What is Eating-Disorders
An eating disorder is a compulsion in which the main problem is a person eats in a way which disturbs their physical health. The eating may be too excessive (co...
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hello all my friends!!!!!sorry i havn't been o...
hockeyfan Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
hello all my friends!!!!!
sorry i havn't been on much !!!
i have been in the hospital again !!!!
i herniated my hernia!!!!i miss everyone so much hope all is well with you all!!!
i am couched for at least two weeks
god bless all of my friends!!!!!
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Ever feel like you're walking on eggshells as ...
Authentic101 Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Ever feel like you're walking on eggshells as far as ED is concerned? I feel like I've given up the whole binge thing...the cravings (for the most part) have even left (at least this week)...but I feel as thought i'm soooo nervous about either going back to bingeing, or resorting back to restricting. My goal is to eat healthy and put it healthy carbs/bread and stuff, but I'm findi...
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looking out the windowa tear begins to falllooking...
daddyslit... Jul 24, 2008
..poem.....untitled....will write from my head as usual lol
Thursday, July 24, 2008
looking out the window
a tear begins to fall
looking at you house
can almost hear you call
why did you go and leave me
why did you have to die
why couldnt you have waited
why dad just why
it doesnt feel that long ago
i was sitting on your knee
just a little girl
when you used to sing to me
told me you was with me
and you would be forever
told me you wernt going anywhere
coz we would stick together
i thought tha...
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Just wanted to let everyone know that right ...
thinkposi... Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Just wanted to let everyone know that right now I hate myself. I was on the phone with my mom last night. Everything went well until we were about to hang up. My mom know I have trouble away from home and said something to make me feel bad and guilty. My one nephew is almost two and my mom said she never got to see him yet, She wants my fiance and I to stay at her house with her 1...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
Hey, doing okay, I am finding it easier to fi...
DarrellWade Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Hey, doing okay,
I am finding it easier to find topics, though a combination of depression and headaches is getting me a bit down. I can write with it, though sometimes need encouragment to get started. I am worried about my Dad in Hospital
~ Later1 Recommendation -
just got off the phone to my psychiatrist and he h...
alonemummy Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
just got off the phone to my psychiatrist and he has said to me he doesnt want to give me more ect. i feel doomed. nothing else is working. i feel like im having withdrawal symptoms, i feel very aggitated, whats wrong with me? aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh -
usually during the week when im at home im ok for ...
sarrah33 Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
usually during the week when im at home im ok for avoiding binges, its the weekends that get me, but just before i had dinner, then i let myself have yogurt and chopt nectarine for dessert, then still had a sweet tooth so had a low cal hot chocolate, then STILL wanted something and was so so close to going to my chocolate stash, had small bowl bran cereal, then a gulp of diet fizz and am chewing ...1 Comment -
rainintea... Jul 24, 2008
Journal Entry for July 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
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Well tomorrow the detective currently working my c...
Sakura Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Well tomorrow the detective currently working my case is going to talk to my psychologist. I'm kind of nervous and kind of scared. Because its my word against his, and he's denying anything happened, I feel like there's a lot resting on this. It seems to me that my therapist has to vouch not only for my reliability/sanity but also about what kind of family this really is. I mean, I kn...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
nothing i do is good enough for anyone... i am dam...
crystalraja Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
nothing i do is good enough for anyone... i am damn fucking proud of myself for getting a car and licence...but thats nothing. i have over come and somewhat gotten over my abuse.... and its about time. im done wasting my feeling on everyone else... noone comforts me or supports me or does anything for me. i am all alone. i do not feel alone. i am alone. physically and emotionally alone. if i died... -
okayy soo today is the first good day in a loooooo...
NikkiMk Jul 24, 2008
Journal Entry for July 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
okayy soo today is the first good day in a loooooooong time
the past two weeks i have been havin major sleepin issues and been depressed
id stay up allll nite thinkin about all those who hav hurt as well as all the mistakes i have made
and it kills me inside knowin i cant stop it or tell neone...my bf knows a lil bit
i choose not to tell him more cuz he get emtional and i dont want him to be up...1 Recommendation -
The very difficulties of life, of which we are a...
christina... Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
The very difficulties of life, of which we are apt to complain, are converted into the means of that discipline, that self improvement, which is the great end of life. …progress is the child of struggle, and struggle is the child of difficulty.
James Walker
STRONGER (Faith Hill)
This is the window to my heart
I just want you to be for real
There ain't no freedom where we are
There ain...1 Recommendation
Thursday, July 24, 2008
hello all my friends!!!!!
sorry i havn't been on much !!!
i have been in the hospital again !!!!
i herniated my hernia!!!!i miss everyone so much hope all is well with you all!!!
i am couched for at least two weeks
god bless all of my friends!!!!!
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I'm feeling rather anxious right now as my friend/bfs sister is coming up tomorrow and she has and ed,apparently lost a lot of weight since i've seen her last! She used to be bigger than me but now she'll be thinner i'm guessing and that is gna trigger me most likely!
I'm gna just cover up , hide my body is much as i can so she cant comment on maybe what size i am or it will le...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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In blessed and convivial moments, like...
xXforever... Mar 10, 2008
Monday, March 10, 2008
In blessed and convivial moments, like the joyous occasion of a new life aspiring into this world or that mirthful moment in time when you are graciously given the opportunity to witness His love for us to someone else... Praise God!
In arduous and prohibitive moments like thwarting feelings and emotions which make you feel at a complete and utter loss of control... Seek God!
In silent ...7 Recommendations31 Comments -
A True Friend 6/29/08A true friend reaches out to ...
xXforever... Jul 05, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
A True Friend 6/29/08
A true friend reaches out to squeeze your hand, yet somehow manages to touch your heart instead...
A true friend understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you today, just as you are...
A true friend will dust your butt off after a fall, tell you "Everything's ok now, I'm here!" and give you that hug in which you feel more love in it than you&...1 Recommendation13 Comments -
The very difficulties of life, of which we are a...
christina... Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
The very difficulties of life, of which we are apt to complain, are converted into the means of that discipline, that self improvement, which is the great end of life. …progress is the child of struggle, and struggle is the child of difficulty.
James Walker
STRONGER (Faith Hill)
This is the window to my heart
I just want you to be for real
There ain't no freedom where we are
There ain...1 Recommendation -
a long day!!! a...
daddyslit... Mar 29, 2008
Saturday, March 29, 2008
a long day!!!
a long day of misery,
a long day of pain,
a long day of heartache,
things will never be the same,
a long day of questions,
a long day with no answers,
a long day of whatevers,
damn i ran out of chances,
a long day trying to make things right,
a long day trying to get through,
a long day trying to make things better,
trying to work out what the hell to do,
a long day thinking things over,
a ...2 Recommendations12 Comments -
hey hunny bunnysitting on my laphow ya doing baby ...
daddyslit... Apr 20, 2008
my guardian angel ----i got you
Sunday, April 20, 2008
hey hunny bunny
sitting on my lap
how ya doing baby girl
coz i am feeling crap
but now im lookin at your smile
and im looking in your eyes
i know ya looking after me
there is no suprise
ya cuddle me wen im down
and i cuddle you right back too
we look after eacher
your the reason i made it through
ill hang onto this moment
when my tears hit ur skin
you take away all bad vibes
you take away all sin
my face suffoca...4 Recommendations9 Comments -
Cold and hungry, sleeping is hard.Your earthly she...
jamminjam... Mar 29, 2008
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Cold and hungry,
sleeping is hard.
Your earthly shelter,
just an old car.
Little money for food,
and few clothes to wear.
Many a heartache,
and burdens to bear.
With the voice of an angel,
you sing a sweet song.
Through the darkest of nights,
and days that are long.
On your face is a smile,
in your eyes I saw pain.
Feelings of lonliness,
heartache and strain.
I can't be much help,
but I'm glad that we me...3 Recommendations9 Comments -
Chapter 1 Waking up in a different room...
dreamswil... May 11, 2008
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Chapter 1
Waking up in a different room wasn't anything new. I had been drinking way too much once again, now I had to find my way home like normal. My parents would guess that I wouldn’t be home last night.
So as I stumble out of the unknown house, I wondered where the hell I was and what had happen last night. I was still a virgin as far as I could tell. I sort of walk, sort...2 Recommendations9 Comments -
Dress Up Purgatory;a musty closet with...
celticfife Apr 19, 2008
Saturday, April 19, 2008 |
Dress Up
Purgatory;
a musty closet with
the stale scent of cedar chips
at the bottom.
The scents of a home that remind you -
this is a family of four now.
A fractured fraction that tears your world apart.
A coat is hanging,
Daddy's coat,
still many sizes too big.
Tan corduroy
but layered like a quilt parade.
The warmth of a lifetime,
with leather-covered wooden buttons
bobbling against lo...1 Recommendation9 Comments -
Someone puts out a lit cigarette on my...
celticfife Mar 17, 2008
Current Pain, Future Blessings
Monday, March 17, 2008
Someone puts out a lit cigarette on my retina. Alien strobe lights attack with guided-missile accuracy. Laser beams hold my gaze. No gentle, comforting looks that sustain the prayer that pain is temporary. Only searing brightness that pushes beyond where sight originates from.
I am a hobo being kicked upside the head in a fight over my cardboard box. Weekly I am tossed out of my body, ...2 Recommendations8 Comments -
Listening to nature's gentle sounds,She slowly...
pmoore88 Mar 14, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008 |
Listening to nature's gentle sounds,
She slowly closes her eyes,
Wanting to be a bird,
and have the wings to fly.
Her soul begins to sing,
As she wonders what could be,
Escaping into a private world,
Where her dreams live and breath.
Ripples of the moonlight,
Gently kiss her eyes,
As she sits in the darkness,
And looks to the sky.
Sick of living in a world,
Where freedom is but a dream,
The brokenness bein...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
So I just made this video - it has pictures ...
alone101 Jul 05, 2008
Me singing Breathe No More by Evanescence
Saturday, July 5, 2008
So I just made this video - it has pictures of my friends and family (and me!) and the song in the background is Breathe No More by Evanescence but its me singing :P
Check out the link PLEASE and if any of you have youtube accounts could you PLEEEEASE comment?
xoxo
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Everyday strugglesare mountains to climb. Seems th...
jamminjam... May 21, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Everyday struggles
are mountains to climb.
Seems they're neverending.
Sometimes.
Happy days are in between,
But they don't last long enough
Sometimes.
Heartache and sorrow
over many things.
Such a long season.
Sometimes.
Never knowing what's coming next.
Tears or laughter.
Sometimes.
Hoping for a good day
or hiding in your bed.
Sometimes.
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Monday, March 10, 2008
In blessed and convivial moments, like the joyous occasion of a new life aspiring into this world or that mirthful moment in time when you are graciously given the opportunity to witness His love for us to someone else... Praise God!
In arduous and prohibitive moments like thwarting feelings and emotions which make you feel at a complete and utter loss of control... Seek God!
In silent ...7 Recommendations31 Comments -
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