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AHHH!!
Contractions are about 15 minutes apart..Idk what ...
alyciajam... Mar 17, 2008
Contractions are about 15 minutes apart..Idk what to do really...the shower seems to help a bit!!
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Journal Entry for March 2...
Hey! Ive just been really busy with work and tryin...
alyciajam... Mar 02, 2008
Hey! Ive just been really busy with work and trying to
get everything ready. I am now 8 months pregnant with
a little boy!! Im so excited but more than that
nervous. I just pray everything goes well. I see my
doctor again on Tuesday and we will see if everything
is how it should be. Next Sunday is our baby shower.
Derek and I are doing well. Derek just has complete
reconstructive surgury on his left sho...
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Journal Entry for Februar...
Im 8 months and sooooo ready to pop!! haha! Im exc...
alyciajam... Feb 24, 2008
Im 8 months and sooooo ready to pop!! haha! Im excited but now im actually getting really really nervous...the aniexty is getting really bad! Hopefully ill be able to start pulling it a little more together!
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Journal Entry for January...
Im doing well...taking it easy and resting alot! I...
alyciajam... Jan 24, 2008
Im doing well...taking it easy and resting alot! I wouldnt want to go in too early!
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Journal Entry for Decembe...
ITS A BOY!!!!!
alyciajam... Dec 21, 2007
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Journal Entry for Novembe...
alright what do i do?!??!!? derek called me and we...
alyciajam... Nov 25, 2007
alright what do i do?!??!!? derek called me and we talked for awhile...he wants to pick me up at the airport on wednesday. He wants me to move in with him and for us to be together again...he says i wont have to work..i can stay home do the housework cooking and raising our baby...it sounds perfect but im scared...idk if i should be with him but i love him with all my heart! AHHHH what do i do!!!!
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Journal Entry for Novembe...
ohkay so last night i had to go into the ER! I had...
alyciajam... Nov 21, 2007
ohkay so last night i had to go into the ER! I had a really unusual pain. Anyways they did an ultrasound and the baby is fine but they told me i had my due date all wrong. From what i know my due date is April 22 and im a little over 18 weeks along...the ultrasound measurements are showing something different. I guess from the measurements i am due March 21st and am almost 23 weeks. I am out of t...
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Journal Entry for Novembe...
I am going through some old pictures and realize t...
alyciajam... Nov 15, 2007
I am going through some old pictures and realize the smile on my face. It really does bring tears to my eyes. I miss that smile and the happiness I felt. I miss being with Derek and the feeling I get from his presence. I miss everything about the life we had and I am slowly coming to the horrifing realization that I may never return to that life. I may never be that happy or that in love...all I ...
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Journal Entry for Novembe...
how do you stop the ache? I cant seem to escape th...
alyciajam... Nov 05, 2007
how do you stop the ache? I cant seem to escape the misery ive been dealt. my family just sees me as a HUGE disapointment and I hear it EVERYDAY. i just wish once in awhile they could lay off. They also hate derek with a passion...and well I really cant help that i love him. the feelings i have i just cant seem to stop. i know that it would be so much easier if i didnt love him...but the moment i...
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Journal Entry for Novembe...
ive had a rough couple of weeks but hopefully its ...
alyciajam... Nov 03, 2007
ive had a rough couple of weeks but hopefully its gunna be settling down. Im gunna be going on a little trip soon to see some family and I think it will be good for me and the baby. Derek is freaking out though. He doesnt want us to go and he has really started to put in effort into stepping up. At least its a start. Hes been starting to go back to the man im in love with. I kno we are a LOOOONNG...
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Journal Entry for October...
Hey yall! Im sorry I havent really been on here. M...
alyciajam... Oct 21, 2007
Hey yall! Im sorry I havent really been on here. My life is such a rollercoaster. My baby bump is growing. I am still unsure about EVERYTHING else but all of me is going into this baby. Im scared though. I havent had an appointment in a couple of weeks and even though I thought it may have been a little too much to go every week...well now I worry even more...how do I know its hearts still beatin...
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Journal Entry for October...
Its only 9am and already a long day! I am just try...
alyciajam... Oct 01, 2007
Its only 9am and already a long day! I am just trying to get better. I know its stupid but I fell yesterday and today I am just in so much pain. I think that Im gunna go to the ER soon. I am scared for the baby as well. I am cramping pretty bad. As for Derek....I heard from him 2 nights ago...at 3am...he wanted me to come over and talk and I was like hell no...Its too late...so I pissed him off a...