Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....
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I want to die but yet I don`t
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I have come to the conclusion that Earth and life on earth is Hell. I admit I maybe wrond. If I kill my self I may go to the real hell and be tormented for ever. Unless I kick Satans ass and take hell away from him. Hell might not be that bad if you are the most powerful force in hell. I don`t want to go to hell. I`m 48 years old and I can die anyday. Who knows. I believe in GOD and thats where I want to be when I die. As far a depression goes I`m depressive bi=polar and want to go manic. If your young and are depressed you probably have not experienced mania. Mania is great. Your on top of the world. You have so much energy than you know what to do with it. Before I was 20 I was to busy drinking and getting high to be depressed. When I did coke in my 20`s was when I first experienced depression. I did not know the hell of depression until my 30`s. I`m 48 now and have dealt with it for 18 years. I still use beer to kill the pain.Mix it with klonapin and seraquil and it seems to kill the pain. I figure if I die from an accidental death from meds and alcohol at least it won`t be suicide. GOD Bless all of us suffering from the hell of depression. Mikail
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I'm so sorry for your pain hun, but I can relate...I've used alcohol to kill my pain for years.. I'm off to treatement tomorrow... I do think things can turn around... ((hugs))) 
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I am sorry you go through torment. For many, life on earth is great. Occasional depression is normal. You are entitled to how you feel, but you must agree that for many, it is great, so you may be and most likely are 'wrong' (your words, not mine). I'm 62 and have had plenty of hell on earth, but life is worth living. Many good things have come to me out of the blue, and I am no more privilaged than you are. You are mixing psychotropic drugs and alcohol. You are intelligent and I am sure you know better. Give yourself a break and allow yourself to think objectively and rationally. Dry out, get good treatment, treat yourself right and you may be pleasantly surprised. I want you to have a good life. I am not beating on you. I am trying to be helpful.
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I can relate. Huge angel hugs! im here for you!
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Can seraquil and kolodipin kill if taken overdose? I heard that it cant.
This sobriety thing really sucks. Mood swings from hell but overall depression. All I want to do is sleep......
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