Methamphetamine (also referred to as methylamphetamine or desoxyephedrine) is a synthetic stimulant drug used for both medicinal and recreational purposes (see Legal issues). Metha...
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9 months on July 3rd
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Well on July 3rd it will be 9 months and this is my hurdle. I was clean for 9 months before and fell off the wagon so to speak. Only this time I started using needles. I am scared I am going to fall again even though I have a wonderful, supportive partner that never did this drug, I am so scared I will just say f@%$ it and start up again. I love being sober and not a slave to that awful world, but then part of me misses how easy it was to just get high and never worry about anything accept my next fix. Just here to vent. Thank You for your time.
Posted on 06/18/08, 05:06 pm |
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Always think before you act and let your past be your guide and if its a good thought do it if its a bad thought dont do it.Deral 
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When times get hard think of Hep C, that in itself does kill. It is passed on through needles.
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When you think about doing it again why dont you write down all the negative and positive things about doing the drug and then write all the negative and positives about being sober. I used to do this and it definetly became more clear to me that I could never go back to having my life controlled by a horrible drug.
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Nine months--way to go and you know think of the crap that falls behind this stuff, it is no joke and it does kill the best of us. You can do this, that is so cool to take a nine month chip this week. I give you a one year hope chip-- yep this is a one year hope chip to you...... keep up the good work.. 12 MONTHS..that will be awesome too. :)
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Congrat's on you're 9 months, awesome job just remmber each day how bad it got for you out there and I doubt you will relapse, most forget.
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