The stuggles i've gone through with meth
I am 31 now and I started meth when I was 15, the first time i tried meth was with someone who I Thought was helping me …
Methamphetamine (also referred to as methylamphetamine or desoxyephedrine) is a synthetic stimulant drug used for both medicinal and recreational purposes (see ...

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slipped and falling hard after 10 years
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well ive been fighting this all my life and last year in december my husband left for iraq i went home 4 christmas evry time i go home i slip for the time im there and then i come back to my home and im fine. I thought to my self as long as i leave it in cali and never bring it into my home ill be fine and 4 10 years its worked. About a month after i got home this guy my roomate nows stops in late 1 night with these other guys a wants to know if i want some. I dont know how it happened the devil i guess but that was all it took. I dont know what to do im doing it every day again i know better really i do what the hell should i do. Killing my self never seemed like a viable option to me till now im just so ashamed i cant seem to stop . Hopeless but looking 4 hope
Posted on 05/09/08, 10:05 pm |
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So you slipped. Keep fighting
Things will get better. Joe
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Their is always hope! And if there is that much of a temptation in Cali don't go! My husbands been deployed twice now and I know how hard and depressing it can be but don't do this to yourself or your hubby. Don't stop fighting and focus on why you quit in the first place! :)
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Hang in there - focus on today - there are others who share your challenge
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It would be nice if a geological change could keep us from using but it dont because the stuff is everywhere and it will find us no matter where we go but there are some things that can help keep us away from the meth and its mostly the company we keep so if your roomie knows you are wanting to be sober then he should respect your wishes and not bring it around because the temptation is almost impossible to escape when its in your face therefore people places and things are our biggest challenge as you stated yourself about cali.Focus on the root of the problem and never loose hope.Deral
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