Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....
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i feel like i'm sinking into a black hole of darkness. i'm fighting so hard to stay on top of everything but it doesn't seem to be working. I can't concentrate on anything most of the time, i can't eat well don't want to eat is more accurate i have so much stuff going through my head at once i can't differentiate one thing from another, i feel so numb and worthless this is the first time i've been able to write out what i'm feeling in a while. i've struggled with self harm for so long but have been able to control myself and stay ontop of it for a couple of years now but i'm so worried i'm heading back there i'm fantasizing about it all the time and am at the point where i actually have stuff in which i could act on it again i don't know why i got it but i did. i don't know anymore life is just crappy atm and i just feel so lost...
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Hey there, I know exactly how you feel...
Have you been to see a doctor? Are you on medication, and if you are you should see your doctor and maybe up them or go on something different... These times are tough, really tough... This past week was one of the worse weeks I've ever had to do. Going to work everyday was just hell for me... But I went, and now it's Saturday and I'm going to sleep all day and just take refuge in that and that I don't have any responsibilitys today... 
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no i'm not seeing a doctor and where i live there is hardly any support i don't want to see a gp because i don't trust anything that they could give me i'm not on medication but i'm starting to think that i really do need it
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I am just starting to take Prozac and I have high hopes that it will help me. It took me months to finally decide to give the meds a try because I was just stubborn and a little afraid of them. But when it came down to it, I want my life back and so I am willing to do whatever it takes to achieve that.
I hope you feel better!
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Sounds as if you and I are in the same boat in a way.Please get yourself some kind of professional help. We have a disease that we need help to tame.
I am on a new antideppresent and it isn't doing all it is supposed toso I go to a phsychiatrist very soon. please GET HELP!!!!!
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hey there
i have been where you are. i used to harm myself and fall into that black hole where i just dont care about anything. I havent been to work in over 3 weeks. I do a lot of talking about my problems and getting it off my chest helps. I think you need to see a doctor also. Maybe you can travel a little and get out of your town to find one. I used to drive a half hour to see mine. Its hard, but you have to push yourself. Im here for you if you need a friend....
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