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Friday July 25, 2008
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As hard as I try, i just can't sleep tonight. We are having wild thunderstoms and I truly love the rain. I miss the thunderstorms from when I grew up in the South. But today we are having t...
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Just popped in to say Hello to all my friends.Hope...
jenx Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Just popped in to say Hello to all my friends.Hope you are feeling a bit stronger as time goes by.I continue on this journey of life still feelig lonely still missing John like mad but just getting on with things the best way I can.My family continue to be a tower of strengh to me,Iam away next week with another daughter and her family for a few days.Then when I come home we are planning to redec...
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Well, "my monthly friend" has not arrive...
Irene777 Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Well, "my monthly friend" has not arrived and I am officially 1 week late.. I was calling up some friends as they are all mothers, I'm the only one that doesn't have kids and their like ok go get a pregnancy test!! Hurry!!!
I think I will wait one more week.. but I usually am always regular.. this has got me to thinking... maybe my time has finally come! I am trying not to loose...
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As hard as I try, i just can't sleep ton...
Caroline24 Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
As hard as I try, i just can't sleep tonight. We are having wild thunderstoms and I truly love the rain. I miss the thunderstorms from when I grew up in the South. But today we are having the lovely pounding of rain and the sky light up with incredible lightning. But I am feeling very sad and lonely tonight and I just cant sleep. I am also really tired of my nightmares, which have not stopeed...7 Recommendations1 Comment -
well... on Sunday my husband hurt his right knee p...
Irene777 Jul 23, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
well... on Sunday my husband hurt his right knee playing with this baseball league, so we had to go to the Dr. on Monday and they gave him a script for Naproxen, which is weird, I take the same thing!! Then they scheduled him for an MRI on Tuesday to a place that is soo far away but we drive there anyway... and dr. gave him a week off of work and maybe 2 depending on the results of his MRI.
Sunday...1 Comment -
I am actually a little nervous to say Hi, as I hav...
Angelsmile Jul 21, 2008
Journal Entry for July 21, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008
I am actually a little nervous to say Hi, as I have been MIA for so long! But Hi!
It is now 3 months since Mum passed and I must say it hit me harder than I could have ever thought. I'm not sure how to describe what happened...I think coped well caring for Mum, then I was busy with plans for the funeral, busy with Mums friends and family. Busy supporting my Dad and brother. I wa...9 Comments -
Lately, I keep remembering what I was doing this t...
dairydoll Jul 21, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008 |
Lately, I keep remembering what I was doing this time last year. My mom was suffering so much and it was so hard. It will be one year on August 25th. It would've been their 36th wedding anniversary. So much has happened since then. I am still taking an anti-depressant but am due to go to the doctor next month. I have more anxiety than I ever had in my life. I am a changed person. Little by li...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Hi Friends, Just wanted to...
patrn Jul 17, 2008
Thursday, July 17, 2008 |
Hi Friends,
Just wanted to update my friends at this website. My sister finisehd her chemo in June and there is no new cancer on the cat scans. She takes a cat scan every 2 months. It is a very scarey time when the cat scans are due. My sister Pam is now taking a trial at the University of Chicago. They are giving a vaccine every 2 weeks. It is called CEA. ...1 Recommendation -
well here i am trying to tough it out... the morni...
Irene777 Jul 16, 2008
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
well here i am trying to tough it out... the mornings are really really hard but the pain subsides around 11:00 in the afternoon.... after that I do limp here and there but nothing like the morning.... i guess today is a better day....thanks for taking care of me
Irene :)2 Comments -
Missed you all alot computer broke so had to wait ...
shirls Jul 16, 2008
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 |
Missed you all alot computer broke so had to wait for it to get repaired . On 24th June my daughters waters broke ,the midwife came to the house ,which used to be my mums, and her daughter who is 4yrs watched the birth i got there at 12:15pm afternoon instead of waiting the baby come at 13:14pm i cut the cord if the baby was born at night i would not have been able to help becau...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Happy Birthday to my Brother! Today is...
Caroline24 Jul 15, 2008
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 |
Happy Birthday to my Brother!
Today is my brother’s birthday and as I did with my sister, I want to take some time and reflect on how much he means to me. Again, we are still estranged and it may be a very long time till we are together again, but I do love him and want to focus on the positive.
He was born when I was about 18 months old and I don’t really remember th...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Well this naproxen is doing absolutely nothing for...
Irene777 Jul 14, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008 |
Well this naproxen is doing absolutely nothing for me... I am just as bad as before... maybe even a bit worse.... can barely get out of bed, can barely use the bathroom, take a bath, my husband dresses me and brushes my hair....I cannot even lift my arms anymore and I cannot bend my left thumb anymore...
Even though this breaks my heart, I will ask the rhumy what other medicine I can start on...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
Happy Birthday to my Sister!Today is my litt...
Caroline24 Jul 11, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
Happy Birthday to my Sister!
Today is my little sister's birthday. I wrote earlier that rather than mark the anniversary of my mom's death, I would celebrate her by celebrating my sister and my brother's birthdays. Today is my sister's birthday. We are still estranged but like this grief process, we find out that feelings never subside, even when a person is gone. I bel...5 Recommendations4 Comments
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Just popped in to say Hello to all my friends.Hope you are feeling a bit stronger as time goes by.I continue on this journey of life still feelig lonely still missing John like mad but just getting on with things the best way I can.My family continue to be a tower of strengh to me,Iam away next week with another daughter and her family for a few days.Then when I come home we are planning to redec...1 Recommendation -
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Today is going to be the most beautiful day of the yr. here in indiana.For some reason My father is on my mind.I don't usually talk about what happened that day.It is very painful,but I'm thinking that maybe if i get it here in my journal, it could bring some healing and understanding.This may be a bit long .I tend to ramble when i talk about it so i'll probably ramble when i wr...4 Recommendations10 Comments
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Today's Daily InspirationChange first from the inside and the other things will follow. Lord, bless me the desire to become a better person and the firmness of will to succeed because I know that together we have the power to change my life.
Random Daily InspirationIt is the optimist that opens new doors and takes advantage of even the smallest of life's opportunities. Lord, may my spirit...1 Recommendation
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A poem for my groovy friend... you know who you ar...
Girlpoet Mar 27, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008 |
A poem for my groovy friend... you know who you are sweetie... (in a major writing mood the last few days)
Empty
The nature of the giver is to be an open book
all anyone has to do is open their eyes and look
See the sorrow, see the unshed tears
see the anger, remorse and hearts fears
See my enpty hand, held out to you
see the space between us, inches so few
My empty arms, so willing to hold you tig...2 Recommendations4 Comments -
A poem for today cuz my heart is shrouded in shado...
Girlpoet May 01, 2008
Thursday, May 1, 2008 |
A poem for today cuz my heart is shrouded in shadows doubt today.... (not ny best work, but felt feelings regardless)
Look Around
Look around and tell me what do you see
do you see me as you want you want me to be
Look around and see me for who I am, see it all
do you see only the good, or the how I look when I fall
Look around at yourself, and tell me what yor reflection shows
do you see the light or&n...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
A poem.. cuz... well... cuz I needed to and it has...
Girlpoet Mar 26, 2008
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 |
A poem.. cuz... well... cuz I needed to and it has been way too damn fucking long...
(Since this is a open to all entry, please send any comments or whatever via message.. or I will read and remove from here... I leave all my poems open, for whatever reason. Thanks for understanding, sorry if it is annoying...)
"Could Have Been"s
My heart hurts and screams, my teary eyes sting
from all the...1 Recommendation
Thursday, March 27, 2008 |
A poem for my groovy friend... you know who you are sweetie... (in a major writing mood the last few days)
Empty
The nature of the giver is to be an open book
all anyone has to do is open their eyes and look
See the sorrow, see the unshed tears
see the anger, remorse and hearts fears
See my enpty hand, held out to you
see the space between us, inches so few
My empty arms, so willing to hold you tig...2 Recommendations4 Comments -
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