Heroin or diacetylmorphine (INN) is a semi-synthetic opioid. It is the 3,6-diacetyl derivative of morphine (hence diacetylmorphine) and is synthesised from it by acetylation. The w...
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Ok so nearly 3 1/2 years clean people are going to tell me to ull myself together but here goes, for all you that know me you'll know that my health is not all that good at the moment i have yet another kidney infection caused by my cathater being in place this infection has invaded my body n i even have a blasted ear infection that is killing me, so i have an ear i could cut off i can hardly walk cause of kidney infection n i'm sick n tierd of having constant tubes shoved up me. In the middle of the night i was sat in my front room when out of the blue i became obsessed that if i had a small hit of heroin all the pain would be gone i fantasized about it, i planned it all down to the last t then i jumped on my hubby n cracked up. I felt ok but now he's out n it's killing me the want is terrible i feel like i'm cracking up. Went to the docs about the pain n the wonderful man gave me 100 df's how lovely. Life is so shit at the moment
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Hang in there. They say that pain is the touchstone of spiritual growth. We need these hardships in order to grow into a better person and fully appreciate the good moments. Using won't make it any better, and that will be just one more problem to deal with you know? This too shall pass! I've seen soo many people at meetings that had tons of health problems yet they still have long term sobriety. it is possible! i'll keep you in my prayers. i'd also suggest trying out a na/aa meeting if youve never been. helpful! 
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thankyou nicoleh21 for your reply, i've now been on antibiotics for a week now and have delt with the pain best i could but most of all i beat the cravings. I went aa and na but felt the ones i went to werent for me and their is limited groups where i live that are at the times i can go.
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