-onset Nonclassical Congenital Adrenal Hyperplasia. That's a mouthful, huh? The ANCAH is genetic- common in Eastern European jews- which is 75% of my family. Both my grandparents on my mom's side and one ... -
Gravity of Love(Michael Cretu)"O Fortunavelut...
ShawnC32 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Gravity of Love
(Michael Cretu)
"O Fortuna
velut Luna"
("O Fortune
like the Moon")
Turn around and smell what you don't see
Close your eyes ... it is so clear
Here's the mirror, behind there is a screen
On both ways you can get in
Don't think twice before you listen to your heart
Follow the trace for a new start
What you need and everything you'll feel
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i'm supposed to be doing this EVERYDAY! ...
iammoosh Jul 25, 2008
day 3... i've been slacking... PLUS, a journal entry...
Friday, July 25, 2008
i'm supposed to be doing this EVERYDAY! i've been slacking the past few days, and i honestly DON'T have a good excuse...
*I AM A BEATIFUL WOMAN AND OF VALUE*
i didn't have such a good day today... i had a ROUGH therapy session, and i only have THREE more before i head off to tulsa for residential treatment...my appointment was... different? dr. klim asked me how ...
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After being told I was schizo-affective and doing ...
ShawnC32 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
After being told I was schizo-affective and doing a lil bit of borderline manic obsessive research. I have come to the conclusion that yes I am schizo something. Many things I thought were part of normal thinking are in fact not, I just didn't have a point of reference.
I had been dxed with juvenille schizophrenia when I was 13ish. I was never treated and assumed all was well. Now I can see wi... -
Today I translated my MIL med doc appt and did the...
ShawnC32 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
Today I translated my MIL med doc appt and did the pharmacy run. She thinks she got shorted on scrips and blames me when the dr and I explained what was going on and asked if she had questions. No. Then 4 hours later starts whining, everything was closed by then and since it is not an emergency there is no one to call.
I called the p-doc my m-doc recomended but he hasnt called back yet.
My lovely w...1 Recommendation -
so i loved working with Dr. L. i cried at ou...
shadohwea... Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
so i loved working with Dr. L. i cried at our last session b/c i really didn't want to stop seeing her. but ultimately, i thought it would be best if i combined my therapy and the psychopharmacology in one doctor. i decided to go with Dr. R. he talks alot and i'm not as comfortable with him as i was with Dr. L, but i think this approach might be better since one of...1 Recommendation -
My life is a mess is this just a test? How long wi...
Angie22 Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
My life is a mess
is this just a test?
How long will it last
will i even pass?
I feel so lost, alone and scared.
Why doesnt anyone even care?
I open my eyes and I have nothing to see
Why is this happening to me?
I feel my heart pound without a sound
I feel my blood race and I feel like im a nut case.
I cant hear nothing but fear.
People tell me to look around it will get better,
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first off my friends crazy ass insecure girlfriend...
rachel8620 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
first off my friends crazy ass insecure girlfriend is threatening me and calling my phone LITERALLY 25 times a day. i'm sick of her fucking bullshit. whatever i don't need help with her, i'm puttin that bitch in her place. what i do need help with tho is my BDD. i really want to know if there is anyone else out there who has it or has been diagnosed with it. it is really taking over m...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
My feelings are so big and dense that I can't ...
Jen4Luck Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
My feelings are so big and dense that I can't figure out what they are right now. It's so big I want to call in numb, but that's not right. I can't tell what this is. I could start breaking it down, but I'm afraid what would happen if I did. I know I'd cry and I don't want to even though I'm sitting alone in the dark. There's...1 Recommendation
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
please help me out somebody because i just told to my baby's dad that it's over between us but here's a copy of the e-mail of it:
Dear Sir or Madam,
Hi! How are you doing today? My last name is Maltseva and i don't have
the other information at all but i really need some help in I really
need your help because my baby's dad want to have my son for the week
and another week is me bu...1 Recommendation -
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I have a professor who has accused me of plagarizing a paper. Have any of you ever been accused of something like this before? It urks me. I copied, pasted, and reworded as well as cited the source. I made it my own. He is saying that I used direct quotes in the paper. No, I didn't. I am so fed up with it that I sent him proof that it wasn't plaga...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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Saying “I love you”I searched everywhere, Every face that came along the way in my journey.I searched desperately to find someone who cared, anyone.Through all the wretchedness and obscurity that made up my total existence,I found you.We found each other.Both beaten and bruised from the trudges and torment that was our past. Both the same and yet different.
Blood. Cuts. Bru...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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For those of us in search of our inner child.THE M...
Soleil Mar 08, 2008
Saturday, March 8, 2008
For those of us in search of our inner child.
THE MIRROR
By: Soleil
I looked into the mirror &nbs...2 Recommendations4 Comments -
This is a poem I wrote when I first started ...
Soleil Mar 08, 2008
Saturday, March 8, 2008 |
This is a poem I wrote when I first started my healing journey from childhood sexual abuse. I have shared it before with some of my friends, but now I feel that there are others whom might benefit from it. Sorry it is so big but I couldn't get it to reduce and fit to this page.
A CHILDHOOD LOST
By: Soleil
Within by heart,
Within my soul,
Your sordid actions
Took their toll.
I bui...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
Mercy Me... So full of vile vemonA rage built...
freeflowpoet Apr 17, 2008
Thursday, April 17, 2008 |
Mercy Me...
So full of vile vemon
A rage built of experiences, bitter and demeaning
Layers of innocence, like baby skin, stripped away
leaving a raw nakedness,
exposed to evil elements
in a place this child has no choice but to
call 'home'
Abused, neglected, raped
Justice sat back while another child
fell through the cracks,
of a flawed system
All love lost
only harsh lessons to be taught
Barren eyes l...2 Recommendations3 Comments -
We cannot see her at first. The shadows hide her, ...
Frumpologist Mar 16, 2008
Sunday, March 16, 2008
We cannot see her at first. The shadows hide her, make us blind to her. It isn't until a soft sniffle comes from the corner of the room that we finally know she's there, huddled in the dark with her knees up to her chest. Crying. Crying so quietly, it seems wrong to be imposing. We know that she doesn't want to be heard. She is scared of us, scared of them. She is afraid of everyone n...2 Recommendations3 Comments -
MY INNER CHILD ...
Soleil Mar 12, 2008
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 |
MY INNER CHILD By: Soleil
I couldn’t bear to look at her
A painful past had she
She forced me to remember
All the things they did to me
I put the blame on her you see
I looked at her with shame
I wished for things that couldn’t be
I needed her to blame
I saw her as small and weak
No spine had she at all
Why didn’t she...2 Recommendations3 Comments -
Hvala Vam što ste napravili mi osmije...
BabyZombie Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Hvala Vam što ste napravili mi osmijeh.
Hvala Vam što ste napravili mi sretni.
Ali najviše od svega zahvaljujem Vam se na prijateljstva.
Thank you for making me smile.
Thank you for making me happy.
But most of all I thank you for your friendship.1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Vines of poetic linesTwisted wovenHighs to lowsPai...
ClassicGirl Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Vines of poetic lines
Twisted woven
Highs to lows
Pain or joy
Lines poetic vines
Forever grow
Emotions feed
Vines
Water
Sunshine
Blooms of love
Wilted
My poetry
My lines
My vines
¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿&i...1 Recommendation -
Shatter Ball Where has the colour gone from your e...
freeflowpoet Jun 19, 2008
Thursday, June 19, 2008 |
Shatter Ball
Where has the colour gone from your eyes honey?
Half shut shards of lifelessness
Pin prick dots of ink blots,
your poetry doesn’t get told when you’re gone like this
A pattern pulse, weak and frail
like the foetus you resemble now
curled up, like the twisted crumpled paper you once wrote words upon
forgotten
discarded on the floor
next to your dreams
Two pin points look out on a w...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
The beacon rises, cresting the horn.It can’t...
Andy909 Jun 06, 2008
Friday, June 6, 2008 |
The beacon rises, cresting the horn.
It can’t be stopped, it must be born.
Gravity weighs down, the smallest drop.
The crust of sleep breaks, its time to get up.
Sometimes what we don't want is inevitable. It is our choice to fight it or embrace it.1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Whole Family (The bridges re-laid) Somewhere along...
freeflowpoet May 31, 2008
Whole Family (The Bridges re-laid)
Saturday, May 31, 2008 |
Whole Family (The bridges re-laid)
Somewhere along the path it all went wrong
Did we see it coming?
Was it the only way we could’ve gone?
Too late now child, the past has been and gone
Do you have regrets Mother, Father, Brother?
Do you wish you could turn back the clock,
Undo what was done
Take back that slap across my face,
Take back the silence, replace it with comforting words,
Take back your an...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
I am in a deep dark place, I can'...
Amanisha May 21, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 |
I am in a deep dark place, I can't get out, and there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I feel like I fell into a bottomless pit, that my world has been destroyed.
My beautiful perfect world, destroyed my a mental disorder that fell down like an atomic bomb. Leaving radiation continuing to destroy for years to come. People will suffer at my expense.
I feel unhappy and unable ...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
PoisedPoison pen poised above my heartfear in the ...
freeflowpoet May 02, 2008
Friday, May 2, 2008 |
Poised
Poison pen poised above my heart
fear in the eyes of a child
dread in the eyes of a ‘man’
Promises mean nothing coming from your mouth
Inked dark dreams now the doorway of hell
hath been opened
spawned lies forth your breath
I’m trapped in the grasp of yesterday
choke hold around my neck
with wire veins pulsating panic
I drop to my knees and search for the words of prayer
save me
Just...1 Recommendation2 Comments
Saturday, March 8, 2008
For those of us in search of our inner child.
THE MIRROR
By: Soleil
I looked into the mirror &nbs...2 Recommendations4 Comments -
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