Can't look at myself.
I can't stand to look at myself anymore. I go to the mirror and i hate what i see. People say to be look for the good …
An eating disorder is a compulsion in which the main problem is a person eats in a way which disturbs their physical health. The eating may be too excessive (compulsive over-eating...

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Just needed to share this with people who may understand.....
I was looking through some old papers today and came across an old photography of myself from about three years ago. It was before i developed full blown bulimia. I looked so pretty and happy, i now look like a completely different person. Im now 28 but look so much older because of what i put my body and mind though. And to think i started this because i wanted to improve the way i look. I wish i could have seen how beautiful i was. Posted on 08/17/08, 06:08 pm |
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I have had simular things happen to me lately. I look at when I was younger and I was happy being bigger and I loved life.
Now I'm skinner... and miserable. I wish I would have seen it back then too. I really took it for granted and I'm sure we all wish we could be like that again... I know I do
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yes me to i do that but in ways i dont what to be that person ever again to
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I hate how i look in so many older pictures, but i have to say my skin was alot better!
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Same here. I was such a pretty girl with a normal body. Now it's all gone: gaunt face, thin hair, no body. Only Ed is still there telling me the pictures are gone forever.
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yeah, me too....i never needed to loose wieght!!! i can see that now....i can not believe what i have done to myself....so much time lost....
'wish i knew then what i know now'
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