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feeling really crappy atm... me and lauren arent g...
LittleSad... Oct 07, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 |
feeling really crappy atm... me and lauren arent getting on at all... since we got back from greece ive been skint and she has taken it as me being a ponse.. im not!!!! iv just not been able to treat her as much as i used to, so shes getting arsy about money. we stopped talking, not that we ever did talk about anything much else than superficial boring things... i hope that this has been picked u...
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just make the bad go away....
Jack3 Oct 07, 2008
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I've been thinking more about my feelings towa...
DRenS Oct 07, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 |
I've been thinking more about my feelings towards my friend. And now I'm feeling more like maybe my feelings aren't fading so much as the "high" you feel when you first fall for someone is gone. You know, when you first fall for someone, you can't think about too much else other than them. You're kind of obsessed with them. Your hormones are crazy. And those are the ...1 Recommendation
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I am very happy to report that I have started bein...
DRenS Oct 07, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 |
I am very happy to report that I have started being more proactive with all the things I've needed to get done. In my last entry, I wrote about applying for several jobs. I heard back from one yesterday that they are no longer seeking applicants. I hate getting those kind of messages, although I know a lot of people get angry when they don't hear back from employers one way or the other. ...1 Recommendation -
Hey,So right now i am in comp. class with Kevin!...
godsownlu... Oct 06, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008 |
Hey,
So right now i am in comp. class with Kevin! He says hi by the way. Um nothing much really. Jessica is spreading a nasty rumor about me, its kinda pissin me off but not really. She can just get over it. I wish i could take credit for half the school knowing she fucked a fag but i cant. P.S. Kevin's gorgeous! So she can get over it like i said.&nbs...1 Recommendation -
Still sober and just waiting for that 6 month time...
SwtLdyLvr Oct 05, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008 |
Still sober and just waiting for that 6 month time to get here. Not so much that I don't know I only have today though. Just this 24 hours. I think my meds are finally leveled out for the most part so that is good news. Thinking I am going to start back into therapy since I have my insurance problems worked out. I think there are still some issues that I have yet ...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
MET A NEW GIRL NAME PIXIE SHE HOT ASS HELL SHE MY ...
Ajay08 Oct 05, 2008
Journal Entry for October 5, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
MET A NEW GIRL NAME PIXIE SHE HOT ASS HELL SHE MY LOVER N PARTENER SHE N I LOVE EACH OTHER SO FUCK OF ALL U EXS I HATE U ALL NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE1 Comment -
my life has revolved around writing these silly th...
infiniteh... Oct 05, 2008
to starving for attention, hating convention, hating pretension;
Sunday, October 5, 2008
my life has revolved around writing these silly thoughts that race to my head, orange freezes, my growing obsession with playing my guitar, writing out songs on my arms, neon ducktape, living by the words of gerard way and peter wentz, hospital bracelets, texting little curly headed boys named ethan, watching too much house and svu, taking shitty photography, my converse, living life on the ... -
I recently found out an old friend (kind of) of mi...
Siive Oct 04, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008 |
I recently found out an old friend (kind of) of mine is dating some guy, and was introducing him to her parents at a choir thing. Which hit me as odd because she's more of a sadist then I usually am and the guy seems really sweet.
Right, so we didn't get home from this choir thing until about 10 and we had to be there at 6, so I had no real free-time, which messes with my emotions w...1 Recommendation -
oh boy. Anatomy then Business Practice today...
Fiddler Oct 04, 2008
Journal Entry for October 4, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
oh boy. Anatomy then Business Practice today. I'm going to have to spend a lot of time in my notes.
... toddling off to the comfy study chair...1 Comment -
My perfect friend would be someone who would hold ...
reborn296 Oct 04, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
My perfect friend would be someone who would hold me and let me cry in their arms when the persisting memories come up of my grandfather, who was the only man in my life (who was family) who was truely nice to me. I want a friend who will think i'm really cool, and they won't abandon me for anything. I want a friend who understands what it's like to be depressed becuase of your abando...3 Comments -
This quarter wasthe best so far. It's like win...
AlstonG Oct 04, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
This quarter wasthe best so far. It's like wine, it gets better with time. I gotta get more focused now. Put in some community service time and look at starting and building a portfolio. Also got to look at doing some interships.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 |
feeling really crappy atm... me and lauren arent getting on at all... since we got back from greece ive been skint and she has taken it as me being a ponse.. im not!!!! iv just not been able to treat her as much as i used to, so shes getting arsy about money. we stopped talking, not that we ever did talk about anything much else than superficial boring things... i hope that this has been picked u...1 Recommendation -
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well in college last week, all my presentations went very well. I got "A's" on all 3. This week I have FINAL EXAMS....fill in the blanks, m/c, and essay. Great...NOT...I always get mad anxiety and cant retain what I just read. I fucking hate exams, I'd soo rather write a paper. Those suck too, and of course part of that wish to write is true....on top of ...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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More »INSPIRATIONAL STORIES
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with a little help from our friends life is alright!!!
went into town today to get my stuff for college. it was good and fun. until me and my lil bro couldnt agree where to go for lunch. hell say its my fault because McDonalds is real food and stuff. and i think its his fault because he refused to want to go anywhere but McDonalds and be happy.
haha stayed up soooo late talking to Kyle, Abby, Angel...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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I am becoming all sentimental... bare with men.......
colored_c... Feb 12, 2008
Journal Entry for February 12, 2008
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 |
I am becoming all sentimental... bare with men....
I Will Not Die an Unlived Life, Dawna Markova
I will not die an unlived life
I will not live in fear
of falling or catching fire.
I choose to inhabit my days,
to allow my living to open me,
to make me less afraid,
more accessible,
to loosen my heart
until it becomes a wing,
a torch, a promise.
I cho...2 Recommendations7 Comments -
WELL IN CASE SOME PEOPLE DONT KNOW, OTHER THAN ME ...
cod6 Mar 06, 2008
Thursday, March 6, 2008 |
WELL IN CASE SOME PEOPLE DONT KNOW, OTHER THAN ME WANTING TO BE A COP WHEN IM OLDER, ID ALSO LIKE TO BE A WRITER...AND IM CORRENTLY IN THE WORKS OF WRITING MY FIRST BOOK DUBBED *MYTH*.. ITS A STORY BASED OFF THE MYTHICAL CREATURES, BIGFOOT, THE MOTH MAN, NESSIE, ETC.. NOW IT MAY SEEM WEIRD, BUT I CAN ASURE YOU ITS NOT SOME INDEX OF THE CREATURES THEMSELVES, OR OF OTHER PEOPLES EYE-WITNESS R...1 Recommendation5 Comments -
Here's something amazing: today I wrote poetry...
pointytoes May 13, 2008
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 |
Here's something amazing: today I wrote poetry. Yes folks, actual poetry. I've never done it before. Normally, I suck at writing poems. I mean, I'm not saying the poems I wrote don't suck, I'm just saying I was actually able to write them. I was bored during STAR testing, and they all just sort of flowed out of me. It was really weird. I just wrote the words that came into my ...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Silence is an Ocean calling again and again to me,...
AliveByMercy Aug 25, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
Silence is an Ocean calling again and again to me,
Whispering my name, promising to set me free,
Promising that in her arms I can forever sweetly abide,
And assuring me that she is the One in whom I can hide.
Silence stands at the threshold, and touches everything around,
Calling without words, without noise, without any need of sound;
Calling for her Lover, for the One she so longs to love again,
Promi...2 Recommendations2 Comments -
Some Poems I worte over the past year....
mcrox2 May 06, 2008
Tuesday, May 6, 2008 |
Some Poems I worte over the past year..... comment and enjoy (maby)
Major
So I’m stuck in the mode
I feel like I’m slipping away.
Everyday when I get home there’s
Always something that makes it worse.
I sit in one spot.
I move when I'm told to.
I cry when I think of everything.
I'm stuck here lying on my floor.
I hope someone helps.
I'm sick of life
I'm stuck he...2 Recommendations2 Comments -
As she stands there, with her head on my shoulders...
stuckinma... Apr 26, 2008
Saturday, April 26, 2008 |
As she stands there, with her head on my shoulders, and her arms around my waist, I have to fight the urge to kiss her. I turn towards her just slightly and her lips meet mine in a gentle kiss. I don't care who sees, this is what I have been waiting for, hoping for, longing for, for a very long time. I turn all the way around and grab her in a tight embrace.
She whispers softly in my ear, “I l...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
I love you with all my heart;I long for you when w...
Ajay08 Apr 17, 2008
Thursday, April 17, 2008
I love you with all my heart;
I long for you when we're apart;
I wish I could wipe away all your tears;
Look you in your eyes and somehow take away all your fears;
I wish I could also take away your pain;
Love you in such a way that you will know you have everything to gain;
I want to take you in my arms and hold you ever tight;
Show you that you're the one I love with all my might;
I know in my ...2 Recommendations2 Comments -
Imprisoned Damaged by life, and the challenge...
Triumph06 Aug 26, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 |
Imprisoned
Damaged by life, and the challenges it throws.
Results are not good, but the diagnosis..no one knows.
Survival instincts take over.
Emotions gone....must detach.
Exist and function were my rules.
Feelings locked up with a guarded latch.
Hollow inside, but with a smile on my face.
They had no fucking idea it was tears it replaced.
A right time did come,
And I reached for the latch.
Now rusted...2 Recommendations3 Comments -
WE wear the mask that grins and lies,It hides our ...
godsownlu... Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
WE wear the mask that grins and lies,
It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes,
This debt we pay to human guile;
With torn and bleeding hears we smile,
And mouth with myriad subtleties.
Why should the world be over-wise,
In counting all our tears and sighs?
Nay, let them only see us, while
We wear the mask.
We smile, but, O great Christ, our cries
To thee from tortured souls arise.
We sing, but oh the clay i...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
I can hear it scratching at my doorIts getting lou...
dragpire Jul 26, 2008
Journal Entry for July 26, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008 |
I can hear it scratching at my door
Its getting louder every day
I dont know how to make it leave
Why is it bothering me?
Its turned to pounding
Make it stop!
Its drowning out my thoughts
Help me, Im scared
I dont know what to do
It hurts my ears, it hurts
I dont want it here, but how do I make it go away?
Its inside now,creeping closer
I cant see it but I know its there
Will it hurt me?
Dont let it get me!
I h...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
someone will be hurt in somewaysomeone will standu...
emjaykay Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
someone will be
hurt in someway
someone will stand
up and say no
someone will heal
after long hard thoughts
someone will realize
someone cares
someone will be born
into this world
someone will be
hurt in someway
someone will do
something good
today
By Michael Joseph3 Recommendations1 Comment -
A somber song about fate and expectation. So...
L8bloomer Jul 18, 2008
Friday, July 18, 2008 |
A somber song about fate and expectation.
Song: Fortune Presents Gifts not According to the Book
Artist: Dead Can Dance
CD: Aion
Fortune presents gifts not according to the book
Fortune presents gifts not according to the book
When you expect whistles it's flutes
When you expect flutes it's whistles
What various paths are followed in distributing honours and possesions
She gives awards to some an...1 Recommendation2 Comments
Journal Entry for February 12, 2008
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 |
I am becoming all sentimental... bare with men....
I Will Not Die an Unlived Life, Dawna Markova
I will not die an unlived life
I will not live in fear
of falling or catching fire.
I choose to inhabit my days,
to allow my living to open me,
to make me less afraid,
more accessible,
to loosen my heart
until it becomes a wing,
a torch, a promise.
I cho...2 Recommendations7 Comments -
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