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sometime in our livessomeone has whispered into our earthat we can be destroyed-our lives can be ruinedby an actor a wordsaid or done in ignorance. someone has told us that we can neverget over what ...
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I'm home!! My pdoc was totally an ass......
stargazer673 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
I'm home!! My pdoc was totally an ass...blaming everything on everyone around me. I know that people don't help but as much as Hicham is an ass I love him and I know he means the best
She changed my meds after lecturing me about not letting the meds work. She said that it was odd that I was on some powerful drugs and that I was still hearing voices. She said t... -
So I went to the pdoc the other day, and told her ...
BipolarPr... Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
So I went to the pdoc the other day, and told her I was mildly depressed and told her why. Well now I am going to get some advice from the DS community. I have this friend who takes my daughter on fridays and watches her right, well she made this comment how she thinks I am neglecting my child because I am not playing with her enough. Apparently my daughter made a comment to her... -
I had my 4th xolair shot today. Still alive and ki...
CreativeType Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I had my 4th xolair shot today. Still alive and kickin.
I keep experiencing this sensation, since I start the shots. I have periods of time in which I feel very relaxed- almost like when you take cold medicine and you can feel it kicking in and starting to work. My shoulders and neck are even looser during this. I talked to the PA at the allergist last week and she said it certainly could be from ...
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I've been doing good on my diet and going to t...
preciousx... Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
I've been doing good on my diet and going to the gym. I went to the doc on Monday. I still have the bladder infection. I am now on a heavy dose of antibiotics that I have to continue to take for a month. He said that some women just get alot of bladder infections and right now i have a super infection. I need to continue with the meds to get rid of it and prevent it fr... -
I made it through another day of therapy. It is no...
rsisland Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
I made it through another day of therapy. It is not fun, especially knowing that I am going through this torture just to get to a diagnosis. With the pain that this is causing, I can't imagine that it is helping much.
Today, I was shown some new exercises. I did most of them sitting down at least.
I worked a pulley...not too bad
pulled on some long rubber tubes...not too good
I pedalled forward...
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They cut off our satillite last night....I just ha...
stargazer673 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
They cut off our satillite last night....I just had to pay them 110 dollars just to get reconnected. Hicham is convenced that we paid last month but their records said we didn't. Wo do we beleive?
Well Hicham said that we are going to start paying with checks from now one...that way we have a record of what was paid and what wasn't
Tonya
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beephobia Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
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Never Too Late lyricsThree Days Grace ...
stargazer673 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Never Too Late lyrics
Three Days Grace
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late
Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
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WHY NOW, WHY ME?For over 3 years now I've begg...
Ravin714 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
WHY NOW, WHY ME?
For over 3 years now I've begged you to see
I needed you so badly, I hurt inside of me
But was not to be, you were to within yourself
Now it is you who needs me, Oh wait do I want to be
There for you now
When you made yourself Blind to me
Maybe so, Maybe not
Guess you will have to wait and see
No you won't and you know it
That's how I am, I've been beside you
Every step of t...1 Recommendation -
Well I'm starting to feel really nervous right...
stargazer673 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Well I'm starting to feel really nervous right now. I have the pdoc appointment in a few hours and I'm scared of what might happen. I know that's irational...but I'm worried that she might go either way with this...send me home telling me there's nothing wrong or send me to the hospital with another set of ECTs to be done...worried
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im trying to be a happier person, but it has just ...
stephie89 Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
im trying to be a happier person, but it has just been hard. i was doing so good and then me and my boyfriend broke up yesterday. i had not heard from him in 5 days and i asked why i had not heard from him and if i had not heard from him in more than a week i had no idea where are relationship was heading. like why he did not send a message of some sort saying hi, how are you? then he precided to... -
I work in the front office w/another lady. T...
amberleah Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I work in the front office w/another lady. Today our executive director, top dog, called each of us into her office separately. Seems there was a complaint from another lady that had come into the office for a presentation. The lady was in a bad mood when she first got here-and to make matters worse, we had not been told to expect someone for the staff meeting.
That lady emailed ...1 Recommendation
Friday, July 25, 2008
I'm home!! My pdoc was totally an ass...blaming everything on everyone around me. I know that people don't help but as much as Hicham is an ass I love him and I know he means the best
She changed my meds after lecturing me about not letting the meds work. She said that it was odd that I was on some powerful drugs and that I was still hearing voices. She said t... -
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Things keep getting fucked up! I want to explode yet can’t. Med change is helping but for how fucking long this time. They say it will take up to 10 years to get fricken stable. So I guess that means I’m on a long ride from hell. Will I make it is the question? My pdoc is so fearful he won’t stablize me fast enough. Since I’ve moved here I’ve been hospitalized 3 time...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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I'm so glad I found this site. Thought I was all alone in dealing with my feelings. I have even been able to offer advice already in dealing with something I've experienced. Glad you're out there.1 Recommendation2 Comments
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If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm no...
angeleyes92 May 06, 2008
Tuesday, May 6, 2008 |
If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I k...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
My heart can't possibly break anymore,it was n...
poohscorner Jul 09, 2008
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
My heart can't possibly break anymore,it was never whole to begin with.
The day you hit the pavement with blood flowing out,you took my heart and mind with you.
My heart will never heal,my mind will never be the same.
The pain of you not being here is too much to handle.
Sometimes I wish I was in a diffrent world,where a heart can not feel the pain of your absence.
My kids need their grandma...the...2 Recommendations7 Comments -
Veteran You went to war as yound men and woma...
jckid97 Apr 17, 2008
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Veteran
You went to war as yound men and woman.
You had to leave your families, friends, and homes to defend your fine country.
You didn't know if you would make it back to see them again.
You prayed to God that he might spare your life and deliver you home again.
Whether the war was long or short you where there till the end.
You where called to fight and defend for your freedom.
Some of your frien...2 Recommendations4 Comments -
Hello Dear Jesus, It’s been a long, long tim...
sdomangue520 Jun 20, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008 |
Hello Dear Jesus,
It’s been a long, long time.
I hope that you still know me;
I’ve been hiding quite awhile.
I know that you know all things
Still, I think I should explain,
the reason I’ve been hiding
is because of all the shame.
I know that I don’t look so great
for meeting up with you
but I hope you understand
I’ve been alone since I was eight.
You probably see th...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Mr. President Please. Tell me this Mr. Presid...
uknicklyme Mar 25, 2008
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Mr. President
Please. Tell me this Mr. President.
Do you really care?
Can you really feel the pain,
Without ever being there?
Have you ever lost someone,
Closer than just a friend?
Brother, sister, daughter, son.
Have you ever lost someone?
Do you know how it feels,
To have your heart ripped out?
Nothing else could hurt so much.
It causes hope to turn to doubt.
There are no words to explain the pain.
Searing h...2 Recommendations3 Comments -
I need to work on some poetry for a card of ...
Sarahsma Apr 15, 2008
Late Night Raw Emotions...sorting into words.....
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 |
I need to work on some poetry for a card of remembrance I am sending to family with a picture. I hope I like it. I ordered the pics sight unseen. I also have to arrange for a pastor or friend to pray over her anniversary date. I want to free a dove but I haven't much time to work tihis out....heres my ideas....just toying with words
In remembrance of Sarah Christine Popielarz
entrance to ...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
Violin When the violin singsIt sings a song ...
Badnewstoday Mar 19, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 |
Violin
When the violin sings
It sings a song of sorrow
It also sings a song of joy.
It never is used in battle
It only sings of life.
I need my violin
To sing all the songs of life
And to never more sing of death
I finally want to live
So my tune changes to one of joy
“crying is for the night but joy is for the morning.”
-Thomas-1 Recommendation3 Comments -
This poem may not make sense to anyone but it does...
SerireiAi May 16, 2008
Friday, May 16, 2008 |
This poem may not make sense to anyone but it does to me....
PTSD is like a egg
The shell is my wall and protection
the clear yolk is my surface behavior to others
the yellow yolk is my core and my deepest pain
PTSD is deep in many different layers
layers of phyisical, emotional, sexual, mental and spiritual
Layers are overlapping eachother in a time
It smells just as bad as onion
Pain of the onion
o...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
ShannaSen... Mar 18, 2008
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FOOL'S DANCE ...
Ravin714 Mar 17, 2008
Monday, March 17, 2008 |
FOOL'S DANCE
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Never again will I hear your words
Of excuses for all your Lies
You ALMOST convinced me sometimes
But, I caught you by, and by
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Never again will I believe
No matter how you beg you see
I WILL take care of NUMBER ONE
That my dear would be ME
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I have said it many times before
I will say it ONE time again
I am sick to YOUR Death
Of YOUR Hideous, Evil Sins
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Never again will I say OK
And gi...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Razorblade KissesRazorblade KissesSo soft and Swee...
BandRebel Mar 02, 2008
Sunday, March 2, 2008 |
Razorblade Kisses
Razorblade Kisses
So soft and Sweet
These Kisses are cold
like metallic snow
The deeper I go
The colder I get
The colder I get
The More I fret
How deep will this go?
How hard will this get?
With my world so numb
My soul so dead
These razorblade kisses
Are all I can get
Sunshine after the storm
So soft and sweet.
Yet, razorblade kisses
can be cold and mean
Leave scars on your hips
Be used as a too...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
The last couple of days I have been working on som...
ghee Jul 13, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008 |
The last couple of days I have been working on some lyrics that had been going around my head. Any day now I will start working on the music. So tonight I read whitedolphins post "feeling creative" , she had made a new myspace about Fibromyalgia and had the link in her post. I went to the link (book marked it) and it was fantastic, wonderfully done, and then I saw it.......1 Recommendation1 Comment
Tuesday, May 6, 2008 |
If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I k...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
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