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Thursday July 24, 2008
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Per everyone's request i have posted pics of the new arrivals, lets say they were more then a hand full LMAO. As you can see on the Mom's face she is over joyed.
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Per everyone's request i have posted pics of t...
DAREDUDE Jul 24, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Per everyone's request i have posted pics of the new arrivals, lets say they were more then a hand full LMAO. As you can see on the Mom's face she is over joyed.
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My day ended up great.. I know that I was so stran...
Jaymom11 Jul 23, 2008
Journal Entry for July 23, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
My day ended up great.. I know that I was so strange this AM, but I guess that is who I am.. I had a great workout and really worked up a nice sweat.. I am loving my body and having a lot of confidence now and that makes me more likeable I think anyway.. I took the kids to school and then came home and packed clothing for all of them.. Mark called me and we talked for about 10 minutes while he wa... -
Well I did that stupid gall bladder test and they ...
Tumorofcl... Jul 23, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 |
Well I did that stupid gall bladder test and they say the worse nausea the worse off you gall bladder is. If thats the case I am doomed. I did the test at 9:40 am and it is now almost 4 pm and I am still nauseated. I hate the thought of having my gall bladder out but if I have to I have to. I guess I am going to go back to bed and try and get rid of the nausea. Hope ...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
For some reason I am very irritable today and I wa...
Jaymom11 Jul 23, 2008
Journal Entry for July 23, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
For some reason I am very irritable today and I was last night.. I think that if I still got my period, this would be the week. I just cannot stand people and stupid things right now. My tolerance is way way down..
I am having strange feelings about Mark again.. I think it has to do with me totally. I am so afraid of being hurt that I don't know if I can open up again. So, I have decided to j... -
My gravestone. I talk of pain.I talk of hurt...
bearlyhere Jul 23, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
My gravestone.
I talk of pain.
I talk of hurt.
I talk of being loss.
For this is me.
I just wanted to add.
That if anything happens.
Please remember me with love.
And know I am free.
I ask a favor,
To my family of love.
When the time comes,
I want a angel bear head stone
to watch over my grave..
For a bear is my best friend.
He will watch over me.
So there will be love.
And teddy will allow me to rest in peace.
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I met a nice lady todaywould you believeof all the...
bearlyhere Jul 22, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I met a nice lady today
would you believe
of all the place we go
we met at the pharmarys.
She spoke to me frist
for I never speak out.
She offer me hope
even though she never met me.
I mention some of my troubles.
And she reacted not like most.
Instead of saying "oh I'm sorry"
she offer to pray for me.
While standing in line,
she gave me her number.
She told me to call
if I ever needed a friend.
In...1 Comment -
I wrote this the other day when I was upset. Someo...
bearlyhere Jul 22, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I wrote this the other day when I was upset. Someone gave me a not nice lecture and it made me feel very bad. I know I should not react like this but it is very hard for me to take neg remarks. I just can't handle anymore put down.
MisUnderstood
Why should I live?
Why should I care?
Why do I hurt,
by the words from you.
No matter what I do,
it is not enought.
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dncn4lyfe77 Jul 22, 2008
Journal Entry for July 22, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
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dncn4lyfe77 Jul 22, 2008
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
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FORDF150 Jul 22, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
NOT GOOD NEWS, HUSBAND BOBBY HAS RENAL FAILURE IN ONLY KIDNEY HE HAS,ALSO BEEN TOLD CANCER IN LYMPH NODES IN STOMACH. I WILL BRING HIM HOME SOON AND TAKE CARE OF HIM , WILL SHOW HIM HE IS LOVED VERY MUCH. -
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Wilo Jul 22, 2008
A careful sign on life's interstate
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 |
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We live in a life so fragile. There is a smile at one intersection ... a tear drawn at another. Along the way I offer a hand to the one broken down and wave as they say good bye and offer thanks for the help. I drive past so many, some notice, many don't give me a second look. I guess I am the same sometimes. There are times when I...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
Well we went to see the RE yesterday..... I was on...
tishie1993 Jul 22, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Well we went to see the RE yesterday..... I was only on 1000 mg of Metformin so he felt that we needed to double my dose. He then recommended that we take 8 wks to see if the added Metformin would trigger my AF without the use of anything else. If that doesn't trigger my AF then we will add Femara/Letrozole to see if that works. I was taking Clomid but he said the Femara wo...
Thursday, July 24, 2008 |
Per everyone's request i have posted pics of the new arrivals, lets say they were more then a hand full LMAO. As you can see on the Mom's face she is over joyed.1 Recommendation1 Comment -
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Tonight I sit here with confused wonder in my mind, not knowing what to do. My mind is just uneasy because of fears but I know the reality is different. I am just nervous. I was supposed to be with my friend tonight. I went over but she was not home. No big deal. But at 8:00 it is unusual for her to not be there. I keep telling myself that she just went to the store or had to stay late at work. M...1 Recommendation
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I am so blessed because I am seeing a second chance of sorts. I think the most inspirational thing I can reflect on is this: don't wait, do it now when you have the opportunity. It may not come back.1 Recommendation3 Comments
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Greatest Gift of Love. My greatest gift...
bearlyhere Apr 13, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008 |
Greatest Gift of Love.
My greatest gift of love,
Came together as we became more.
Love of 4 children that came in my life.
This is what this mother believes is greatest gift of love.
Dale, Amanda, Crystal and Jess
Are the gift of life that came from us.
Four beautiful people all differnt in life.
They will always be my greatest gift of love.
Dale is my oldest and only son.
So strong and careing, ...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Coming to Ds, With so much stress. I asked G...
knightofd... May 01, 2008
Thursday, May 1, 2008 |
Coming to Ds, With so much stress. I asked God to bless, This life that is a mess. I am reaching out to strangers for support, But my list of problems are not short. Where do I start to share, Or do I even dare? Who will laugh and who will cry? Who will be honest and who will lie? I guess I will just be me, And jus...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
Am I guitly? I am guitly for wishing no more ...
bearlyhere Feb 29, 2008
Friday, February 29, 2008 |
Am I guitly?
I am guitly for wishing no more pain,
what have I done to feel this way,
I love and care everyone I can,
and try to hide what really goes on inside.
I dont want pity,
I don't need tears,
For all I need
Is for someone to love and hold me.
I know there are others
worst then me,
but its hard for me to see
when I am hurting this way.
So wish me luck
and pray for me,
that maybe some...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Living life in 90 daysThree months between the sea...
mrsalex1976 Jul 20, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008 |
Living life in 90 days
Three months between the seasons
Of hope, despair, and agony.
Between denial and reality.
Is that enough of a lifetime
To fall between?
A quarter year to live and dream
Before reality besieges me
And I am granted one of three:
a final cure
a final rest
Or just another 3 months.1 Recommendation -
Mummy Bear. This Mummy bearis getting s...
bearlyhere Mar 01, 2008
Journal Entry for March 1, 2008
Saturday, March 1, 2008 |
Mummy Bear.
This Mummy bear
is getting so tired.
Trying to live
and keep a smile.
Little bear is so sweet,
I know she hopes
for me to keep.
So Mummy bear
will keep trying.
For she knows,
that there are bears
that need my care.
Keep in you mind,
My little bear,
your are very special,
whether I am here or there.1 Recommendation1 Comment -
I wish... I wish I may,I wish I mighti ...
bearlyhere Mar 01, 2008
Saturday, March 1, 2008 |
I wish...
I wish I may,
I wish I might
i wish for things
that are not in sight.
I wish for joy
I wish for fun
I wish for happiness
but for me there is none.
I wish to live free of pain,
I wish to feel whole again,
I wish for Love and big Hugs
Maybe someday I will get them all.
I wish to give love,
I wish to open my heart,
I wish for someone
to hold me tight.
I wish some day,
that all this will come tru...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
It is almost eroticThe way that lips are slightly ...
DeathByDe... Jun 14, 2008
Kisses from Red Lips - poss trigger
Saturday, June 14, 2008 |
It is almost erotic
The way that lips are slightly parted,
Moist and scarlett red
Anticipation obvious
In the prospect of company.
Tingling rush
Flooding everywhere
Bringing a hot flush
To smooth cheeks.
Sensations running wild
From head to toe
And everywhere in between.
Breath catches
Deep inside next to the heart
Shuddering out harshly.
Rough cloth
Scrapes over hardening nipples
Skin taut with desire,
Getting ha...1 Recommendation -
One act can change your world. A act of kindn...
bearlyhere Apr 14, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008 |
One act can change your world.
A act of kindness brings happiness to you.
A act of Joy brings smiles to those.
A act of love can add more joy.
A act of Happiness bring kindness to all.
One litte act can change many others
You can see the a circle is made.
This is the circle of love and joy.
And shouldn't be broken in no ones world.
Unfortually for some, The circle get brokes,
someone throw a different ...1 Recommendation -
A day to remember. Today ...
bearlyhere Apr 13, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008 |
A day to remember.
Today is a day to remember.
I have been wondering if he ever would.
For 25 years of us together
Would he ever remember the day we became one?
25 Years to learn to know each other.
25 Years of both pain and happiness.
25 Years of joy with a family of 4.
25 Years to hold on to each other.
I didn't know if we would make it this far.
There have been many bumps on the way.
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Tonight I saw a light,not big or bright.just...
bearlyhere Mar 12, 2008
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 |
Tonight I saw a light,
not big or bright.
just a small light,
but it gave me a sight.
A sight I haven't seen,
at least not in awhile.
I sight that I do believe,
was sent just for me.
I believe the light,
is a sign of hope.
A Hope for peace,
and always joy.
Joy to me,
I can only say
Would be to see
my childrens love for me.
For love to me
from my children's heart
is the greatest gift,
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Please don’t’ go. ...
bearlyhere Mar 03, 2008
Journal Entry for March 3, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008 |
Please don’t’ go.
My sweet bear,
I love you so
Please don’t ever go.
You are the one,
I care for so much.
You keep me going,
When things are tough.
So keep in mind
That I need you here,
For in my tears
I can see you clear.1 Recommendation -
Little BearYou are tougher then mewhen I get like ...
bearlyhere Mar 03, 2008
Journal Entry for March 3, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008 |
Little Bear
You are tougher then me
when I get like this,
I can't really see,
Why would you love someone like me.
I know I hurt and I know the pain,
I just wish I knew why
God made me this way.
Part of me is sure I’ll be alright
but the part that don’t understand
Makes it hard to see the light.
I will go on until the day,
God takes me away
for I have young ones to care for,
include my...1 Recommendation
Sunday, April 13, 2008 |
Greatest Gift of Love.
My greatest gift of love,
Came together as we became more.
Love of 4 children that came in my life.
This is what this mother believes is greatest gift of love.
Dale, Amanda, Crystal and Jess
Are the gift of life that came from us.
Four beautiful people all differnt in life.
They will always be my greatest gift of love.
Dale is my oldest and only son.
So strong and careing, ...1 Recommendation4 Comments -
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