What is Depression

Clinical depression is a state of sadness or melancholia that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/or activities of daily living....

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PAIN SO REAL
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PAIN SO REAL

falling deeper and deeper into the endless filling bottomless pit of over whelming feelings

feelings that with every thaught explode with sharp swords thrusting into me in agonizing pain

all I want is for the pain to stop. crawl in a hole and disappear forever. so, not to feel this way again.

have to find a way to stop these emotions, stop these feelings

can't commit suicide. god and family, I have to not forget.

can't cause pain in other's I can't handle myself

pain, pain will not work. it relieves the mind full of painfull emotions. it relieves the painful feelings.

I'm still alive, I still feel, the pain puts me back to reality. at least a reality I can handle.

BY LLWB 11/06 and present
Posted on 10/02/07, 11:10 pm
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Reply #1 - 10/02/07  11:49pm
" Any kind of pain over-rides any other thought in our minds.

Emotional pain is stupid though. It works the same way each time. It's a theif that works its way into our minds at any given moment--day or night. It steals joy. It steals love. It steals self esteem. It is a mind deralic.

And sadly, as much as we know its tricks, its ways and how it steals, we allow it to ravage our mind and our lives. Killing us off day by day, producing new pain each new minute.

I say, "Pain, get the hell out of there. I will no longer allow you steal my core thoughts, the good ones, the ones I was born with; Innocence, love, truth, vunerabilty, trust and hope."

Shake it out, physically, shake it out of your mind and life. Hug a child. Cook a meal. Take a neighbor a gift. Plant a seed and watch it grow. Make music with your silverware. Dance naked...

Invite Pain's victims back home to reestablish their rightful places.Change
the locks, and fabricate a security guard to protect the doorways and sheild the new tenants.

Eventually, minutes will turn to days, days to months, months to years...each new positive thought birthing new generations of more of the same. Before you know it your memory is full, there is not place for pain even if they wanted to return. And when you are old you will try to remember, Pain who? "
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