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I have to start going to a ed therapist! stupid weight!!!! I am a nervous mess!!!!!!!! i really could use huges!
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I have to start going to a ed therapist! stupid we...
dramaqueen Jul 25, 2008
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I have never felt this bad before, i just feel so ...
deadinsidex Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I have never felt this bad before, i just feel so alone and icolated so much it hurts me, I have been crying all through the day on and off. I think i have totaly hit rock bottom. Everyone in the worlds life seems so much better than mine, everyone seems to have somone but me. Everyone seems to have a point, a reason to be. Im spending most days asleep its the only place where i can feel ok. Wher...
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OMFG the driving experience was FLIPPING AWESOME!!...
HazyBo Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
OMFG the driving experience was FLIPPING AWESOME!!!! I can't believe I done it ^_^ drove 3 fast sexi cars! Subaru Impreza, Aston Marton and a Farrari :O I also got driven about in a dax rush at 170mph! SUPER FAST. It was fuckin scary but at the same time FUCKING AWESOME! The feeling of the air zooming past me was imense going round the corners at probably 60mph, fucking superb. Highly reccome... -
Well today I'm 6 weeks. It feels like its been...
sweetangel Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
Well today I'm 6 weeks. It feels like its been forever since I found out I was pregnant even though its only been 2 weeks. I'm starting to get very excited about my appointment. I guess I'm trying to tell myself this time everything is going to be ok. All the other ultrasound revealed there was a problem from the beginning. Either it wasnt big enough or something. So I'm pray...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
I had my 4th xolair shot today. Still alive and ki...
CreativeType Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I had my 4th xolair shot today. Still alive and kickin.
I keep experiencing this sensation, since I start the shots. I have periods of time in which I feel very relaxed- almost like when you take cold medicine and you can feel it kicking in and starting to work. My shoulders and neck are even looser during this. I talked to the PA at the allergist last week and she said it certainly could be from ...1 Recommendation -
the urge to be someone else, to just pretend, and ...
Electroch... Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
the urge to be someone else, to just pretend, and be something im not is really growing.
i've sort of got over my phase of compulsive lying, and telling people things that wernt really but i really feel like im starting to do it again, just start saying thigns that arent true. pretending to be someone else, sounds nice
sounds nice to be someone else
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I had a new Avon customer give me $20.00 for the w...
joyce19974 Jul 25, 2008
March for Babies March of Dimes
Friday, July 25, 2008
I had a new Avon customer give me $20.00 for the walk!! This is a woman that I haven't even met yet!!! Totally made my day this morning, actually made me cry.
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I am so happy! I have been trying my best to...
joyce19974 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
I am so happy! I have been trying my best to get word out I am selling. My customer list is slowly but surely growing.1 Comment -
11 days no beer!!!!, feel so much happier with mys...
DogCrazy Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
11 days no beer!!!!, feel so much happier with myself for not doing it.
Today im gratefull for being in less pain.
Im looking forward to the sunshine and my cup of tea outside watching and listening to nature.
Im looking foraed to be doing more housework becauce i can move around more.
Im gratefull for the group therapy class i was able to go to, i found it helpful.1 Recommendation -
Loui Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
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sugarkay Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
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Nothing much here. Hope evey one is good.
JoshN Jul 24, 2008
Journal Entry for July 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Nothing much here. Hope evey one is good.2 Comments
Friday, July 25, 2008
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I've been peeing in a cup for what seems like forever now trying to watch for my LH surge and thus far........NOTHING!1 Recommendation2 Comments
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We've decided to go out of town this weekend and take another canoe trip. We invited another couple to go with us so it should be alot of fun! We will all probably have sunburns when we get back sunday night!
But hey that's the price you pay for having fun!
Just thought I'd let everybody know that due to our trip this weekend I most likely will not be on for a couple of days!
A vacation...1 Recommendation2 Comments
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In blessed and convivial moments, like...
xXforever... Mar 10, 2008
Monday, March 10, 2008
In blessed and convivial moments, like the joyous occasion of a new life aspiring into this world or that mirthful moment in time when you are graciously given the opportunity to witness His love for us to someone else... Praise God!
In arduous and prohibitive moments like thwarting feelings and emotions which make you feel at a complete and utter loss of control... Seek God!
In silent ...7 Recommendations31 Comments -
A True Friend 6/29/08A true friend reaches out to ...
xXforever... Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
A True Friend 6/29/08
A true friend reaches out to squeeze your hand, yet somehow manages to touch your heart instead...
A true friend understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you today, just as you are...
A true friend will dust your butt off after a fall, tell you "Everything's ok now, I'm here!" and give you that hug in which you feel more love in it than you&...1 Recommendation13 Comments -
Hey Everyone, Its been awhile since i've poste...
unlovedde... Apr 29, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 |
Hey Everyone,
Its been awhile since i've posted a poem and i thought i'd come and post one for you all,
sorry it still isnt a happy poem. I also apologise if this poem hurts or upsets anyone that isnt the intention.
Luvya All,
Becka
xoxox
At Night!!!!
Midnight, Pitch black, lying in bed,
Listening to thoughts that crowd my head
Not knowing when they’ll stop,
Or if they’ll kill me or n...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
As we stand here lookingAt the flags upon these gr...
asadheart May 25, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008 |
As we stand here looking
At the flags upon these graves
Know these flags represent
A few of the true American brave
They fought for their Country
As man has through all of time
Except that these soldiers lying here
Fought for your country and mine
As we all are gathered here
To pay them our respect
Let's pass this word to others
It's what they would expect
I'm sure that they would do it
If it wer...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
"I Will Be There for You"When I lost fai...
dsmonkey Mar 14, 2008
Journal Entry for March 14, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008 |
"I Will Be There for You"
When I lost faith
You believed in me
When I stumbled
You were right there
For every act of love you've done
I owe you one
There were hard times
I know I survived
Just because you stayed by my side
With all I have, with all I ama
I promise you all my life
Whenever the road is too long
Whenever the wind is too strong
Wherever the journey may lead to
I will be there for you
I...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
Look Ahead Why do you look backThere is nothi...
KCJ Jun 25, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 |
Look Ahead
Why do you look back
There is nothing there
But darkness and despair
Look ahead to the Light
Do you see the Goddess
That is what you should focus on
She's the one that lifts
All darkness from you.
Look ahead. Look ahead
The darkness can not touch you
While She has her hand
Out stretched to you
Grasp the cord She offers
Hold on it, it is a lifeline
With Her there is no darkness and despair
Look a...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
The Maskby Lana A mask of plastic happiness o...
sugarkay Jul 09, 2008
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 |
The Maskby Lana
A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness
Her beliefs hidden from most
Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown
Wondering where her place is in this life
She has come close to sharing herself
Never completely revealing anything to anyone
Feelings of invisible chains corner her
When she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyes
Accomplishments she strives for just at ...2 Recommendations3 Comments -
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onlybythe... May 16, 2008
A little something for all of my friends.
Friday, May 16, 2008
HUGS for FRIENDS
Chips and cookies? by:me
Chips and Cookies oh my!
What is all inside?
What am I fighting not to feel?
Inside of what you say?...Inside of my head today.
I need *HUGS* and *LOVE* and *TIME* to heal, nothing that a cookie could ever fill.....
Food or thought? I dont know.
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In Flanders Fields by John McCrae, May 1915...
unlovedde... May 15, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008 |
In Flanders Fields
by John McCrae, May 1915
In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.
Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing han...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
kountryliven Apr 07, 2008
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"Pieces" I'm here again A thousand ...
dsmonkey Mar 23, 2008
I really love this song, the lyrics, this band and ALL songs on their album... RED is simply amazing
Sunday, March 23, 2008 |
"Pieces"
I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way
Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
I've come undone
But you make sense of w...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
I have seen pictures of the crown jewelsI have see...
KCJ May 24, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008 |
I have seen pictures of the crown jewels
I have seen pictures of the most marvelous things
When I think of my Friends
I see Jewels the like of which
The crown jewels fade
I see the tears
I feel the pain
But each and everyone of you
Comes to me with hugs, flowers and messages
To cheer up my day
When yours is so sad already.
written by Judy for Kathy, May 24, 2008
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Monday, March 10, 2008
In blessed and convivial moments, like the joyous occasion of a new life aspiring into this world or that mirthful moment in time when you are graciously given the opportunity to witness His love for us to someone else... Praise God!
In arduous and prohibitive moments like thwarting feelings and emotions which make you feel at a complete and utter loss of control... Seek God!
In silent ...7 Recommendations31 Comments -
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