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Endometriosis is a common medical condition where the tissue lining the uterus (the endometrium, from endo, "inside", and metra, "womb") is found outside of the...
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Sunday July 6, 2008
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I have spent the entire day writitng about three pages of stuff I intend to say when I am allowed to speak in my behalf at my SSI hearing on the 16th. As many of you know, I fired my lawyer sev...
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an Inspirational Story
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Sad, tearful & alone With Broken bones I'm...
sdomangue520 Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Sad, tearful & alone
With Broken bones
I'm all alone
No one to help my off the floor
The hurt beating down on me
Why does my friends dad hurt me?
His mood changes like a flip of a coin
He calls me his angel, playing with my hair
Then he hits me over and over again
Fear in heart, sadness in mind
Scenes Change
I'm not alone
He Comes in front of me
Touching me
I don't like it
I...2 Comments -
It looks like I will see you soon! My friend...
sdomangue520 Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
It looks like I will see you soon!
My friend’s father and I are arguing.
It started around June!
He hit me, when I gave him a look then drove away!
I went and hugged Mr. Fluffy
and I prayed that everything is okay!
My friends father came back, while I in the shower!
He grabbed me by my wrists!
And took my teddy bear!
I saw him tear off Mr. Fluffy’s head!
Then he took off his belt and w...1 Comment -
I hate you, I hate you; is what I saidand I cannot...
sdomangue520 Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
I hate you, I hate you; is what I said
and I cannot wait until you are dead!
The hurt and the pain overwhelms my soul
And as long as you live I won't be whole!
You hurt me, you hurt me; that's what I said
I trusted you and you hurt me instead!
How could you hurt me; I was a wee-little one?
My love was so pure but yours was undone!
This letter I wrote was ten pages full
of hurt and disgust towards ...1 Comment -
There's only one name connected to me it tells ...
sdomangue520 Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
There's only one name connected to me
it tells who I am; it shows I am free...
It's followed me through many a season
I know it’s misspelled, but there's a reason.
Doc, so called, a childhood nickname
given by my best friends dad as he staked his claim
on a little girl, innocent and frail
as I screamed in fear, still he did prevail.
He taught me that love was the same as sex
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My childhood spent in pain, as growing up was hard...
sdomangue520 Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
My childhood spent in pain, as growing up was hard,
A life filled with violence which left me deeply scarred.
Mistakes that I have made, the hate I did pursue
And choices of my past, have brought me here to youThe road that I have walked on has been very tough
Abused, mistreated, beaten; all the violent stuff.
It came from my friends father, so I learned not to trust
For he's supposed to love me, s...1 Comment -
I see the sadness, I see your painI see thro...
sdomangue520 Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
I see the sadness, I see your pain
I see through your eyes your spirit does wane.
Haunting memories - A Spirit Shattered
and how you exist as something battered.
I see emptiness, deep hate and remorse
that have followed you through while walking life's course.
Your condemnation I do recognize
for I once believed the monarch of lies.
I held God liable for all that life brings
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Now as times pass day to day after my surgery, it...
KArm3007 Jul 05, 2008
Journal Entry for July 5, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Now as times pass day to day after my surgery, it's harder than ever to keep motivated. New jobs keeping me and steve further apart... me not able to keep a job due to hard health issues and depression setting in from my hysterectomy 4 months ago... Sometimes even finding it hard to even get online to talk to friends, bc they as well are going thru some hard times and I begin dwelling on mine... -
On Wednesday night about 6:30pm on July 2, 2008 we...
mysticthu... Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
On Wednesday night about 6:30pm on July 2, 2008 we got the worst storm we have had in a very long time...OMG I was scared, we lost all power and I was in the basement alone with my animals, I had no idea if there was a tornado or what was happening...I just knew there were storms back to back heading my way, and when they hit they hit right now! I had a few bars left on my cell phone so while I w...
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Thought I'd let you all know whats been going ...
Charnelot Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Thought I'd let you all know whats been going on.
A lot... LOL
As you know, I'm back in Tennessee and happy as can be :) I really am. I am so glad I made the decision to come back here. I don't think I'd ever be as happy as I am in Washington.
Anyways, the last few weeks I've been here have been GREAT. Spending so much time with Wes and his family. It's great. I love it!
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Hate the pain...hate my life....hate myself right ...
BeckyK Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
Hate the pain...hate my life....hate myself right now...
Will it ever end? Does it ever really get any better? Will I ever feel happy agian? Will the pain ever go away????
All I can do this evening, is cry..................1 Recommendation10 Comments -
I have been on a liquid diet yesterday a...
Matea Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
I have been on a liquid diet yesterday and now today Im only on water and powerade. I had the first picoprep sachet and had some watery stool but it wasn't very bad at all. I dont think there is much stuff in there as I eat pretty well, and vegan for the last year so must be pretty cleared out anyway...will be doing the next one at 2pm...see if there's anything else that can com...1 Recommendation -
Declare Your FreedomToday's Scripture"You...
LanaG Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
Declare Your Freedom
Today's Scripture
"You have been set free from sin..." (Romans 6:18).
Today's Word from Joel and Victoria
Today we celebrate Independence Day in America. July 4, 1776 was the day America declared independence from Britain, but the battle for freedom went on until 1783—seven years later. Even though they declared their freedom in 1776, they had to stand and...1 Recommendation1 Comment
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Sad, tearful & alone
With Broken bones
I'm all alone
No one to help my off the floor
The hurt beating down on me
Why does my friends dad hurt me?
His mood changes like a flip of a coin
He calls me his angel, playing with my hair
Then he hits me over and over again
Fear in heart, sadness in mind
Scenes Change
I'm not alone
He Comes in front of me
Touching me
I don't like it
I...2 Comments -
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I'm still awaiting the call from the prosecutor to find out if the trial will still be held on June 23 or if he accepted the plea deal.
Yesterday I went to Chicago to pick up my five year old niece to come and stay at our house overnight. Her dad can't keep up with her as he just had a tumor removed from his already broken foot and ankle. So she asked me to jump on the t...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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well, i ate and took meds, starting to kick in so wont be on long. getting pretty tired, if cant sleep, will get back on. talked to dn on phone. seems to be doing better. got nothing done today, again, but tommorow is another day. hopefully a good one. ok by for now1 Recommendation
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For every season……. There’s a ...
DebraJ May 10, 2008
For Every Season There's A Reason
Saturday, May 10, 2008
For every season……. There’s a reasons
The down pour of rain was so heavy, I could barely see.
The fog was so thick you could cut it with a knife.
The thunder was so loud it pierced my ears.
The lightening felt like deep sharp cuts.
The sun shined so brightly I could not see.
The leaves fell so plentiful. I felt overwhehlm for there was too many to pick up alone
When the hail came it ...3 Recommendations4 Comments -
When I find myself in times of troubleMother Mary ...
ChefJess Apr 14, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008 |
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted th...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
I received this poem from Compassionate Friends......
LanaG May 27, 2008
for all of us moms....who have lost a child
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 |
I received this poem from Compassionate Friends...and thought it was so beautiful!
N THE SILENCE
In the silence you hear me,
In the silence I am here.
In the silence you can feel me,
In the silence it is clear........
That my spirit hasn't left you,
I am just a thought away,
You can see me in the shadows,
Anytime you look my way.
Look for me in the sunshine,
And in the stars at night.
In the wind, trees ...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
They are our world... This is a beautiful vid...
LanaG May 02, 2008
Friday, May 2, 2008 |
They are our world...
This is a beautiful video that is a tribute to the mothers and their angels. Please be sure to bring lots of kleenex when you watch it. Sending you all lots of hugs...especially as mother's day approaches again. It will be my second without my precious Alicia. Sending you lots of hugs! Love, lana1 Recommendation5 Comments -
Hello Dear Jesus, It’s been a long, long tim...
sdomangue520 Jun 20, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008 |
Hello Dear Jesus,
It’s been a long, long time.
I hope that you still know me;
I’ve been hiding quite awhile.
I know that you know all things
Still, I think I should explain,
the reason I’ve been hiding
is because of all the shame.
I know that I don’t look so great
for meeting up with you
but I hope you understand
I’ve been alone since I was eight.
You probably see th...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
"Jesus Looks Down" . by Bob Hartman...
Anastacia Mar 21, 2008
Friday, March 21, 2008 |
"Jesus Looks Down" . by Bob Hartman.
JESUS LOOKS DOWN
There are people down there that want him dead
The Roman soldiers who nailed his hands and his feet to this wooden cross, and are gambling for what little
he has left in this world.
And the religious leaders too - laughing their heads off and making fun of him.
"You thought you were someone special"
"You thought you kne...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
So lifeless so broken so untouchableone that you c...
claire831 Mar 15, 2008
Saturday, March 15, 2008 |
So lifeless so broken so untouchable
one that you cant save
another tomorrow on its way
another reason why i fear death
i reply my memories the bonfire burning
i can feel the heat touching my skin
burning away into my soul
some ppl have it all while others just wait
for the fall.
the stary night shinning
down so bright
the city lights make me feel so small
i long for something more
the lights dont shine for...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
In a few more weeks my son its coming up one year ...
melliethebee Apr 22, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 |
In a few more weeks my son its coming up one year sice you left this earth...
Since that dreadful day mummy left the hospital with our her gorgeous little boy,
home to a house filled with all your little clothes, pram and cot.
Nearly a year on mummy still has all your stuff!
Even tho i know you wont be back to use it, it still hard for me to let go.
Daddies missing you more and more each and ev...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zLaUgi1AzC0I keep l...
magdalyn0909 Apr 07, 2008
Journal Entry for April 7, 2008
Monday, April 7, 2008 |
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zLaUgi1AzC0
I keep listening to this one song today. It fills my heart, it whispers to my soul. Kate Bush has always had that impact on me. Since the tender age of a five year old; I memorized every song I could hear by her.
And I admit, that I'd probably heard this song before. Maybe, but right now, I do not recall. Today, it helps me. It is an angel's whisp...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
To the one I love You will never understand ...
HurtEnough Mar 25, 2008
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
To the one I love You will never understand what happened or why
But now your in heaven be still now don't cry
I loved you I did but I just wasn't ready
So jesus took you in his arms and rocked you slow and steady
One day I'll see you in heavens bright light
But until then be safe and sleep through the night!
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Silent ScreamingI try to scream for help but when ...
HurtEnough Mar 21, 2008
Friday, March 21, 2008 |
Silent Screaming
I try to scream for help but when I open my mouth nothing comes through
I ask you for help but you don't know what to do
Inside myself I'm tearing apart
I scream the loudest from the depths of my heart
But nobody sees me because it's not my nature it's not me
I scream for attention but no one hears me how can that be
I stop for a moment and cry and wail out loud
This time...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
I am at an odd point in my life, I want a husband,...
ChefJess Mar 01, 2008
A few thoughts...not mine but I agree.
Saturday, March 1, 2008 |
I am at an odd point in my life, I want a husband, a baby a feeling of wholeness...I have been in love with Adrian for years now, but do to geographic issues we haven't been together. So I am feeling moody and afraid to trust....hence the following.
A relationship is like glass. Sometimes it's
better to leave it broken than try to hurt
yourself by putting it back together.
Unknown
Love is un...1 Recommendation2 Comments
For Every Season There's A Reason
Saturday, May 10, 2008
For every season……. There’s a reasons
The down pour of rain was so heavy, I could barely see.
The fog was so thick you could cut it with a knife.
The thunder was so loud it pierced my ears.
The lightening felt like deep sharp cuts.
The sun shined so brightly I could not see.
The leaves fell so plentiful. I felt overwhehlm for there was too many to pick up alone
When the hail came it ...3 Recommendations4 Comments -
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