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Journal Entry for July 19...
there goes my progress of not cutting. all down th...
Shattered... Jul 19, 2008
there goes my progress of not cutting. all down the drain...argh!!
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Journal Entry for July 19...
Things have been crazy during this summer vacation...
lylajean Jul 19, 2008
Things have been crazy during this summer vacation time!!!!! We've been doing some local travels with family lately showing the kids some great things and having some family stay with us and having a great time cherishing every moment! We had one day where my 5 year old daughter's ADHD meds. got missed (which has never happened since she's been diagnosed and placed...
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first entry
So I just found this site at the suggestion of a f...
rgrantbriner Jul 17, 2008
So I just found this site at the suggestion of a friend. I know that we have a 50% chance of passing this thing onto our children. Well this will be carried on in our family all 4 of my children are exhibiting signs and symptoms. Our daughter had the collagen testing done since she has dislocated her hip so many times. Of course she came up positive. Our 3 boys have a wide range other than the la...
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Poetry =)
pretty sure i wrote this. been a while so wh...
raeofsuns... Jul 05, 2008
pretty sure i wrote this. been a while so who knows...
---Good Soldiers (2004)----
hold the gun proud
and march to the sound
remember the poppies
and even good soldiers fall (to the ground)
hold empty the idioligy of temperance
and find true monetary gain
god is not of wisdom
if each time he speaks to you
he forsakes your name
rise higher than freedom
to build the stagnant wall
remember the poppies
and e...
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medication issues.
well my welbutrin was making me manic and anxiety ...
raeofsuns... Jul 04, 2008
well my welbutrin was making me manic and anxiety ridden. good ol intrusive thoughts and obsessive thinking. but going down on it made me even worse. I am so glad that the nutritional supplements are working decently so far i can function day to day. not many extreamly ramped up days. Post withdrawal symptoms suck. I really hate what pmeds do to your body. and i hate they make me dull. i know the...
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things. wedding bells, ba...
was contemplating just renting a hall when Dave an...
raeofsuns... Jun 30, 2008
was contemplating just renting a hall when Dave and I came to Edmonton to visit and just surprise him by haveing my wedding dress finished and just getting hitched on the spot... but it seems like EVERYone is getting married this year. First Daves Dad.. now his cousin in sept. cus i hadnt said anything to anyone other than the friends ive met here and Tarren it just feels like Id just be followin...
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I need help
Well, I have a wonderful husband and this I know. ...
Searching... Jun 28, 2008
Well, I have a wonderful husband and this I know. He's always there for me. He hardly ever complains and I love him to death. We have a great relationship except something that is a major factor is lacking. He's not romantic, and I'm a hopeless romantic. He's a great friend an even better father, and aa awesome provider but what I'm longing for is someone to sweep me off of my...
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Vitamin therapy
I read 'A promise of hope' by autumn stri...
raeofsuns... Jun 24, 2008
I read 'A promise of hope' by autumn stringam and because of her moms suicide and her illness her dad helped develop a vitamin therapy.
I suggest reading the book as she is a good writer i really enjoyed it. she was drug resistant and had very severe symptoms and now has been drug free for ten + years leading a normal life.
and one member asked me to keep everyone informed on how im doi...
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Journal Entry for June 22...
Summer is kinda crazy! It's almost busier now...
lylajean Jun 22, 2008
Summer is kinda crazy! It's almost busier now than when the kids were in school! The kids are doing great with their meds! I give it around 9:30 am with breakfast and we don't have to deal with the meds. wearing off until later in the evening, then we all just do something quiet seperately for some alone time. We won't be able to do that when school starts again...The psychi...
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just gloating...
havnt had a period for 3 weeks!! and im a hell of ...
raeofsuns... Jun 13, 2008
havnt had a period for 3 weeks!! and im a hell of alot saner most days. yeah for metformin and regulating hormones. im feeling alot better these days, hormones arnt woring overtime... oh ya and i am pretty sure i ovulated this month i was like wtf? its so strange not having the hormones making me sluggish (more) erratic depressed and useless on top of the bp bpd and postpartum. that was like thro...
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first endocrinologist visit
so wish i had seen one (an endocrinologist) in edm...
raeofsuns... Jun 10, 2008
so wish i had seen one (an endocrinologist) in edmonton about the pcos rather than the reg ob/gyn tho he is a riot. they are so much better trained in matters of these elusive imbalances in pcos. was just the initial consult and if i hadnt already read up on it she would have answered all the questions i asked my gyn n he didnt know or just chose to treat the infertility (its his job after all).
S...
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shakey ground
I write in my journal to help my loved ones maybe ...
raeofsuns... Jun 09, 2008
I write in my journal to help my loved ones maybe understand maybe a glimpse of who i (fear i) am and who i want to be. one friend told me she reads my journal but is often at a loss for words. my reply is 'something is always better than nothing.' as i am not doing this for attention or grand standing I hope to open up awarness and break down stigma but its so hard when there is no diala...
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