What is Depression

Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....

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Than ever before. My journal entries are dreadful and I feel i have no life in me at all, for the past six months I have been pounding my chest to induce a heart attack and have come close. Death would be preferable right now. I have a spouse who hates me, no family I can talk to and money is running out. I have chosen an independent career and checks are not coming in fast enough. Friday I am going to take any possible job I can get.

Not suicidal but death would be preferable.
Posted on 07/09/08, 08:07 pm
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Reply #1 - 07/10/08  3:57am
" Hi I know how it feels to be in relationship where your spose hates u and trust me it is not a good place to be .I am here to talk if u need me "
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Reply #2 - 07/10/08  10:17am
" Just keep pushing on, you will make it if you don't give up. "
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Reply #3 - 07/10/08  12:35pm
" Im really sorry for your pain.. I know how you feel when your spouse is being an arsehole. They find it hard to understand depression if they have not gone through it theirselves. Hang in there.. Things will get better.. I know you get sick of hearing this but it will. Talk to the people here.. "
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Reply #4 - 07/14/08  9:25pm
" Huge right 10 min ago, she doesn't care if I were dead. "
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Reply #5 - 07/14/08  9:45pm
" get away from her. Why be around someone who hates you? You would rather die than get away from her as she hates you? Get the hell out of there. "
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