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Dear Friends, It is going to snow. I wrote a journal entry. lol I am hanging in there. (by threads) He still calls and begs me to come back. Then he curses me because I am not trying to get back together with him. Go figure... Yesterday he was yelling at me and I asked him, "Since I am so terrible... why do you want me back? He didn't answer for abit... I said to him, "Name One thing you like about me or that I do right. His reply was, "You are nice to the dog and you take good care of the dog." He seemed to have a hard time thinking of that one. So, I got upset and said, "You want me back?? You could only say one nice thing about me and it was about how I treated the dog." He said, "Well, you are nice to me and you take good care of me too." Then why in the hell did he beat the shit out of me????? I will be very happy when this is behind me. I hope oneday to be happy and find love. I hate feeling this lonely. I know, I can't look to someone else for my happiness but it would be so nice to have someone the share things with. He hadn't given me physical attention in many years and that was painful enough. I know people always have problems but I have had my share for awhile. It could be worse so I had better stop complaining. I just feel like I am on overload. I don't feel like have been a very good friend to my friends here on D.S. Thanks for listening to me vent. I will be glad to listen to you all anytime. Love and Big Hugs, Lisa ~XX~ Posted on 07/25/08, 11:07 am |
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Sorry to hear about what you're going through. Sounds like he is a real selfish jerk. I dealt with one of those for awhile; always putting me down, but for some reason I just couldn't see the light. Finally I had enough, and he was so pissed and hostile when I finally said "screw you, I'm done". I don't think he ever dreamed that I would have the strength to go on without him. Yea, right.
Anyway, the only way I could put it all behind me was to simply ignore him. By answering his texts, emails, and phone calls, I figured I was still giving him some control over me, because in his twisted head he thought that since I was taking the time to talk to him I must really secretly want him back. So, I started ignoring him. Eventually the calls and stuff tapered off, and I am finally able to live a normal life without his interference. 
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Thanks Missfits!! I know that is what I am going to have to do.
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Your a strong woman-and he's an ass-so, stop taking his calls, his texts, and any other way he tries to contact you. You are in control and you don't have to talk to him-he isn't doing you any favors.
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Lisa hon, I am sorry you are feeling this way but I truly think that AIU is right and you need to break all contact with him. He is only causing you pain. And until you do, you won't have this behind you. You are a good friend to all DS friends, don't worry yourself about that. xoxo
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