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I am really feeling exausted. Today I thought for a minute that my fiance was maybe coming to her senses. She went on a car ride to "go shoping for me for valentines day". Didnt believe it to start. She's a master at finding a minute to make a phone call. Or do something she dont want me to know about. When she came back she mumbled under her breath "I'm so pissed off". When I asked why she said "it doesnt matter." The thing is she was so obviously not pissed off at me. In fact she looked relieved and happy to be in my company. I had to keep prying and the next response I got from her was "It will just piss you off." Well now I gotta know. I assured her it probably wouldnt considering I've already accepted all the worst case senarios as reality. So she says "I'm pissed of at myself for helping a bunch of people who dont deserve it" She paid the rent for her ex boyfriends family who he left across the state to come wreck mine. We ourselves may not be able to make rent this month. If that happens we're screwed. I could probably move into my parents basement but she would have no choice but to go live in this f-ed up environment over there. She talks about suicide every night. Anyway got a phone call after that and immediatly ran out the door. Supposedly to tell them she was going to concentrate on working things out here. There's so much about that alone that I dont buy. But I ride it out. She comes back and we go to dinner. Not a bad evening. Rather pleasent actually. When we get home out of nowhere the phone rings again. Now shes gone again. I really think that I myself might be going crazy. I JUST WANT HER TO GO GET SOME KINDA MEDS!!! Sorry all if you're not familiar with whats been going on in my world this probably sounds like mindless ranting. Maybe it is in a way. I pray every day for some kind of relief. Thanks for listening.
Posted on 02/13/08, 10:02 pm |
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Thank you. Me too. 
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I'm so sorry to hear this! I have a family member who is bipolar and their husband also has MS. However, they are both people of faith. It is not easy living with someone who has this, which from your post I can certainly understand. I have experienced the many times and cycles this member has gone through over the course of 8 years now.
The husband is very patient with her, and as a man of faith, is like Hosea in Holy Scripture. No matter what this wife does, he always allows her whatever she needs to help her. Even when they were apart for a time, he still left his door literally opened for her to have a place of refuge at that point in time when she was not thinking clearly. I can honestly tell you that right now, she is in therapy with "a really good therapist." This particular therapist is a Christian who understands not only her illness, but also uses the Word of God to help her become more stable. So, I hope you can see that things can look up, but certainly might take quite awhile. I'll be in prayer for you and for your fiancee', and ask you to be as patient as you can, knowing that it takes more than what we feel we can give sometimes. The thing is, when we can't, through us God can. I hope this helps. Blessings, Msd7
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I really feel for you. If only you could get her to go to the hospital, at least she would be safe, and could be in a relatively stress free enivronment, away from those people.
My payers are with you both.
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