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Wonders never cease
It's amazing how good I feel. My mood is no lo...
Char52 May 15, 2008
It's amazing how good I feel. My mood is no longer dark and dreary, my energy level is climbing back up to normal and I can actually hear two sentences together again without saying, "Huh?"
Last month, in the midst of frustration, I told the MS Center that I was totally discouraged and felt that Rebif either wasn't working or making me worse. Since then, I was put on st...
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The sun's coming out
Well, folks, I'm back. Yes, it's been over...
Char52 May 14, 2008
Well, folks, I'm back. Yes, it's been over a month.
In February, I kept telling my doctor I thought I was in a relapse. This was poo-poo'd until I could no longer put two sentences together and was walking like I had cinder blocks for shoes. They eventually put me back on steroids in late March.
Lo and behold, I'm finally starting to feel somewhat normal again. The steroids di...
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hey
hey everybody. been feeling so depressed today. on...
miraclechild May 03, 2008
hey everybody. been feeling so depressed today. one of our dogs who was pregnant couldnt handle it and died today and i feel like crap. plus my cfs is acting up witch aint helping anything.
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god is so good
lastnight we had church and it was so awesome. acc...
miraclechild May 01, 2008
lastnight we had church and it was so awesome. accually it was more than awesome. the holyghost began to move in that place and things began to happen. one man had diabetes and he got healed and their were other miracles that took place lastnight to. some people got free of addictions. and revival broke out lastnight and were having service again tonight.
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about me
well I never know what to write in here so I'l...
miraclechild Apr 28, 2008
well I never know what to write in here so I'll start by telling some about me. 1st my name is mary and im 42 yrs.old I was raped and molested at ages 9 and 10 yrs of age and it happened alot in those ages. my family abandoned me when it happened blaming it on me. sometimes I still feel guilt and i tend to blame myself. I was left with depression and PTSD from all this. my family has alot of ...
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3 Day Misery
I have been sick for 3 days. We went out to ...
maliburn Mar 16, 2008
I have been sick for 3 days. We went out to eat Chinese Friday I had shrimp fried rice. I thought I removed all the vegetables obviously not. I believe I accidentally ate a piece of onion now I have been so sick for 3 days. This happens everytime I eat something high in fructose. I get severe left upper quadrant pain it starts anywhere from 20minutes to 2 hours after...
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Journal Entry for Februar...
WELL, AFTER BEING GONE FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS, IT...
LadyCherokee Feb 25, 2008
WELL, AFTER BEING GONE FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS, IT'S SURE NICE TO BACK IN THE CYBER WORLD. I'M SORRY, BUT I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH SO MUCH, SINCE BEFORE HALLOWEEN THAT I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START. MY DAD HAS BEEN IN AND OUT OF NURSING HOMES, HOSPITALS, AND PSYCHIATRIC UNITS, I CAN BARELY KEEP UP. BUT HE'S HOME NOW AND GEORGE, (MY SON) AND I ARE LIVING WITH HIM FOR THE 3RD TIME....
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Journal Entry for Novembe...
For some reason today, I'm down. I don't k...
LadyCherokee Nov 02, 2007
For some reason today, I'm down. I don't know what it is, but I'm tired of being depressed and sad and lonely. I know I'm afraid. Afraid of being 'happy'. I'm not afraid of life, cause no matter how bad things are, life does go on and it never stops. I'm so fed up with 'bad' things happening to me that I wish something 'good' would start happening a...
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Journal Entry for October...
WELL, FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME, I'M F...
LadyCherokee Oct 29, 2007
WELL, FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME, I'M FEELING GREAT! IT'S WEIRD THOUGH. THERE'S TONS OF THINGS I WANT TO DO, AND I DON'T REALLY FEEL LIKE DOING THEM. FEELING GOOD, IS OK I GUESS. IT'S JUST HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH SUCH A GOOD FEELING AFTER BEING DOWN AND DEPRESSED MOST OF THIS 'GRIEVING TIME'? WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSE TO DO? HOW DO WE HANDLE THESE 'GOOD' FEELINGS...
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Journal Entry for October...
THESE LAST FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN OK. FOR NOW. I'M...
LadyCherokee Oct 23, 2007
THESE LAST FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN OK. FOR NOW. I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO DO FIRST. I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF PACKING AND MOVING, AND TRYING TO KEEP MY HEALTH ON THE GOOD SIDE, I'M JUST NOT SURE HOW I'M MOVING FORWARD. SEE, I'VE GOT FIBROMYLGIA AND RHEUMATOID ARTHRITIS AND SEVERAL OTHER CONDITIONS, AND I'VE GOT TO STAY ON MY FEET AND KEEP MOVING. I'VE GOT 3 DOGS, 2 CATS AND 1 BIRD AN...
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Journal Entry for October...
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WOULD LIKE TO LIGHT A CANDLE,...
LadyCherokee Oct 19, 2007
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WOULD LIKE TO LIGHT A CANDLE, IN MEMORY OF MY DAUGHTER, CASSIE, PLEASE GO TO THE FOLLOWING WEBSITE: www.cassie-freet.last-memories.com YOU CAN ALSO READ WHAT I'VE WRITTEN ABOUT MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER. IF ANYONE IS ON TAGGED, I HAVE A WEBSITE THERE AND PICS ALSO. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WOULD LIKE TO SEE THOSE, PLEASE LET ME KNOW. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO LIGHT A CANDLE, THANK ...
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Journal Entry for October...
TODAY IS A VERY ROUGH DAY FOR SOME REASON. I WENT ...
LadyCherokee Oct 19, 2007
TODAY IS A VERY ROUGH DAY FOR SOME REASON. I WENT TO SEE MY CHRIOPRATOR AND I TALKED WITH HIS SECRETARY AND I BROKE DOWN CRYING. I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD STOP CRYING. BUT I DID FEEL BETTER. I TOLD THE SECRETARY THAT I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF WEARING THE 'MASK' AND HIDING BEHIND IT. I'M TIRED OF THE NEGATIVE COMMENTS I HEAR FROM OTHERS WHEN ALL I NEED IS POSITIVE WORDS! PEOPLE M...
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