Breakups & Divorce Support Group

I got your messages yesterday and of course I don't hate you and I haven't forgot about you. I don't have any idea how you could think any of that. I don't have much to say right now except that I wish you happiness and that I hope that you can find some peace, I worry about you. I hope that you can respect the idea that at least for now I don't want to talk on the phone. I know what it does to me and I myself need a little peace too. Some days I have to admit things happen and it would be nice to tell you about them and to have a laugh but I really just need some quiet in my life. I hope you can respect that and find some peace and happiness in you life. I wish it didn't have to be like that but like I said for now at least I really need to time to myself. I really hope that things are ok with you and that you realize that I always have love for you despite the fact that I don't want a relationship. I will let you know if things change.

B

Thank you thank you thank you so much for writing. You don't know how much I needed it, and appreciate it. It means a lot to me. I'm sorry for the craziness - I hope you know my level of crazy is directly proportional to my love for you. I never wanted to take away your peace, or make you unhappy, but I think you know that. I truly hope we can both find some peace.
I hope someday we can laugh together again, I miss that a lot. I hope someday I can be the thing that brings you peace and happiness. Even if it doesn't seem that way lately, that's really all I ever wanted.
I will definitely respect your wishes about the phone. Hey, if you ever want to talk - you know where to find me. I hope it's ok with you, if at least for now, that I will keep on hoping that things will change, and someday we'll be together again. I still believe, you know... And I hope it's ok if I email you - not often, maybe just every now and then. I'll always love you Brendan, never let anybody tell you you aren't worth everything in the world. Whatever happens, you can know there is one small girl out in the world that is loving you with all her heart. I hope someday, it will be the right time and we will find our way back to each other (hopefully, in time for Wing Fest :) There's so much more I could say, but I think you already know.
Think of me a lot ok, and I will think of you.
I love you, I love you, I love you.

-A
Posted on 04/15/08, 10:04 pm