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It's now Saturday morning and I'm sitting ...
Wilo May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
It's now Saturday morning and I'm sitting here listening to Tim McGraw - The Cowboy in me. I love the song. It is a defining song of me. Today I am more positive. After talking with Kimmeee yesterday, I feel so much better. She gave me some good advice on how to communicate with my daughter. I will begin this afternoon by going and buying a card and starting my letter that I will send to ...
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well he is not comming home, I will go and file th...
julies3 May 17, 2008
Journal Entry for May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
well he is not comming home, I will go and file the paper work, as soon as I can get a day off of work, he has turned into his hateful self again, and told me, he would never come back to this house, and told me all I did for 19 yrs was put him though hell, that he doesnt want me, and nobody ever will. that is when the phone go hung up, I did say, that it sad that he needs to belittle me to...
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well we ve split up.its gonna b hard but gotta wet...
Dbbiepeggy May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
well we ve split up.its gonna b hard but gotta wether the storm.he wont commit to me.after 2 year think its make or break time.gotta build meself back up.i m sad. -
Well, today I picked up pigs Lottie had a scrable ...
momof3g1b May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Well, today I picked up pigs Lottie had a scrable pig and I picked that up with the help of a nice older boy who loaded it in my truck for me. Then we went and picked up the twins pigs, the guy there loaded them. So I only had to unload. That wasn't too bad.
Yesterday I fixed the pig pen, fixed the horse fence, mowed some had a baseball game and basically kept busy all the time.
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Well it's now Saturday. I've struggled sin...
sadforme May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
Well it's now Saturday. I've struggled since Wednesday night. I went to church and felt better. He called me late Thursday night. Telling me about his doubts about "her". Not as a person just the situation that they're in. Again doesn't want to give me any false hope but I told him that it DOES give me "false" hope. What is false hope anyway? If I have it and I...1 Recommendation -
OK, so this ain't much, but it's a start f...
anne7676 May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
OK, so this ain't much, but it's a start for planning something for a weekend. Check this out, I saw it in the newspaper today:
"Prayers in the Park with Your Pooch" - First Sundays monthly: 8:15am dog walk, 9:00am prayers. Bring prayers aand readings from the world's major religions to share. Community Park. Contact Connie.
I have a pooch -- now I need a goo...1 Recommendation -
Feeling a little better today, thanks in no small ...
jimb00 May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Feeling a little better today, thanks in no small part to the support i am getting from the group. I spent the night at my brothers, and this morning we spent 4 hours solid choping wood for his wood stove - sure is good to get that anger out!!
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Wood ticks everywhere, lots of tears all the time,...
nowheregirl May 17, 2008
Wood ticks, men, and tears... they all drive you crazy.
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
Wood ticks everywhere, lots of tears all the time, and men, not enough good ones around, and they all are driving me crazy.
1st, Wood ticks. YUK. I live in the woods, the little Lyme's disease ones are out in huge numbers. Last week I got bumps all over my head from them. I have had so many again, in my hair and on my head. They make you paranoid, and itchy.
Men, the one I love won't be hum...1 Recommendation -
This weekend has been tough and its early morning ...
DivCrzyMom May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
This weekend has been tough and its early morning Saturday. My life has always revolved around my family, and I feel so lost. I know I've got to get in touch with me again, but I'm just so angry. This is not my forever....1 Comment -
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kellyissad May 17, 2008
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.....
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SadinPenn May 17, 2008
Journal Entry for May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
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Another day. Been a long week but feel good ...
rescueme May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Another day. Been a long week but feel good about it for the most part. Mucked up evening last night though. Woke up from a dream about ex. In it she told me she could not wait for me to meet her new guy. I remember laughing in the dream but I was not laughing when I woke up. They (the dreams) don't happen as often as they used to but still ruin a day when ...3 Comments
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
It's now Saturday morning and I'm sitting here listening to Tim McGraw - The Cowboy in me. I love the song. It is a defining song of me. Today I am more positive. After talking with Kimmeee yesterday, I feel so much better. She gave me some good advice on how to communicate with my daughter. I will begin this afternoon by going and buying a card and starting my letter that I will send to ...1 Recommendation -
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Hello to all my D.S friends out there,
For those who cannot handle Medical talk, you may not want to read on.
I was away from the computer Tuesday and Wednesday, because I had a major Crohns Flaireup. I am feeling somewhat better today, but basically, I went in to see my rectal doctor in the clinic on Tuesday, because I was in alot of rectal pain, my Fistulas were getting infected, so I had t...1 Recommendation10 Comments
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http://www.larrygc.com/gra/fla/C0705111518-10191.JPG is a bigger version
Look at the NUMBER on the truck, I saw the number and thought it looked real familiar
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I was one mile before this, had to get out my camera and take these pics!
They were taken 5/11/07 on my way to Raleigh NC1 Recommendation8 Comments
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You've all saved my ass on many a night You ma...
joanespring Mar 02, 2008
Sunday, March 2, 2008 |
You've all saved my ass on many a night
You make me laugh when I want to cry
Louie, you always give me wise words
And now I have a poem by Solongbye!!
Joy always lets me vent when I'm mad
Dumped and Corey are good for a tickle
Your stories all help me process my feelings
Bert's, Kimmee's and of course Ashew's pickle!
Anne makes me feel a little less crazy
Diem, Cjam and Zen ma...2 Recommendations8 Comments -
~~~If Only I Were You~~~ I wrote this p...
CJ71 Apr 23, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
~~~If Only I Were You~~~
I wrote this poem over a year ago. I just found it, and I'm now thinking... I HAVE found the strength... and because of that, I now have all of you... my DS friends.
~~~If Only I Were You~~~
Day after day
The screamin is loud
Night after night
Forcing sex makes him proud
It's to the point that
My oldest stays at work
He don't wanna come home
To face h...2 Recommendations6 Comments -
Rainy Days Every time it rainsI always think ...
Kev2 Mar 23, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008 |
Rainy Days
Every time it rains
I always think of you
I wonder as the day goes by
I wonder what you do
Rainy days have come
And I hope they're here to stay
Rainy days consume my tears
And drive my pains away
Laying on my bed
Staring at my ceiling
Wondering how you're doing
And how you might be feeling
Rainy days have come
And with thunder do they bring
A way to drown my burning heart
And help my soul to s...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
Once again I am going to try my hand at doi...
stephinat... Mar 13, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008 |
Once again I am going to try my hand at doing something new to me.It is my new creed, to try to take a different path returning home than I did starting a journey.So here goes another shot at poetry by an amatuer romantic, taking an unfamiliar route.
It is late in the evening, almost the morn
I lay here wondering for what was I born
Through my life I have seen dreams of love's fufilment
Bu...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
A NEW START Life is good,As far as I know,God...
rcp78 May 12, 2008
Monday, May 12, 2008 |
A NEW START
Life is good,
As far as I know,
God had given me another go,
I wish my life would end,
To end all the pain,
I waited for answers,
That just never seem to come,
Friends are what we need,
To help us in our pain,
Without them I might have gone insane,
Keep the faith for it will help,
Guide you through things,
Until you can find time to be dealt,
To work through your pain,
And move on to better days,
And...4 Recommendations3 Comments -
Sometimes I get a thought in my headThis thought w...
rosecolor... May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
Sometimes I get a thought in my head
This thought won't leave
Am I crazy?
Perhaps the world is just insane!
Why can't I be normal? I see people who have such a happy life.
Nothing in my life makes me happy anymore. I just wanna hide in a dark corner and wait for my life to end. Why does everything have to be so shitty?
I wish I was never born!1 Recommendation -
dancing alarm shakes Urbanitefrom nightmares too f...
GandalfnGrey May 05, 2008
Monday, May 5, 2008 |
dancing alarm shakes Urbanite
from nightmares too familiar
naked and unable to
find his classroom
50 years old
what does it mean?
strutting rooster
welcomes Farmer to the dawn
dreams of markets and corn
$3 dollars a bushel?
50 years old
what does it mean?
must hustle to beat
the morning commute
mongrels and road hogs
running late late late
shower and shave
pop-tart on the run
eggs and sausage and
bisquits and gra...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
Anais Nin Love never dies a natural death. It d...
Cricket08 May 16, 2008
Has my love died a natural death?
Friday, May 16, 2008 |
Anais Nin
Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.1 Recommendation4 Comments -
My Friend My friend, you are the sun to meYou...
Kev2 Mar 25, 2008
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 |
My Friend
My friend, you are the sun to me
You're always shining through
Piercing through my darkened clouds
With everything you do
My friend, you are the beach to me
I'm walking in your hand
I know you're always at my feet
Helping me to stand
My friend, you are the stars to me
The way you dance within my soul
The way you reach me endlessly
You make me feel so whole
My friend, you are the sky to m...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
My life! I don't want to be meI don...
tatsel Mar 19, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 |
My life!
I don't want to be me
I don't even want to be
I have yelled
I have screamed
I beat in the walls
I cursed you for loving me
I cursed God for me being born
Why does my soul have to feel so torn?
It never gets better
no matter how hard I try
I just want it to end
I just want to DIE!
RLS1 Recommendation6 Comments -
"I Will Be There for You"When I lost fai...
dsmonkey Mar 14, 2008
Journal Entry for March 14, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008 |
"I Will Be There for You"
When I lost faith
You believed in me
When I stumbled
You were right there
For every act of love you've done
I owe you one
There were hard times
I know I survived
Just because you stayed by my side
With all I have, with all I ama
I promise you all my life
Whenever the road is too long
Whenever the wind is too strong
Wherever the journey may lead to
I will be there for you
I...1 Recommendation6 Comments -
this should be commented on and rated because it I...
79pounds Mar 07, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
this should be commented on and rated because it IS soooo apropo and beautifully written. i copied it into my Friday, March 7, 2008 journal for everyone to read. i CRIED when i read it. it gave me a sense of peace. i hope it does the same for you. kitty777 found it and posted it, but her journal is locked:
Weep not for me though I am gone
Into that gentle night.
G...4 Recommendations3 Comments
Sunday, March 2, 2008 |
You've all saved my ass on many a night
You make me laugh when I want to cry
Louie, you always give me wise words
And now I have a poem by Solongbye!!
Joy always lets me vent when I'm mad
Dumped and Corey are good for a tickle
Your stories all help me process my feelings
Bert's, Kimmee's and of course Ashew's pickle!
Anne makes me feel a little less crazy
Diem, Cjam and Zen ma...2 Recommendations8 Comments -
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