An eating disorder is a compulsion in which the main problem is a person eats in a way which disturbs their physical health. The eating may be too excessive (compulsive over-eating...
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So just a few weeks ago, I got caught drinking and of course I am underage so now I have to go through a diversion program. This, essentially, is where you go through counseling, pay deterrent fee, refrain from usage of any illegal substance and do some community service. After you successfully complete all of these you get the charge expunged off your record. Well this sounds all fine and dandy... well the story is not over yet. This past weekend, on friday, we partied in my room. Saturday, cops showed up and searched my room and found a bunch of empty liquor bottles and some weed. So I got arrested and charged with possession of marijuana. So needless to say I am in a lot of trouble. The school I attend now is a private military college so there is a good chance I might get kicked out. This was my number one choice and I fucked it up. So the past week has been hard. The stress has been killing me and ED is kicking my ass. I don't eat. I'm just so nervous and guilty about the whole thing. I think the fear of not knowing what is going to happen is eating away at me. My life has been 1 step forward and 2 steps back, I can't get out of this hole and it is so frustrating.
Posted on 09/25/08, 04:09 pm |
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Wow. That is mega rough. My sister is in the Navy and just got caught screwing some guy in an empty baracks building. She's not kicked out but definitly in trouble. I'm not sure what advice I can give, when will you find out your punishment?
I have the reverse problem so I would be binging like a mad woman. Stay strong, I know it's tough. 
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Yea I am not exactly sure what my punishment is going to be or when for that matter. They like to dangle this shit over your head. I know I am going to have a lot of community service, but that is the least of my worries, plus I like doing community service. I'm just pissed because I stuck up for everyone, I was in my room grabbing my cell phone getting ready to go back to my friends room and that is when security knocked on my door. It blows, my friends had time to get out of there so they never got caught. But my parents are giving me as much support as possible. Hopefully I can stay and school and this will all be behind me come the end of the semester. Keep your fingers X'd for me!!!!!! Thanx for the support!!
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I'm really sorry that ED is so hard on you. But it is kind of hard for me to understand that you partied after the first incident. I hope you will get out of it ok and learn your lesson. And don't punish yourself through ED. You messed up but you don't deserve more destruction.
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