What is Depression---Childhood
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Sunday October 12, 2008
STORY WALL
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So much has changed since my last entries and now I am very depressed. I feel like my life has been ruined in many ways. I have lost my zest for life and happiness. I have been in a ...
by: porada
an Inspirational Story
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So much has changed since my last entries and now ...
porada Oct 07, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 |
So much has changed since my last entries and now I am very depressed. I feel like my life has been ruined in many ways. I have lost my zest for life and happiness.
I have been in a verbally abusive marriage for some time and it was getting worse. I knew the relationship might end. I was hoping to do this in a gradual and positive way -- all the while hoping and praying tha...1 Recommendation -
OH my god I hate him! I hate him, I hate him, I ha...
MommaSue Oct 06, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008 |
OH my god I hate him! I hate him, I hate him, I hate him!!!! I can't keep going on like this for much longer with him. He is such a misreable old F**K! He dosen't listen at all, as soon as he gets home he starts bitching about EVERYTHING! He complains so much it makes me physically sick! I can't stand his voice or the way he looks, he is so selfish and insensitive, and every time he o...1 Recommendation -
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It has beenSo many daysWithout sleep. You wou...
LilithJean Oct 05, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
It has been
So many days
Without sleep.
You would think that I would at least do something more productive than write a short and uneventful journal entry.
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All the good in the world can but put inside a thi...
LilithJean Oct 05, 2008
Misery is the River of the World
Sunday, October 5, 2008
All the good in the world can but put inside a thimble
And there will still me room for you and me
...There is no milk at the bottom of the pail.
-Tom Waits5 Comments -
LilithJean Oct 04, 2008
Journal Entry for October 4, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
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LilithJean Oct 04, 2008
Journal Entry for October 4, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
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The skin around my middle was taught as I ran my h...
LilithJean Oct 04, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
The skin around my middle was taught as I ran my hand over it. From within me, another robs me of my space, my innerds and life. Six days without sleep and the words that people speak to me reach my ears as static
And the static on the AM radio is that of a perfectly constructed symphony.
And as I lay there in the darkness, the the shadows of skyscrapers are cast upon the black walls and dar...4 Comments -
Wow I can't believe how long its been since I ...
MommaSue Oct 04, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008 |
Wow I can't believe how long its been since I last wrote in here, I guess I've just been busy with my hectic life and as usual I have no time for ME or to do stuff for myself.
Its been hard dealing with my Mom and Dad's passing, well actually I don't really "deal" with it at all, I stay busy so I don't have to think or feel too much, but then night comes and I&#...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
Ahhhhhh, attention deficit! Been pulling my ...
clutterye... Oct 02, 2008
Ei Yei! (Navajo for... Ee Gad!) ... still reading Laughing Boy!
Thursday, October 2, 2008 |
Ahhhhhh, attention deficit! Been pulling my hair out all day. Number one son (only son!) just couldn't get anything out of anything without me standing over him. Makes for a really long day. Both are just scary bad at reading comprehension. Neither can follow a direction beyond the first command. If you have to do multiple things, you can forget it. T...1 Recommendation -
It's distressing to know th...
LilithJean Oct 01, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
It's distressing to know that you were born to fail. That you have no chance of succeeding.
That you mean nothing to anyone.
What have I become. For all of you who hate my guts already, know now that I haven't always been like this.
I used to be a goddess, a revolutionary goddess.
I used to be beautiful
And loved. God, I can't even remember what it's like ...3 Comments -
I had too freakin' much to do today. Ser...
clutterye... Oct 01, 2008
Journal Entry for October 1, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
I had too freakin' much to do today. Seriously.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 |
So much has changed since my last entries and now I am very depressed. I feel like my life has been ruined in many ways. I have lost my zest for life and happiness.
I have been in a verbally abusive marriage for some time and it was getting worse. I knew the relationship might end. I was hoping to do this in a gradual and positive way -- all the while hoping and praying tha...1 Recommendation -
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so my counselor punked out on me today. something about a busy schedule but i know she means shes just had enough of me. i have too many problems for her to deal with im sure. i wouldnt want to deal with me either.
and now i have to worry about our 12 year old, her mom is moving her to a place that is such a bad neighborhood...murders, stabbings, robberies, rapes, arson, burglaries
and we cant do a...1 Recommendation
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I wrote this short story and sent it off. I ...
clutterye... Jun 14, 2008
Saturday, June 14, 2008 |
I wrote this short story and sent it off. I think I used a few too many similes, but maybe, if the publisher wants the story, I can correct that. We'll see.
Why You Run
"What's in my head?" you think. "What's it going to be?"
You sip on strong coffee to bring it on, to connect the synapses in your brain faster, more efficiently. You've...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Will She? What do I say to my girl with eyes...
misem4 Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Will She?
What do I say to my girl with eyes of brown,
When instead of joy I see tears fall down?
How do I hold her, when she’s turned away,
When my empty arms ache to show her it’ll be ok?
How do I ease away her sorrow and pain,
When I can’t promise she won’t hurt again?
How do I show her that she can overcome,
The unjustified shame that someone else has begun?
How will she sm...1 Recommendation -
Heal My Tattered Wings Want to find th...
Sweetpea213 Jun 07, 2008
Saturday, June 7, 2008 |
Heal My Tattered Wings
Want to find the strength again to carry on
Alone and away from affection as I am one
Who cannot see, the forest for all the trees
Sucking in the sea and summer time breeze
Always wondering where, what if and why?
Senses so dulled no matter how much I cry
Releasing all the pain so dealt deep inside
That my heart blown apart and opened wide
Grasping every reed to...1 Recommendation
Saturday, June 14, 2008 |
I wrote this short story and sent it off. I think I used a few too many similes, but maybe, if the publisher wants the story, I can correct that. We'll see.
Why You Run
"What's in my head?" you think. "What's it going to be?"
You sip on strong coffee to bring it on, to connect the synapses in your brain faster, more efficiently. You've...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
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