Methamphetamine (also referred to as methylamphetamine or desoxyephedrine) is a synthetic stimulant drug used for both medicinal and recreational purposes (see Legal issues). Metha...
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my friend called me and said our old dealer just called her saying that he wants to come over and hook us up. it's not even like im going out of my way for this shit, and yet is still follows me around. i don't know what im going to do. Do i want it, yes. Do i have to be reponsible and go to work tommarow, yes. Do i wanna go to work for 8 hours coming down? Fuck NO. But do i want to get spun now, yes.
this is not out of my control. i must change the things i can, starting right now. Eaiser said that done. Posted on 07/11/08, 07:07 pm |
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Of course not dealer's always want there users back or they go out of business. Do yourself a favor and stay away from the a**hole. 
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Friends dont let friends drive drunk.If your so called friend knew you are wanting to get clean and struggling hard to get that way then your a.k.a. friend is as low as the dealer and you really should shun the both of them.One of our worst downfalls is compromising and justifying a reason to use.Keep true unto thine on self.
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With a friend like that--------
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You have to be willing to make a stand, one way or another, so your cleantime can become an importance to you.
I'd leave the house right now, kick your friend out. Then tell your friend to take a hike later. The pusher will always be the pusher.
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You already know you'll be setting yourself up for a buzz kill. If you could see into the future I'd ask to look around at all the people you now know, yet they are no longer the people you once knew. Some got fucked up into it so bad that everyday is predictably consumed by getting high or hustling to get to that next high. Why are they still living for the chase? Is it fun having no money? Do you notice how those people are repeating shit, have a conspiracy theory or two, doesn't trust this guy and is unsure about that one, can you see that they're physically aging prematurely, unaffected by the well known fact that they are changing their brain chemistry to the point of damaging dopamine receptors, seretonin levels receptors die off and that invites into the mix a behavioral disorder or simply beating the piss out of your body way before its time....it goes on and on unless there is a break in the cycle. And ask yourself why you don't remember alot of the shit you did two weeks ago, 2 months ago, TWO years ago. Are you having fun yet? Are you tired yet? Do you feel anything being forty and shooting up dope with a 19 year old? If you're near it,hear it,see it,smell it,taste it, remind yourself how bad your going to feel because you know that the days will never know what the years will come to show.
Step away from yourself and reconnect with life, good and bad, your investing in yourself and keeping your shit together pays the best interest.
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