Adolescent depression is a disorder occurring during the teenage years marked by persistent sadness, discouragement, loss of self-worth, and loss of interest in usual activities. ...
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I cut myself for the first time since Febuary of this year
I didn't know what i was doing til i did the first one Then i just couldn't stop It was that same famillar surge of release and everything in my body just went loose I could breathe and i wasn't tense But then i couldn't stop Until i ran out of places to cut my arms then i broke down in histerics and drank myself to sleep I feel like a horrible person Like i'm never going to be able to overcome this I'm afraid of myself and i don't trust myself I wasnt even said about anything i just cut myself it's like i have this voice that is screaming louder and louder til time goes on then after i cut once it hushes for awhile it's not a physical voice but it's a feeling i get and i can only ignore it for so long does this ever end? Its a constant battle with myself and i never win i've been cutting for 3 years i know that's not too long but it seems like an internity i want help but my mom just gives me pills no therapy or special promgrams and i cant help myself i dont know what to do! Posted on 05/12/08, 06:05 pm |
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Girl I know exactly how you feel. I'm really new to this site but you know what Im not new to what your going through. I have not cut myself since December of last year. I have been cutting since i was in highschool and I am going to be 21 right now and the day i decided to stop was when my boyfriend,bestfriend, and parents sat me down and said i was hurting them more then i was hurting myself. I am here if you want to talk I know what your going through and you know what its not that your a bad person or your crazy...you just need to start believing in yourself and find a better outlet. What i did was put away anything i used to cut myself with. I made my mom take them away. When I felt like i needed to cut i would call my friend, or boyfriend and they would help me calm down. Remember your never alone. 
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