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Instead of making a public post I have decided to write this in my journal instead. I believe it might be best If I leave DS. I am going to send over an email within the nesxt couple of days to cance...
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Instead of making a public post I have decided to ...
shallowbay Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
Instead of making a public post I have decided to write this in my journal instead. I believe it might be best If I leave DS. I am going to send over an email within the nesxt couple of days to cancel my account. There is just way too much fighting, Irrational bannings and people at rach others throats. I feel that it might be too much of a volitile and toxic environment. Anyone who would like to...
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I am really getting frustrated! NOTHING...all the ...
mysticthu... Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I am really getting frustrated! NOTHING...all the tests thus far are negative..OK then why in the hell do I had to have this IV antibiotic every 12 hours around the clock? I had another ultrasound and now the doc is talking about another biopsy? WHY??? I just want to go home and I am about to check myself out...seriously this is stupid to sit here and take all this meds through my veins and nothi...4 Comments -
I wanted to say a very special thank you to you, C...
avaloninh... Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I wanted to say a very special thank you to you, Casey.
You have NO idea how much you are really helping me. Not just with all the physical work you have been doing for me, since I'm worthless and can't do it myself anymore, but the emotional side too. It has been wonderful having you so close. I love having you back in my life on a regular basis. I know how much you gave up t...2 Comments -
WOW STILL HOT HOT HOT........
DianeE Aug 19, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 |
WOW STILL HOT HOT HOT...... HAVE HAD A FEW DAYS LESS HUMIDITY THOUGH...... WE NEED RAIN SOOOOOOOO BAD HERE............ I'VE BEEN OUT TO SIS AN IN HER POOL SEVERAL TIMES....AN I LOV IT..... I'VE NOT BEEN EATIN MUCH.....HAVE LOST 37 POUNDS FROM M Y ALL TIME HIGH.... AND FEEL LIKE IT ALL FER THE WRONG REASONS...... NO ENERGY TO WANNA COOK...OR ...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
I yell and scream all insideJust wanting to get aw...
AWOG Aug 19, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 |
I yell and scream all inside
Just wanting to get away
Hoping and praying one day I can be free
From all the pain and fearful torment
I tear and bleed on the outside
I just want you to know
why I want to ge away
I just want to be free for once1 Recommendation1 Comment -
I'm still smirking at this one. I had th...
DrJeremy Aug 19, 2008
Should I get an allowance now?
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
I'm still smirking at this one. I had the day off today and so the family and I went to our local mall to do a little shopping. We were about an hour and a half into it when the kids starting hammering me to take them for the pretzel I apparently agreed to (funny thing, never even remember them asking me in the first place). But with them bouncing off the walls and my wife s...5 Comments -
guitarbabe Aug 18, 2008
Journal Entry for August 18, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
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*sigh* I just need to keep writing. Since I a...
andreab35 Aug 18, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008 |
*sigh* I just need to keep writing.
Since I am so worried about everything, I just feel into a panic attack. I tried to work on everything that everyone has advised for me, but I just lost control.
When my Dad's boss called my house to argue, I just lost it. I just started to cry and became so angry. I couldn't breathe, my neck, ears, head, etc. were bothering the heck out of me!
So I freake...1 Recommendation -
Ok... so I just got this feeling in my neck. ...
andreab35 Aug 18, 2008
Oh no... panic? Advice please!
Monday, August 18, 2008 |
Ok... so I just got this feeling in my neck.
When I bend my neck back, it feels like it falls so loosely.
When I lift my head back up, my head feels like a brick and my neck feels stiff. Then I have the feeling I have to put my neck back again.
I'm afraid that I won't be able to lift my head up, or that my neck muscles are going to get stuck with my head staying back!
Is it just anxiety...1 Recommendation -
Well, I just found this wonderful website today th...
andreab35 Aug 18, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008 |
Well, I just found this wonderful website today through Google, and so far, I love it.
Well today I still feel very sick. My ears feel blocked, my head feels like exploding, and my whole body hurts, of course with the added abdominal pain.
I played baseball with my family at the cookout at my house. I haven't done such intense sporting for a while now since I have a lot of stomach pain. But I ...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
I lost the job that I wanted my dream job to the b...
shallowbay Aug 18, 2008
I lost the job to the bosses nephew!
Monday, August 18, 2008 |
I lost the job that I wanted my dream job to the bosses nephew. I wonder if he had to interview, have a hardcopy resume ready, send a email copy of the resume, if he had to get his interview clothes ready, fill out an application and bring a notebook in order to take notes. Did he send an email thanking them for the interview? Did he have the qualifications? Did he call them back leaving a messag...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
When we moved into our new house last year, we wer...
DrJeremy Aug 17, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008 |
When we moved into our new house last year, we were able to paint my son's room a nice blue. We had also picked out our daughter's color back then...bright pink...but for whatever the reason, we just finally painted the room today. And is it pink. Now I'm sure once we get the furniture back in there, some posters on the wall, it will dim the intensity of th...1 Recommendation8 Comments
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
Instead of making a public post I have decided to write this in my journal instead. I believe it might be best If I leave DS. I am going to send over an email within the nesxt couple of days to cancel my account. There is just way too much fighting, Irrational bannings and people at rach others throats. I feel that it might be too much of a volitile and toxic environment. Anyone who would like to...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
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HELLO,WELL I CANT SLEEP. IT IS 2AM HERE IN WASHINGTON AND IT IS 28 DEGREES, I GUESS U WOULD SAY IT IS COLD. I HURT ALL OVER I JUST WISH IT WOULD ALL GO AWAY. BUT, WE KNOW THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. SORRY,SORRY 4 VENTING EVERYBODY HERE IS ASLEEP. IAM STAYING POSTIVES BUT, I CATCH MYSELF WANTING TO GIVE UP BUT THEN I LOOK AT MY SON AND WONDERFUL HUSBAND. I JUST TOOK A STRONGER PAIN PILL SO ...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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HELLO,JOURNAL
I HAVE MADE IT TO CALIFORNIA SAFE AND SOUND. I MISS U ALL ALREADY. I WILL BE CHECKING MESSAGES WHILE I AM HERE I WILL BE HOME ON THE 22ND OF AUG. HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH U ALL TAKE CARE AND REMEMBER U ARE NOT ALONE WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER. TAKE CARE LOVE YA ALL.1 Recommendation7 Comments
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Everyday strugglesare mountains to climb. Seems th...
jamminjam... May 21, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Everyday struggles
are mountains to climb.
Seems they're neverending.
Sometimes.
Happy days are in between,
But they don't last long enough
Sometimes.
Heartache and sorrow
over many things.
Such a long season.
Sometimes.
Never knowing what's coming next.
Tears or laughter.
Sometimes.
Hoping for a good day
or hiding in your bed.
Sometimes.
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help me mommy for I am hereyour child unborn but I...
AWOG Jul 04, 2008
Friday, July 4, 2008 |
help me mommy for I am here
your child unborn but I can hear,
all the stress that you bear
is weakening me as i start to tear
I hear walking from here to there
but what do I feel
mommy your bleeding now
and i am inside
What has happened on the outside
Help me mommy I can't breathe
what is happening to me
I am losing oxygen
mommy I want to grow up
and have toys
I want to see your face
I c...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
When I heard your voiceIts sound soothing and swee...
AWOG Aug 15, 2008
A voice so soft and sweet.. an extra journal for you guys to read..
Friday, August 15, 2008 |
When I heard your voice
Its sound soothing and sweet
Your voice is what puts me at rest
Everytme I hear you voice
I feel all warm inside
I sit on the window sill
looking up at the night sky
I just remember your voice
and I feel all warm inside
Your voice reminds me of my mother
Who is so caring and sweet
her voice was soothing and sweet
that every time I hear it
I feel all warm inside.
P.S I wrote this becaus...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
I yell and scream all insideJust wanting to get aw...
AWOG Aug 19, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 |
I yell and scream all inside
Just wanting to get away
Hoping and praying one day I can be free
From all the pain and fearful torment
I tear and bleed on the outside
I just want you to know
why I want to ge away
I just want to be free for once1 Recommendation1 Comment -
I hold my head ready to dieif only I could just go...
AWOG Jul 02, 2008
I hold my head ready to die....
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 |
I hold my head ready to die
if only I could just go back in time
my past was awful
but at least I had a family
with all these lies they keep telling us
only makes it worse
So I lay my head down
and surrender my all
to all this pain that was inside
has finally taken over
and it has won the battle
I hold my head ready to die
if only I could go back in time
where I had a family
and a hope I may live
so...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
After awhile you learn the subtle difference Betwe...
terrys Mar 29, 2008
Saturday, March 29, 2008 |
After awhile you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean security. And you begin to understand that kisses aren't contracts And presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats With your head held high and your eyes wide open. With the grace of a woman, not the grief...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
Just think about it....the God of the Universe, st...
TGG Aug 01, 2008
Friday, August 1, 2008 |
Just think about it....the God of the Universe, stooped with his hear toward the earth, listening to the millions of prayers - prayers of joy in all things, prayers of gratitude in plenty and in want, prayers for help amidst suffering, prayers for grace and strength during times of testing - coming to Him from the lips of those He paid so dearly to save. His face is calm, knowing, gentle, y...1 Recommendation -
The painThe incomparable starknessOf the unmention...
TGG Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
The pain
The incomparable starkness
Of the unmentionable darkness
The unrelenting sharpness
That divides body and soul
The thorn in my flesh
That will give me no rest
And daily puts me to the test
To see if I will sink below
Blacker than night
This darkness I fight
Only One can make it right
And restore the peace I want to know
Here I come
I humbly bow
Before the King of Kings
Right now
Turn my darkness into brig...1 Recommendation -
Nail It To The Cross By TGG I saw a ma...
TGG Jul 19, 2008
Saturday, July 19, 2008 |
Nail It To The Cross
By TGG
I saw a man walking slowly on the road. He carried a heavy burden of many packages in his arms, trying to balance them, unsteady though they were. He had carried these many packages for years - so many years, in fact, that his arms were closed tight around them, his fingers and hands now permanently stretched in odd contortions to grasp the packages, and hi...1 Recommendation -
The wind blew harsh and raw. She held fast against...
defenderd... May 19, 2008
Monday, May 19, 2008 |
The wind blew harsh and raw.
She held fast against it.
The wind blew to its own power.
She pulled herself close together.
The wind pushed harder.
She sighed and shrugged.
The wind blew on.
She shivered and quaked.
The wind blew on.
She muttered her displeasure.
The wind blew on.
She spoke her discomfort.
The wind blew on.
She yelled out her frustration.
But still the wind blew on.
She cursed the air.
But ...1 Recommendation -
Sometimes I get a thought in my headThis thought w...
rosecolor... May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
Sometimes I get a thought in my head
This thought won't leave
Am I crazy?
Perhaps the world is just insane!
Why can't I be normal? I see people who have such a happy life.
Nothing in my life makes me happy anymore. I just wanna hide in a dark corner and wait for my life to end. Why does everything have to be so shitty?
I wish I was never born!1 Recommendation -
Every night I lay in bed just thinking of youI tri...
AWOG Apr 30, 2008
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 |
Every night I lay in bed just thinking of you
I tried to remember how much fun we had
Even though I was just so little
I still understood what love meant
I loved you
YOu loved me back
I don't know why you had to leave
I just know that where ever you are
I am still thinking of you
and that you still love me
the way you always do
(dedicated to my grandfather that died two weeks after my birthday when ...1 Recommendation
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Everyday struggles
are mountains to climb.
Seems they're neverending.
Sometimes.
Happy days are in between,
But they don't last long enough
Sometimes.
Heartache and sorrow
over many things.
Such a long season.
Sometimes.
Never knowing what's coming next.
Tears or laughter.
Sometimes.
Hoping for a good day
or hiding in your bed.
Sometimes.
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