Marijuana Addiction & Recovery Support Group

There is always going to be good shit out there (incredible, mind blowing great shit). I'm not sure what you mean when you say if you call the deal off it would be the end of you, but if you want to quit, get rid of it. If you dont, there will always be a next time and a next time.....

Give me a break! You are just giving yourself an excuse to use...and deep down you know that.

Cheers for the message saphire. Ive got a real problem with this stuff and torn in half with what to do. And i am trying to get an exuse to use otherwise i wouldnt be an addict!!! I dont think u understand what an addict is in that case. Im sorry if u missunderstood me. You see i cant cancel the deal cos i will get the shit beaten out of me cos some of it is being used in the middle-way section. Of course im making an excuse becuase all i want to do in the world is have all of it and get stonned out of my face and forget about everything and everyone. Dont you understand that by agreeing to do the deal i had already sudconsiously given myself an excuse. I just dont no what to do. Over the years weed has messed up my mind and i cant make decisions easily or excersie will power very well.

I know it's hard when it's in your face, and I also know how you feel when you want to help out a friend by setting something up or being a "middle-man". Bottom line is...don't screw yourself or your friend!!! If you're determined to do this for them, give them THEIR stuf that THEY paid for...don't skim off the top. You'll do your friend AND yourself a better favor. If you just can't handle it, just tell your friend "never again". If they care about you , and know what you're going through, they will understand. Good Luck!

i have to agree with sapphiret here. Its just another excuse to use.
I was in the scene long enough to know all ya need to do is call the person your scoring of and say you dont have the cash for it and they will just sell it to the next poor sucker that comes along.
dont give me this crap about you will get beaten up. if your going halves with some one then tell them you cant afford it.
Once you dont have the cash NO ONE will give it to you because your a good bloke.

you just need to make your mind up wether you do or dont want to give it away.
shit your only 17 so you couldnt have been smokeing that long.
Some of us in here (including myself) have been smoking longer than you have been alive and we managed to give it up

Thanks for you advise Gaz, and i am going to take your advise. I havent been smoking long, i only started when i was 11, i havent looked at your profile and i geuss you have been smoking longer. Ta

well done duckabout thats a very wise move mate.
Yer i started smokeing at 15 and im 43 now;) I gave it up 4 months ago for the final time. it stuffed my lungs up it aged me by at least another 10 years and cost me as much money as a new house would.
Trust me mate the high just gets shorter and shorter but the price you pay(in dollars and health) go up and up.
best of luck to you

I was a marijuana user since age 11, and quit when I was almost 36. I definitely know what this shit does to you, and how hard it is to stop. I also know how people throw it in your face and tempt you with it. I have been clean almost 11 years and been a substance abuse counselor for 3 years, and to this day when I smell the shit or even see a pic of it, I get that desire to use.
There are no easy answers, but I do know that having it around is way too much temptation for anyone who has a problem with it, as you say that you do.
I would say...if you are dealing with people who will kill you for not going through with a 1/2 ounce deal, it's time to find new people to hang out with.
Best of luck to you...

You know what, whatever,fuck it.

Yep and the score is
Grass 1 duckabout 0

looks like you are just going to have to learn the hard way.
Enjoy your life of always chaseing dope and never haveing money for it
Oh yer you can forget about any decent jobs too the pot will always screw that up for you.