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Friday July 25, 2008
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I hate myself right now. I am fat and ugly. I have scares that makes me look ugly. Plus I have a lot of bites (like bug bites, but not exactly the same) on my boddy that are notice. I need to go to t...
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Well I want to delve into ways I can build my self...
Spirit13 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Well I want to delve into ways I can build my self esteem because I really do undermine myself. I have realised how negative I can be.. but also the potential for growing strength and positivity that I have. I want to find that and really make it shine because I get so down sometimes. Mainly though it's in relation to weight...
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I hate myself right now. I am fat and ugly. I have...
thinkposi... Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
I hate myself right now. I am fat and ugly. I have scares that makes me look ugly. Plus I have a lot of bites (like bug bites, but not exactly the same) on my boddy that are notice. I need to go to the doctor to get something done about it. Plus I have a problem with my head so that makes me look ugly too. I itch all over. I hate myself and the way I look. I'm scared to comtinue living this w...2 Comments -
I got fired today. Its a wonderful feeling. Its ne...
redrambo677 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
I got fired today. Its a wonderful feeling. Its never happened to me before. I feel mad, angry, depressed, sad, stupid. I wish I knew what I actually wanted to do in life. I really dont know what I want to do or work. It makes it difficult to get motivated.2 Comments -
There were two evil brothers. They were rich and u...
Survivable Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
There were two evil brothers. They were rich and used their money to keep their ways from the public eye. They even attended the same church and looked to be perfect Christians.
Then, their pastor retired and a new one was hired. Not only could he see right through the brothers' deception, but he also spoke well and true, and the church started to swell in numbers.
A fundraising campaign was ...
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How do I feel: Valued, Joyful, Grateful, Confident...
Survivable Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
How do I feel: Valued, Joyful, Grateful, Confident, Accepted, Hopeful,
So many things happened at VBS today. A little girl got hurt, she is ok but I just hated to see her crying. Yesterday I accidentally stepped on a little rabbit. After awhile it seemed to be ok so I left it on the grass. Today I checked on it and it looked like it wasn’t doing well. So I had my husband come and get ...1 Recommendation -
Well the weather hasn't improved much still ra...
sabercat Jul 24, 2008
Journal Entry for July 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Well the weather hasn't improved much still raining like crazy... I took a couple days off for a long weekend, we are getting ready for my parents 40th wedding anniversary. We are having barbaque surpise party, today I did alot of running around getting some of the stuff for the party. My hubby & I decided to start raising some piggies, we picked up 5 last weekend and today my hubby and h...1 Recommendation -
Well the thing I have always said I do not desire ...
porquepine Jul 24, 2008
Dawn was picked up by the police today. :(
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Well the thing I have always said I do not desire to do, happened today. :( My spouse has not been able to rationalize normally. Rather then being angry she has been irate and extremely off the charts, her anger directed at others in the family in a very harmful manner.
I had no choice but to call the police when she grabbed a butcher knife from the kitchen butcher block and proceeded ...1 Recommendation -
If my baby doesn't come tonight, my baby docto...
msadove05 Jul 24, 2008
Journal Entry for July 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
If my baby doesn't come tonight, my baby doctor is going to induce me tomorow. My husband or I are going to have to call the birthing center tomorrow at 6:30AM and they are going to give of the time to come down. My husband, our baby, and I are going to be moving out of WI on July 30th to KS, we will arive there on Aug. 1st. There has been alot of changes in my life durning ... -
I went to my doctor today because my legs have bee...
Philricci Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
I went to my doctor today because my legs have been really weak lately and I was worried. Apparently, so is he. He told me that I might lose all mobility in them again. I can't imagine being stuck in that chair again. I thought I was free from it. Fuck it! I hate that chair more then anything. Life just seems so pointless. I can never get away from all the pain.1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Hello Everyone, it has been awhile I do apologize....
julietangel Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Hello Everyone, it has been awhile I do apologize. My Mother is doing well as can be expected. Her spirits are good and she is strong willed and believes in God so I'm sure everything will go well. I too have good news in my life. I'm not down to 200 lbs at the beginning of my cycle which I usually weigh a little heavier so I'm now to what I weighed 24 years ago, Praise God!!!! ...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
Hello all, not running away just having a break fr...
tonelowe Jul 24, 2008
Going to have a few days away.
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Hello all, not running away just having a break from the house, I will be back in about four days and will be refreshed and renewed for D.S. OK? Sorry this isn't a long journal today but, I have loads to do. Keep busy and well and see you all real soon.1 Recommendation1 Comment -
Just wanted to let everyone know that right ...
thinkposi... Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Just wanted to let everyone know that right now I hate myself. I was on the phone with my mom last night. Everything went well until we were about to hang up. My mom know I have trouble away from home and said something to make me feel bad and guilty. My one nephew is almost two and my mom said she never got to see him yet, She wants my fiance and I to stay at her house with her 1...1 Recommendation4 Comments
Friday, July 25, 2008
Well I want to delve into ways I can build my self esteem because I really do undermine myself. I have realised how negative I can be.. but also the potential for growing strength and positivity that I have. I want to find that and really make it shine because I get so down sometimes. Mainly though it's in relation to weight...
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.. Can someone let me borrow a laptop.. My H wont get off WOW.. and I cant use the computer but 2 seconds.. Damnit!1 Recommendation3 Comments
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What Would You Like To Hear At a motivational seminar 3 men are asked to come up to the stage.
They are all asked, "When you are in your casket and friends and family are mourning upon you, what would you like to hear them say about you?
The first guy says, "I would like to hear them say that I was the great doctor of my time, and a great family man."
The second guy says, "...1 Recommendation7 Comments
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Once upon a time there were two seeds on a maple t...
Chris173 May 22, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008 |
Once upon a time there were two seeds on a maple tree.... One was named Him, and one was named Her.
Him and Her grew among many other seeds, not noticing each other. During this time, the branches and leaves instructed the seeds of their job on earth. They were to leave the tree, and follow the wind...and if possible, they were to find a place to land where they could grow to be big, stron...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
Everybody has down periods from time to time even ...
SimonM Jun 25, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 |
Everybody has down periods from time to time even somebody working on developing a positive attitude like me. The key thing is that there for you when you are up against it.
Recently I have been suffereing with lack of sleep. I seem to wake up at 5 AM everyday at the moment for no apparent reason.
Last night/early morning I went to DS to talk about my disturbed sleep patterns. Later on a perso...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
two traveling angels I got this from a f...
julietangel May 08, 2008
Thursday, May 8, 2008 |
two traveling angels I got this from a friend and thought that I would share it with all of you.
TWO TRAVELING ANGELS
KEEP READING TO THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE DON'T STOP AT T6HE FEET
TWO TRAVELING ANGELS STOPPED TO SPEND THE NIGHT IN THE HOME OF A WEALTHY FAMILY THE FAMILY WAS RUDE AND REFUSED TO LET YHE ANGELS STAY IN THE MANSION GUEST ROOM. INSTEAD THE ANGELS WERE GIVEN A SMALL...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
We need friends We need each other... In times of ...
julietangel Apr 06, 2008
Sunday, April 6, 2008 |
We need friends
We need each other...
In times of private pain,
of fear and stress;
We need each other...
to share our joys,
our times of happiness;
We need each other...
to hold on and be strong, and
encourage when things are going wrong;
We need each other...
to keep the faith and love,
and remind each other of all
the things we're dreaming of;
We need each other... now and
always
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A very abstract poem I wrote this evening, about a...
GamerAdvent Jun 12, 2008
Thursday, June 12, 2008 |
A very abstract poem I wrote this evening, about a theme of 'journeys'...where my life has taken me, and in what direction i would like it to take. As I said, I tried to use themes of fantasy, which reflect my mood and personality.
My inspiration for this poem came from one of my teachers at school, who broke a GCSE law today for me. I am eternally grateful to him now, as he put his job on...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
today is the last dayof your lifein a rising blank...
ayngeL Apr 29, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 |
today is the last day
of your life
in a rising blank
state of mind
open your eyes
to be the
blue or brown-eyed
view to whatever
sensation catches your
two-second
clutch;
the eye beams that reach
out for something much
and when there's nothing
such
you ultimate it down to
unfair,
and there is
nothing
much1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Not saying goodbye When you left with ...
web13 Mar 19, 2008
Journal Entry for March 19, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 |
Not saying goodbye When you left with out saying goodbyeI though of all the things I love about you that would miss the most about you The hugs and the way you would hold my head to you chest when I cried I smile at it but I remember that you will never do it again And I start to cry cos saying goodbye is all I had. I miss you know so much it hurts to think of you a&n...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Friendship is a golden chain the links are frien...
julietangel Mar 04, 2008
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Friendship is a golden chain
the links are friends so dear
and like a rare and precious jewel
it's treasured more each year...
it's clasped together firmly
with a love that's deep and true
and it's rich and happy memories
and fond recollections too...
time can't destroy it's beauty
for as long as memories live
years can't erase the pleasure
the jo...2 Recommendations1 Comment -
a journey that takes us down many roads. Some goo...
julietangel Mar 04, 2008
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
a journey that takes us down many roads.
Some good and some not so good.
But as we travel we learn,grow, and meet
people that make those journies all worth the travel.
Those kind of people in a way are like
Angels.
With them we find comfort in the arms of our
Angels.
Friends come and go,
and from each one we learn more aboout our selves.
We see our weakness are strengths
from the eyes...2 Recommendations1 Comment -
Some hope, and some despair Resting on your should...
FANTASTIC... Mar 03, 2008
Journal Entry for March 3, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008
Some hope, and some despair Resting on your shoulder. And it laughs in your face.
the printed word might kill you, The whispering, May hurt you. Who am I that I come to be here...?
Just the bad things, oh...There must be something
Horribly wrong with me ?
The sanest days are mad Everyone's oh so quick with advice. Cruel imagination is still giving me pain. Sometimes I ri...2 Recommendations1 Comment -
walking along the path of destrution.lit by the sh...
bloodyand... Jun 25, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 |
walking along the path of destrution.
lit by the shimmering glare of the moon that hides within the shadowed clouds.
I walk on.
dogs nip at my feet. my skin shivers within the black silk gown that wraps my body.the cold wind blows my hair as I walk with slowness to the ocean. as I walk slowly to the boat that awaits me. I Remember my time with humans.I remember all that I will leave behind.
looking b...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
The Little Chap who Follows Me!..A careful man I w...
PetrolHead Apr 16, 2008
The little chap who follows me!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 |
The Little Chap who Follows Me!
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A careful man I want to be;
a little fellow follows me.
I do not dare to go astray
for fear he'll go the self-same way.
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I cannot once escape his eyes,
whate'er he sees me do, he tries.
Like me he says he's going to be;
The little chap who follows me.
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He thinks that I'm so very fine,
believes in every word of mine.
The base in me he must not see;
the littl...1 Recommendation1 Comment
Thursday, May 22, 2008 |
Once upon a time there were two seeds on a maple tree.... One was named Him, and one was named Her.
Him and Her grew among many other seeds, not noticing each other. During this time, the branches and leaves instructed the seeds of their job on earth. They were to leave the tree, and follow the wind...and if possible, they were to find a place to land where they could grow to be big, stron...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
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