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Sunday July 6, 2008
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Journal Entry for July 2, 2008
I hate myself. I really really do. I hate myself. My head and scalp itch and I have pimples or something on my head and I pick at them and make them scabby and make them look ugly. I have bald ...by: thinkposi...
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I’ve fallen deep downDon’t see any way...
xTornApartx Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008 |
I’ve fallen deep down
Don’t see any way out
No escape
Save me from myself
I sit here with my blade
Want to drag it across my skin
Cut deep
Feel something again
I’m numb right now
I need to see the blood
See I am real
Have blood draining out of me
Feel the world slip away
Drifting right away
And be gone
I can’t last another day
Be gone forever x
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got in touch with an old high school friend today....
boobybear Jul 06, 2008
Journal Entry for July 6, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
got in touch with an old high school friend today. my first love - Lee. it was so great to talk to him. it was just what I needed - he put some sunshine in my life. it's been such a long time since last we talked - we use to send emails but we lost touch.......now we are going to keep in touch - we are even going to txt.....oh how I miss txting with somone. god h...1 Comment -
george stopped talking to me, i dont know why. i g...
grkgirl Jul 06, 2008
Journal Entry for July 6, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
george stopped talking to me, i dont know why. i guess its done.
i really need to stop eating im getting disgusting
i dont know how but i need to lose 30 pounds as fast as possible.
i really
reeally really miss george
i hate everything
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Well it's the day after my drink+overdose nigh...
hotblooded Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Well it's the day after my drink+overdose night.
But does anybody even care. I mean do they? Nobody commented on my last journal entry, or my goal. I mean FUCK why the hell am i writing. no one's gunna read or support me.
i mite aswell have not woke up frm collapsin last nite
mj
x x x x
sweetheart-mellie@hotmail.co.uk2 Comments -
Well it's the day after my drink+overdose nigh...
hotblooded Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Well it's the day after my drink+overdose night.
But does anybody even care. I mean do they? Nobody commented on my last journal entry, or my goal. I mean FUCK why the hell am i writing. no one's gunna read or support me.
i mite aswell have not woke up frm collapsin last nite
mj
x x x x
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Well it's the day after my drink+overdose nigh...
hotblooded Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Well it's the day after my drink+overdose night.
But does anybody even care. I mean do they? Nobody commented on my last journal entry, or my goal. I mean FUCK why the hell am i writing. no one's gunna read or support me.
i mite aswell have not woke up frm collapsin last nite
mj
x x x x
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We have had a missing 18 year old lately who...
emmiesmom Jul 06, 2008
Journal Entry for July 6, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008 |
We have had a missing 18 year old lately who has been gone for about 2 weeks now.
the family is searching with no idea where she could be and if she is dead or alive.
I understand what this poor woman is going through because i too lost a step son to death when my oldest girl was 1 year old he was missing for just over a day when they found him, sad to say he was no longer...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
its 10:50amI just got done eating breakfast. ...
Britania Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008 |
its 10:50am
I just got done eating breakfast.
SO today hasnt been going so well; but its not horrible.
4:35AM wake up go to work
5AM work begins
9:15AM I am suppose to be going home; but as usual I never get to leave on time....NEVER....and someone was late.
9:45AM FINALLY leave work.
Go to QT to get my mom soda, and Del-taco [[start diet tommorow]] and didnt have a pleasant experience, the lady was ...1 Recommendation -
38.5 miles today...i will put the rest of my miles...
Beautyfor... Jul 06, 2008
Journal Entry for July 6, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
38.5 miles today...i will put the rest of my miles on a new goal...
from April 7 until today, July 6 i have bicycled a total of 1008.75 miles...4 Comments -
ever have someone just pop into your head and dont...
boobybear Jul 06, 2008
Journal Entry for July 6, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
ever have someone just pop into your head and dont' know why? I had that happen this morning.....it's weird since I have not thought of this person in such a long time. He was such a jerk - he was one of the 2 high school boyfriends I had. then of course thinking of the one makes me think of the other. I'm thinking of looking them up just to see what they are u... -
Work has a calming effect on me. I think it helps ...
milestogo Jul 06, 2008
Journal Entry for July 6, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Work has a calming effect on me. I think it helps to get really tired, so tired that you can only fall asleep, not sit and stew about all of the junk from the day. -
I forgot my Yahoo! email address password...I just...
stargazer673 Jul 06, 2008
So Guess What!!!...it's kinda funny
Sunday, July 6, 2008
I forgot my Yahoo! email address password...I just can't remember it...hahaha. So I'm going to be playing with it all day until I find the right word that I made my password.
I am so glad that the holiday is over. I mean it was really really nice getting to see Todd (my older brother) and his wife but the whole holiday was just plan stressful. I got sunburned really bad b...
Sunday, July 6, 2008 |
I’ve fallen deep down
Don’t see any way out
No escape
Save me from myself
I sit here with my blade
Want to drag it across my skin
Cut deep
Feel something again
I’m numb right now
I need to see the blood
See I am real
Have blood draining out of me
Feel the world slip away
Drifting right away
And be gone
I can’t last another day
Be gone forever x
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OK it's been a rough couple of days...first let me apologize to all that i have not been on alot.
See the prozac is working no depression....but now i am all OCD all the time!!!
I can't quite figure how to deal with it!
And it seems everything blew up at once....not gonna go into it but i will shorten it cuz putting words to emotion is icky right now and if i started to vent on every detail ...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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I spent this weekend doing; a lot of praying, reading, even more research, and trying to set some healthy boundaries in my relationships. Easy for me to say! I had to let go of some people that I care about. Not even sure if they have noticed yet. And that is my biggest fear realized. Letting go? What the @#$& is that? And further more "letting ...2 Recommendations11 Comments
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In blessed and convivial moments, like...
SavedSoul... Mar 10, 2008
Monday, March 10, 2008
In blessed and convivial moments, like the joyous occasion of a new life aspiring into this world or that mirthful moment in time when you are graciously given the opportunity to witness His love for us to someone else... Praise God!
In arduous and prohibitive moments like thwarting feelings and emotions which make you feel at a complete and utter loss of control... Seek God!
In silent ...6 Recommendations30 Comments -
I’ve fallen deep downDon’t see any way...
xTornApartx Jul 06, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008 |
I’ve fallen deep down
Don’t see any way out
No escape
Save me from myself
I sit here with my blade
Want to drag it across my skin
Cut deep
Feel something again
I’m numb right now
I need to see the blood
See I am real
Have blood draining out of me
Feel the world slip away
Drifting right away
And be gone
I can’t last another day
Be gone forever x
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been thinking...and i intend to paint the deepest ...
moonstar Mar 07, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
been thinking...and i intend to paint the deepest part of my soul...even if it's "not quite heaven."
i call it 'the real'...and that's what art is all about.
creativity is the opposite of dying.6 Recommendations7 Comments -
Depths of darkan evil womanstole my ar...
moonstar Mar 02, 2008
Sunday, March 2, 2008 |
Depths of dark
an evil woman
stole my art
heart beating
skipping beats in heaviness
sinking pain so deep
pills and sleep
and touching earth so deep
running
praying for release
dead dog
dead bird so sweet
tears beneath my feet
making friends with trees
falling to my knees
i look up again ~
this is my own photo.
and these are my own words.
~ love, moonstar ~
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A True Friend 6/29/08A true friend reaches out to ...
SavedSoul... Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
A True Friend 6/29/08
A true friend reaches out to squeeze your hand, yet somehow manages to touch your heart instead...
A true friend understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you today, just as you are...
A true friend will dust your butt off after a fall, tell you "Everything's ok now, I'm here!" and give you that hug in which you feel more love in it than you&...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
Plans for decorating: Kitchen:All accents, li...
Vteacher Jun 28, 2008
Saturday, June 28, 2008 |
Plans for decorating:
Kitchen:
All accents, like curtains, rugs, clock, plant pots, tea kettle, place mats, table cloth, napkins, etc. will be bright yellow against stark white, with a touch of black.
Living room:
Furnture and cutains will be shabby chic. Lots of floral designs and pictures. Ni limits on colors. I'm going to hang multi colored patio lights on the ceiling. I know it sounds gaudy, ...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
Jessica got up in the usual way, and started her m...
AkashaDar... Jun 17, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 |
Jessica got up in the usual way, and started her morning routine.
She started her pot of coffee, and headed for the shower.
Once done showering, she put her favorite purple bath robe towel on.
Jessica looked in the mirror.
You see Jessica was very full of herself, but what do you expect from a 21 year old?
She combed the tangles out of her long black hair, and brushed her teeth.
She decided that s...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
ONLY THE BEST •~~A Heart of Gold stopped beat...
arihanna Jun 25, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 |
ONLY THE BEST •~~
A Heart of Gold stopped beating,
Two shining eyes at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove
He only takes The Best.
God knows you had to leave us,
But you did not go alone ~
For part of us went with you,
The day He took you Home.
To some you are forgotten,
To others just the past.
But to us who loved and lost you,
Your memory will always last.
~ Anonymous ~1 Recommendation7 Comments -
Alone in this crowd I stand afraidAll that is with...
st5ve May 29, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008 |
Alone in this crowd I stand afraid
All that is within me is affray
White noise pounding in my head
All of this I do dread
I solemnly bow my head
The marathon of life is to long a race
See the sorrow drown upon my face
I am a watch within a shattered case
Alone with no one to share my fears
Alone with no one to share my tears1 Recommendation7 Comments -
Judge me not and let me be...don't go by what ...
Allysrevenge Apr 11, 2008
Not my words...but theysound cool
Friday, April 11, 2008
Judge me not and let me be...don't go by what you think you see for eyes deceive and warp perception...ignorance causes misconception.2 Recommendations6 Comments -
Shadows pass the crossroads, in fleeting discord, ...
rs6363 Apr 01, 2008
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Shadows pass the crossroads, in fleeting discord, as the darkness gathers like an old tomb.
Wicked wind, blows bone-chilling coldness, through the withered skin shrouding my soul.
I cry silently, wondering around in cruelty and despair, as I have since I left the darkness of the womb.
Hark, what is this game I must play? Am I forever to be a victim of fate and continue to succumb to this v...3 Recommendations4 Comments -
mirrors crack think there talking behind your back...
novocaine... Mar 07, 2008
your so pretty(ugly on the inside)
Friday, March 7, 2008 |
mirrors crack
think there talking behind your back
all eyes are on you
mimicing what they show you
your lives disguised by magazines
gotta get thinner to stay in the scene
when alls dead and gone
you'll be living on empty dreams
too vain to see you've lost
your lost in a sea of broken teeth
self image
is all important to get a head
in a world where you just need to be pretty
or a slut to survive
...1 Recommendation6 Comments
Monday, March 10, 2008
In blessed and convivial moments, like the joyous occasion of a new life aspiring into this world or that mirthful moment in time when you are graciously given the opportunity to witness His love for us to someone else... Praise God!
In arduous and prohibitive moments like thwarting feelings and emotions which make you feel at a complete and utter loss of control... Seek God!
In silent ...6 Recommendations30 Comments -
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