i will not puirge
i will not purge, i will not purge, i will not purge, i will not purge, i will not purge, i will not purge, i will not …
An eating disorder is a compulsion in which the main problem is a person eats in a way which disturbs their physical health. The eating may be too excessive (co...

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I started to purge every single day again
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In a way I want to stop, but at the same time I just want it all to be over with and to die. I started cutting again too. I don't really have any close friends anymore. I need someone to care, but no one does. I don't know how I can stop. It's now like an addiction. It's impossible for me to stop. :( :(
Posted on 05/11/08, 05:05 pm |
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I'm here hun, if you need to talk. It is POSSIBLE to stop. Do some physical activity, listen and dance to some good music, talk to us here at DS or someone who can relate. I know, I've been there. It's so not worth it.
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also here hun, just off for hols until next Saturday (sorry) You know it's medically proven that it is addictive so don't rule it out. I also feel very alone even though I have a husband who wouldn't have married me if he didn't care? I'm still not convinced but it shows how deceptive your thoughts can be. Look at reality and thoughts... Ive sort of learnt recently (very confusing though) that I can't trust my thoughts. I need to draw up little lists of what is fact. Hard work I know. *hug*
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I am so sorry you are hurting, I want you to know I am here for you if you want to talk, and I do care,, I have been there and I am still there, you are not alone. jill
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I care, I recently lost my sister to bulimia. She went into cardiac arrest and was pronounced brain dead. She was a beautiful 35 year old women. She struggled with bulimia for 20 years. I miss her everyday and it hurts so much. You dont want to die, you are just hurting. You need help and support. If there is anything I can do to help I am here. Bulimia is an addiction and it does kill. Low potassium and magnesium levels from purging will destroy your heart. Please talk to someone and seek help immediately.
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Remember that you want to develop trust in your body. Your body is natural and beautiful and works hard to care for you. It knows what to do and know that it does not want to be purged because purging hurts it and it hurts you. Give your body time and it will get better soon.
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