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Thursday July 24, 2008
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Journal Entry for July 18, 2008
see my last journal to read the poem my mum wrote today.. and i got big news but its a maybe thing.. i have been talking to a girl who was looking for a marmoset and i was helping her out telli...by: daddyslit...
an Inspirational Story
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looking out the windowa tear begins to falllooking...
daddyslit... Jul 24, 2008
..poem.....untitled....will write from my head as usual lol
Thursday, July 24, 2008
looking out the window
a tear begins to fall
looking at you house
can almost hear you call
why did you go and leave me
why did you have to die
why couldnt you have waited
why dad just why
it doesnt feel that long ago
i was sitting on your knee
just a little girl
when you used to sing to me
told me you was with me
and you would be forever
told me you wernt going anywhere
coz we would stick together
i thought tha...3 Comments -
Well tomorrow the detective currently working my c...
Sakura Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Well tomorrow the detective currently working my case is going to talk to my psychologist. I'm kind of nervous and kind of scared. Because its my word against his, and he's denying anything happened, I feel like there's a lot resting on this. It seems to me that my therapist has to vouch not only for my reliability/sanity but also about what kind of family this really is. I mean, I kn...
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okayy soo today is the first good day in a loooooo...
NikkiMk Jul 24, 2008
Journal Entry for July 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
okayy soo today is the first good day in a loooooooong time
the past two weeks i have been havin major sleepin issues and been depressed
id stay up allll nite thinkin about all those who hav hurt as well as all the mistakes i have made
and it kills me inside knowin i cant stop it or tell neone...my bf knows a lil bit
i choose not to tell him more cuz he get emtional and i dont want him to be up...1 Recommendation -
i passed but barelly got my report card toda...
NikkiMk Jul 24, 2008
Journal Entry for July 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
i passed but barelly
got my report card today
i failed 3 classes but i still got enuf credits to be junior this year!!!
so even tho i failed i still moved on and im soo happy!!
so im excited and yahhh
as for my other two goals ive lost another 10 pounds and im veryy happy with my image as of now1 Recommendation -
Hayla Jul 24, 2008
Journal Entry for July 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
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So i finally got my car out of the shop. It has be...
MoMoe Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
So i finally got my car out of the shop. It has been over 2 years without a car. Not everything is perfect but it runs, i still have alot of stuff to do to it. Slowly but surely it will be back in tip top shape. It was so strange to hear my car turn on again. To see it moving. Im hoping this week is going to turn out great. I dont want to say anymore because i dont want to jinx it. Friday is... -
When I was a kid, my brother and I had this baby-s...
Sakura Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
When I was a kid, my brother and I had this baby-sitter named Steve, well we had two with that name, one right after the other. One of them, the younger one, had a girl-friend who came over a couple of times. Well at that point I had this over sized sketchbook. You know the kind, flimsy grey-ish paper where the marker always bleeds through to the next page. Anyways, she was a pretty good artist a...1 Recommendation -
ImBroken Jul 24, 2008
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today's personal compliment: I DESERVE TO...
iammoosh Jul 23, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
today's personal compliment:
I DESERVE TO GET BETTER!
i'm not sure i ENTIRELY believe this yet, but i'm throwing it out there...1 Comment -
I am on my way to forgiving David's parents (m...
MARIENPAIN Jul 23, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
I am on my way to forgiving David's parents (my son's biological father's parents). I still haven't contacted them since the funeral. I've been giving us all time. Sometimes I am ready to go there and get the painful talk finished and move on from there. But other time I just dread it. So many emotions will have to be faced and many painful questions asked and answers. None of... -
welcome to hell today i got my heart complet...
shlee92 Jul 23, 2008
Journal Entry for July 23, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
welcome to hell today i got my heart completed innilated that not how u spell it but i dotn care -
Well I did the walking video again two mile, still...
inalotofpain Jul 23, 2008
Journal Entry for July 23, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Well I did the walking video again two mile, still feeling really lonely, love you guys, I am not going to give up I am going to push myself to keep on going.3 Comments
..poem.....untitled....will write from my head as usual lol
Thursday, July 24, 2008
looking out the window
a tear begins to fall
looking at you house
can almost hear you call
why did you go and leave me
why did you have to die
why couldnt you have waited
why dad just why
it doesnt feel that long ago
i was sitting on your knee
just a little girl
when you used to sing to me
told me you was with me
and you would be forever
told me you wernt going anywhere
coz we would stick together
i thought tha...3 Comments -
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ok, right well me and this guy i was seeing have decided to call it a day, which is fine im not grieving too much as it has been rocky for a few weeks. we had a long talk and he said things about me having barriers and how he found it hard to get in. the thing is i have barriers for a reason. to keep the hurt out. to stop me getting hurt as it has happened so much. its a defense mechanism. so i b...1 Recommendation5 Comments
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I have to face him again.
I don't want to, but I know I have to. No one should have to go through this.
I want him to know that he can't crush me. I am going to fight to put him in jail so that he can't do this to any other little girl who doesn't know any better. If I have my way he won't touch a hair on their heads. I want him to live his life knowing that what he...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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Please don't judge me only for who...
heybev13 Jun 01, 2008
To Know Me is to Love Me! ....
Sunday, June 1, 2008 |
Please don't judge me only for who I am now.
A person who is sick and doesn't do much.
Please know that I did have a life once.
That I did love living life and had many goals and dreams.
Just like you.
Please know that I used to be very active.
I used to love to go in-line skating.
That I used to LOVE to dance
and did it as often as I could!
I even took lessons...line dancing, swing danci...1 Recommendation14 Comments -
a long day!!! a...
daddyslit... Mar 29, 2008
Saturday, March 29, 2008
a long day!!!
a long day of misery,
a long day of pain,
a long day of heartache,
things will never be the same,
a long day of questions,
a long day with no answers,
a long day of whatevers,
damn i ran out of chances,
a long day trying to make things right,
a long day trying to get through,
a long day trying to make things better,
trying to work out what the hell to do,
a long day thinking things over,
a ...2 Recommendations12 Comments -
hey hunny bunnysitting on my laphow ya doing baby ...
daddyslit... Apr 20, 2008
my guardian angel ----i got you
Sunday, April 20, 2008
hey hunny bunny
sitting on my lap
how ya doing baby girl
coz i am feeling crap
but now im lookin at your smile
and im looking in your eyes
i know ya looking after me
there is no suprise
ya cuddle me wen im down
and i cuddle you right back too
we look after eacher
your the reason i made it through
ill hang onto this moment
when my tears hit ur skin
you take away all bad vibes
you take away all sin
my face suffoca...4 Recommendations9 Comments -
THE MAGIC SMILE THE SMILE YOU SE...
heybev13 Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
THE MAGIC SMILE
THE SMILE YOU SEE UPON MY FACE
DOES NOT ERASE
MY PAIN
THE SMILE IS THERE
SO YOU WILL BE
MORE COMFORTABLE
WITH ME
THE SMILE IS THERE
TO PROTECT ME
FROM UNKIND WORDS
AND THOUGHTS THAT MAY BE
THE SMILE IS THERE
SO I WILL NOT HAVE
TO EXPLAIN
THE PAIN
THE SMILE WILL HELP
PREVENT
THE MOOD FROM CHANGING
TO GLOOM
AND DOOM
THE SMILE IS THERE
TO MAKE ME BLEND IN
AND FEEL
MORE "N...1 Recommendation10 Comments -
Dear Jake, Yesterday, when I was in the...
Annabeth Apr 26, 2008
Journal Entry for April 26, 2008
Saturday, April 26, 2008 |
Dear Jake,
Yesterday, when I was in the car driving to the mall to get some things from the Hallmark store, I was listening to the "Wicked" soundtrack again, and even though it makes me cry, I listened to the song "For Good" . . .
So I wanted to write down some of the beautiful lyrics here so that my friends will understand why this song means so much to me:
I've heard ...2 Recommendations8 Comments -
Hey Everyone, Its been awhile since i've poste...
unlovedde... Apr 29, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 |
Hey Everyone,
Its been awhile since i've posted a poem and i thought i'd come and post one for you all,
sorry it still isnt a happy poem. I also apologise if this poem hurts or upsets anyone that isnt the intention.
Luvya All,
Becka
xoxox
At Night!!!!
Midnight, Pitch black, lying in bed,
Listening to thoughts that crowd my head
Not knowing when they’ll stop,
Or if they’ll kill me or n...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
We are all addicts. Each one of us is addicte...
Annabeth May 07, 2008
Wednesday, May 7, 2008 |
We are all addicts.
Each one of us is addicted to something.
Some addictions are obvious to others, like smoking, drinking, drugs, gambling, porn, junk food, caffeine, etc.
Some addictions are more subtle, like addictions to power, approval, or conflict.
And some addictions we go to great lengths to hide from others, like addictions to 'body image' or cutting.
Lately I've become ...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
A young girl lies in her bed. She is writes in her...
Rabbit11 Jul 02, 2008
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 |
A young girl lies in her bed. She is writes in her diary with her favorite pen. She cries this night silently wishing for everything to end. She stops writing. She is hurt to the point that she can not write another single word. She cries even more feeling sad, weak, lonely, scared, and hopeless. She is feeling as though she is unable to be mended to her childhood. She wishes for the carefree tim...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
Bear with me , This is gonna be long, but I ...
joley May 29, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008 |
Bear with me , This is gonna be long, but I have to get it down in writing for my own sake!! I have decided to write about my past journals( A little bit at a time).. WOW! I'll start in Sept. 2000...Met my future husband, Greg Hetrick in Kouts, In.. Around March-May of 2000. My twin brother Greg(Bones) moved in with Me & Greg H. I was soo glad to h...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
I finally did it. After years of writing poetry on...
OpheliaRi... Jun 29, 2008
Sunday, June 29, 2008 |
I finally did it. After years of writing poetry on a daily basis I went silent for the longest. Well, today I finally cranked one out. It was rare for me as I thought that part of me died but alas it seems it only remained dormant.
I think what inspired me for today was that I was really missing my great grandmother. I always used to write her poems. We would spend afternoons together reading poet...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
In Flanders Fields by John McCrae, May 1915...
unlovedde... May 15, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008 |
In Flanders Fields
by John McCrae, May 1915
In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.
Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing han...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
two traveling angels I got this from a f...
julietangel May 08, 2008
Thursday, May 8, 2008 |
two traveling angels I got this from a friend and thought that I would share it with all of you.
TWO TRAVELING ANGELS
KEEP READING TO THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE DON'T STOP AT T6HE FEET
TWO TRAVELING ANGELS STOPPED TO SPEND THE NIGHT IN THE HOME OF A WEALTHY FAMILY THE FAMILY WAS RUDE AND REFUSED TO LET YHE ANGELS STAY IN THE MANSION GUEST ROOM. INSTEAD THE ANGELS WERE GIVEN A SMALL...1 Recommendation4 Comments
To Know Me is to Love Me! ....
Sunday, June 1, 2008 |
Please don't judge me only for who I am now.
A person who is sick and doesn't do much.
Please know that I did have a life once.
That I did love living life and had many goals and dreams.
Just like you.
Please know that I used to be very active.
I used to love to go in-line skating.
That I used to LOVE to dance
and did it as often as I could!
I even took lessons...line dancing, swing danci...1 Recommendation14 Comments -
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