Fake life
Hello, I really feel like I am living a fake life and I am sick of it because I have no idea what to do about it? …
Adolescent depression is a disorder occurring during the teenage years marked by persistent sadness, discouragement, loss of self-worth, and loss of interest in usual activities. ...

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ive been going to a separate schooling for this class in high school and its killing me to go thru it. im just over half way thru but i cant go thru it any longer. my parents are against me quitting, the counselors and principal and everyone is against it and i feel so hopeless in trying to feel better. they dont know im depressed. i dont want to tell them because i dont think it is something that should affect them not letting me quit. the only person of that group that knows is my mom and dad. my dad doesnt care, my mom doesnt think im that serious. but ive had tons of suicide thoughts and i can feel them getting worse faster and faster. i had this great plan to run away until they let me quit and i had it all planned out with one of my friends but then they had something come up and now i cant do it. i just feel so bad that i dont feel like i have the energy to come up with another plan now. i dont know what i should do or if running away will even help. i just want to get away from the school. someone please help. i wont let staying be an option. it sucks so much!!!
Posted on 03/13/07, 05:03 pm |
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i understand u becuase its similar to what im going through, im in college and its killing me how even tho i try so hard to do good, it just doesnt work.so many people tell me to try harder but they dont know what im going through, i feel deppressed
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that is also almost whats happening to me. I have almost straight A's and never get any bad grades like F's. So I got one F that only brought my grade down to a B+. So to answer you question I would have to say since staying is not an option to go online and get train dates. I don't suggest getting a ride from a stranger or hitch-hiking. It is dangerous. I also don't suggest flying on a plane ,mostly because of the high-security and expenses. Just pack your bag and during the day when your parents arn't home runaway. If you have a cellphone i suggest you take it yet turn it off inless you need it so your parents can't track you. If you need anymore advice don't hesitate to ask me in a message.
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i think it is best for me to stay at a friends house, ive been calling around but now im kind of scared one of them will report back to my parents. i still have that one guy i know who will be back soon so hopefully ill be able to do that, otherwise ill have to stay a few nights at one friends house and move on to someone elses house for a few nights.
and ur b+ is much better than my grades, i wish i had the motivation to work hard for it, but the teachers there are just so insensitive and rude that they wont even listen to you and make fun of kids who cant do the work right.
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for me im going through the same as you and been bullied school life is hard and i mean hard check my profile. I havent told my parents im depressed or suscidal because i afiard
after three years of putting up with this i can carry on in my 4yr like u said im only half way through the school seem to be agianst you moving they also seem to be agianst me moving to i think u should tell them u want to move and never come back lol my sucudial throughts are getting stronger and faster to but tell ur self how ur family and friends will fell if you did kill urself run away but tell ur parents how ur fell my school life is a total suck fest too go to friends houses but leave a note for ur mum and dad telling them why u have ran away not where u r they will concat u soon enough i think u should miss all of ur school lessons till they kick out thats what i have been trying to do just dont go on the streets there dangerous for a girl of ur age but do your plan
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Just stop going. They can't force you to go.
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i couldnt really understand some of what you were typing myles. but i think i got most of it. :)
i already told my parents how much i hate that place, they dont think anything of it. thats why i was going to run because then it would actually prove to them how much i hated it. but i decided not to and to just suck it up because its only like another month. even tho it sucks, i found a way to pass the time. i just keep to myself now. i dont talk to anyone. i dont pretend to laugh at my lame ass teachers jokes to make her like me. i just stopped all interaction with those around me. im tired of the shit there and they know it. i told them that i dont care if they hate me and the only reason im here is because my parents are making me. and ive found a way to sneak a cd player into my desk (because they dont allow electronics there) and so ive just been listening to music for most of my day. its actually gotten a lot better. people there all thought i was snobby because i never talked to them. i guess they thought i thought i was better than them which is SO not true. but w/e they still think i am stuck up but i found a girl who understands and so we pass the time together. its amazing how much of a difference one friend can make. haha i probably make myself out to feel like a total stuck up loser huh? im not i promise! ;)
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