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Conduct Disorder is a pattern of repetitive behavior where the rights of others or the social norms are violated. Possible symptoms are over aggressive behavior, bullying, physical...
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Sinus infection still plaguing me and I feel so lo...
Eloise Sep 21, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008 |
Sinus infection still plaguing me and I feel so lousy. Today is perhaps the worst I've felt. I'm so tired and just feel overall yucky. I keep doing the sinus rinse and I think it is helping. Who knows. I feel nauseous and I keep heating up--get really hot and scalp and forehead break out into a sweat.
I should stay home tomorrow, but I don't have any good plans ready and to get sub pl...
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I am out at Bill's visiting and supper... Stea...
lonely620 Sep 18, 2008
Journal Entry for September 18, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
I am out at Bill's visiting and supper... Steaks on the grill! First time I see Chaz this week. The claims adjuster stopped at work today to look at the car. Not sure how he feels about it. I guess I will find out later. Thinking of putting the ins money in the bank for a new car later... or to help me through the winter and just bite the bullet at tax time...1 Comment -
Went and got an estimate for the car repair. ...
lonely620 Sep 15, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
Went and got an estimate for the car repair. Not sure what I should do. Because of the deductible, I would have to pay about half. I need to make a quick desition( i know spelling is wrong) because I have a family weekend planned in 2 weeks. This sucks!!! I would have to borrow the money from somewhere- probably mom and dad.2 Comments -
@##@#@###!! I got off from work at 2:45 am and sin...
lonely620 Sep 14, 2008
Sunday, September 14, 2008
@##@#@###!! I got off from work at 2:45 am and since I was invited over to a friends house, I was in the car- driving. Any guesses at what happened??!!!! 3 guesses and the first 2 dont count! LOL I HIT A DEER!!!!! I bel...1 Comment -
I've had my last afliction dealt and I'm d...
saintloser Sep 14, 2008
Sunday, September 14, 2008
I've had my last afliction dealt and I'm down, I think I'm out. ring the bell, toss in the towel, caci you were right. life is not meant for all and love caci is so unreal for few. we fell into that, the unwanted, the hated, the never belonging, only dif is you realized it before me. I was angry you killed yourself but now I understand. the pain inside never goes away. I don't kno...2 Comments -
new day? fuck that! me? I'm anxious as hell an...
saintloser Sep 13, 2008
Saturday, September 13, 2008
new day? fuck that! me? I'm anxious as hell and jumpy as fick. fick? yeah him to. what'd I atke? not enough but thanks to teheedy the magnificent penguin herslef, shes the best. last night was the bad of all bads but I think I'll slip into apathy and say fuck it. seriously what the hell does it matter? I was a fucking idge to to hope. what the hell is up with that nayway? why the hell... -
Well, nothing exciting to report. Boring day...
lonely620 Sep 13, 2008
Journal Entry for September 13, 2008
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Well, nothing exciting to report. Boring day... work tonight. I should go in early because there are things I left from yesterday.
Homework assignment- I am a good person. My boys love me. There is someone out there for me to love.2 Comments -
I don't want to write about whats been happeni...
saintloser Sep 12, 2008
Journal Entry for September 12, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
I don't want to write about whats been happening lately, I wouldn't know where to start and even if I did its so messed up I can't understand. I do know how I feel and thats been constant. I didn't go to therapy this week and I didn't go to school today, I know I'm probly making things worse for myself but a bi part of me really doesn't care anymore. I'm just exist... -
i haven't been on the site for a while. my com...
mommybongel Sep 10, 2008
Journal Entry for September 10, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 |
i haven't been on the site for a while. my computer is down right now and i don't know when i can have it fixed. but here is my update. My son is still staying with his father by recomendation of his therapist. I don't want him back on meds so he believes this is best. I now only see him on weekends......which sucks because he has been with me almost every day for the last 8 years.......1 Recommendation -
yesterday ended up being really bad, my fault cons...
saintloser Sep 09, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
yesterday ended up being really bad, my fault considering I accidently put a small dent and scratch on my uncles jeep. I feel weird today. I was up at 5 and I usually get the sweeping, moping and vac done no later than 6 but all I've gotten done is sweping. I usually don't feel this weak I guess? I wish I could go back to sleep. I'm kind of hoping somethng happns, something that cold ...1 Comment -
I'm feeling insanely hyper today! I can't ...
saintloser Sep 08, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008
I'm feeling insanely hyper today! I can't sit still and can't keep thoughts straight oin my head. freak I feel like I'm on something (I'm not I swear!) MY HAND IS SCREAMING IN PAIN, IF HAND COULD TALK IT WOULD SAY SHIT BOY CUT ME OFF! BUT IT'D HAVE A BAYOU ACCENT. not sure why but then of course I dwould need to coterize but thats easy. I bet it wouldn't hurt, butacher... -
it's that time again where I write about my co...
saintloser Sep 07, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
it's that time again where I write about my completely pathetic existence called life, aka my day. one word to sum it up? numb. but a good fuzzy numb. a good day? noooo, not by a long shot! well maybe a short shot considering there was minimal amount of blood exportation from its original destination. my uncle told me today my moms name, for a price of course but I don't know. sunday=fund...1 Comment
Sunday, September 21, 2008 |
Sinus infection still plaguing me and I feel so lousy. Today is perhaps the worst I've felt. I'm so tired and just feel overall yucky. I keep doing the sinus rinse and I think it is helping. Who knows. I feel nauseous and I keep heating up--get really hot and scalp and forehead break out into a sweat.
I should stay home tomorrow, but I don't have any good plans ready and to get sub pl...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
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I wrote a post about the Avonex reaction, but only one response so far--still pretty earily yet, though. Once again, a horrid reaction from Avonex. Another horrid, horrid headache. Took the full Zomig and got rid of headache, but awful effects from the Zomig. So I put up the the effects of the Avonex or the Zomig. I guess getting rid of the pain is the better option. Ibuprofen doesn't even to...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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I have been keeping very busy so I don't have time to contact my ex. I did come to a new level of healing today as well. I was able to have a thought about the good momments with my ex today without an emotional outburst. I actually was able to appreciate the good times and still acknowledge at the same time that he is not the one for me.
I can accept at this moment that when things were goin...1 Recommendation1 Comment
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When will it endWill i ever stop cryingTears come ...
KMM101 Jul 29, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 |
When will it end
Will i ever stop crying
Tears come like a flood
that's never goin to dry up.
The rooms empty, all except for me.
Will i ever know why I fall asleep crying at night.
Just the feeling of being alone
makes me shudder.
A constant war goin on in my body,
everyday, every second.
When will it end.
Feelings take over my body
like i have no control.
First i'm happy, then I'm sad,
then all o...1 Recommendation
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 |
When will it end
Will i ever stop crying
Tears come like a flood
that's never goin to dry up.
The rooms empty, all except for me.
Will i ever know why I fall asleep crying at night.
Just the feeling of being alone
makes me shudder.
A constant war goin on in my body,
everyday, every second.
When will it end.
Feelings take over my body
like i have no control.
First i'm happy, then I'm sad,
then all o...1 Recommendation -
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