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Not gonna bash you mate at all
Hugguns

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You don't deserve any bashing at all. So stop bashing yourself. You should be proud! Hugs and support!

They told me it would fk me up. what they never told me was how much it would fk me up.

2 days straight with no (street) drugs and all I want to do is break things. I dont know if I can do this or not. I cant live the rest of my life as a addict and I will NOT go through anymore of these horrible down cycles that has been a part of my life all of my life.

What is your poison?
My issues are with weed and other trippy substances.

Weed is a big part of my life. Used to think is was not addictive, boy was I ever wrong.

Weed and codeine is the main poisons now I battle with, I can do without codeine but I can never get clear of weed, and we all know the buzz is much more intense when mixed (hence the codeine).

In my teens, I took lsd, magic mushrooms, spent years sniffing gas, fortunatly, a lot of hard drugs was not easy to get where I live back when I was a teen.

After so many years of drugged reality's, it is extremely difficult to come back to a normal reality.

I should not have even posted this.

I am a lost cause, I dont if I can quit or not. Everyone, dont shed any tears over me and my self inflicted problems ok, there are others here who need that attention a lot worst than myself.

The weed withdrawls are the reason your getting angry with yourself, first it raises the blood pressure then it blocks the mind from getting out of a 'viscious circle'
To speed up the process of 'clear out' drink pleny of cranberry juice, orange juice and even tho its disgusting, cabbage soup.
These all help get rid of the THC in the body
You can do this mate, i promise

Hugguns

(((Big Hugs)))
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