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ok, im sorry everyone but ive started cutting again. i cant help it, i think i have an obsession with blood or something because i always feel so mutch better when theres drops and splatters of it around me. ive been vutting deeper and deeper. i mean, really deep, the other night i cut deeper than ive ever cut before and it wouldnt stop bleeding for almost 3 hours.
some teachers at school noticed me cutting last time, and got me counselling, but then i think they sort of forgot about me. my mum walked in on me the other day, covered in blood with massive gashes in my arm and she just threw some toilet paper at me and told me to clean myself up. the time after that my boyfriend walked in on me and he helped me clean up...but he was telling me how stupid i was at the same time, how annoying i was being. im really confused with what i want. i want them to see this, i want them to know what im prepared to do, but i dont want help with this, i dont want it to stop. Posted on 04/20/08, 06:04 am |
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Why don't you want to stop?? You have to realise how awful and horrific it must be for your mother and boyfriend to walk in on you doing something like that; particularly if they've never experienced depression before. I think the best thing for you would to be to seek help for yourself, as opposed to letting other people walk in and hope they will, or won't in your case, do something about it.
I'm reallyreally sorry that you've started again. I know you don't know me, and I don't know you, but it's still veryvery upsetting. Good luck.xx 
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i know how hard this can be, i stoped wheni was rushed into hospital coz i cut to die and was found half dead on the floor...
after this i relised i had to stop i too felt the addiction to the pain and blood. just think about what your doing think about how this will effect you later on in life the scars are forever a reminder of the past rember. Most of all cutting is not stupid and you are deffo not stupid or what ever people call you! But if you feel like you do need to stop i do advise you do seek help from some one you trust i know this can be very hard but do it before its too late.
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i feel the same way ppl think im so stupid for doin it but it helps when ur so addicted to doin it u just cant stop.its hard.
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i feel the same way, i am very confused with what i want too.
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same thing here.
i want to stop and not ha ve my big sister get involved. but i wnat to continue too. i usede to cut where nobody could see/look, like my lower stomache. i understand how you feel. PLZ message me so i can help you if you rally wnat it. XOXOOXOXOXOXOXXOOXOXXOXOXOX
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i can understand that you dont want to stop, but you really need to because eventually this is going to get way out of hand. you'll cut a major artery and if your mom isnt taking you seriously she might just overlook it. you need to make her and your boyfriend and maybe even a counselor see that this isnt just something that you can blow off or dust under a rug, if you feel the need to harm yourself then there is something seriously the matter. dont settle for just being sweeped away by people that you love.
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people don't understand, we can't expect them to, I know how you feel, you don't want to quit, but I hate people seeing, I don't mean to call you attention seeking, that's not what Im saying but there are better ways to let people know how you're feeling, talking, write letters, art, poetry, write a journal and show them, I've been in counseling for 6 months and I still don't feel ready to stop, seeing a counselor doesn't mean you'll have to give up straight away...so please think about it, and join the Self-Injury community, we all know what you're going through..x
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