Depression Support Group

I'm sorry your in such pain. A pian that I have been very familiar with throughout my life. Hang in there your life is precious and people love you. Things will get better slowly but surely. I really hope you find light aside from the darkness. If you need to talk to someone I'm here for you. Best wishes.

i bet if more ppl really looked around they would be amazed at how many lives their daily actions touch. and for those that truly have no one...then look for any reason to keep going. when i felt truly alone....i realized even aside from my family that does love me, what would happen to my cat? it sounds silly but i took the responsibility for her when i adopted her so i have to be strong for her since i chose to take her into my home. so look for anything! a pet, a neighbour, a friend here, hell even a plant! there has to be something no matter how small it seems that we can all cling to and fight to live for. i know it is hard as hell but it can be done.

what do i get out of it?

I wish everybody had someone to keep them going. This has been what has kept me going for years and years now...my family, mainly my mom, sister, and little brother. I do believe suicide to be a very selfish act, possibly the most selfish act of all, but I also know that once you get so low, it is nearly impossible to think logically and to think about those you would be leaving behind and how devastated they would be.

I have been this way before and tried to kill myself, but actually woke up from the overdose. It amazed me that I had fallen to that point and had forgotten my loved ones. My little brother would be devasted...everyone would, and even though I still think about dying and often wish I would, I love my family too much to put them through that kind of heart ache where no consolation would be found...not in a suicide. I can't say I will always see it like this because, like I said before, we lose all of that when we get so low.

My heart goes out to all of those out there who don't have anyone. And for those of them who continue on, I believe it to be nothing short of a miracle.