im freakin' out man!
ive been avoiding this all day but i cant do this any longer. I MISS MY MOM!!!! i wish i could die and she come back! …
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please make it STOP!!!
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does this shit ever stop?! i was feeling so good, had a fun, productive day. i came home and ate, was still happy. my ex came and got gabe and i watched tv, was still fine. then, all it took, was my mom telling me that my bill got turned over to collection. i just lost it! i feel so fucking stupid and USELESS. i cannot run my life on my own. i can't do ANYTHING. i am SO STUPID! i cant even run my own life, HOW am i supposed to raise a healthy, stable child?! PLEASE please PLEASE just make it STOP!
btw, pls read my new journal Posted on 07/25/08, 08:07 pm |
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Relax, take a deep breath, hold for the count of for, release, hold for the count of 4, repeat a few times. This is called square breathing. Now, it is not the end of the world, yet!!! Contact the collection company and make arrangements for a payment schedule you can afford. They will work with you.
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give it to god is all i know. i feel the same way. dont have anything helpful to say, but i am with you in the same boat
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it's not just the fucking bills. but that does stress me out A LOT. i mean, i will pay it, somehow. but that's not the point. it's EVERYTING. life sucks and i hate myself and i just really dont want to do this shit any more
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I don't have any tips or tricks. You just have to dig your toes into the sand and keep holding on. (hugs)
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baby, I posted on your journal. Please hang on. {{{{hugging baby}}}}
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Wow. Well if it makes you feel better, I could show you all of MY bills that have been turned over to collection.... Its not so bad. Don't let it get you down. Maybe Monday you could contact them and work out some kind of payment plan. Hugs!
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thanks
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NO matter what, don't hate yourself...its not your fault...and just remembr tehre is supposed to be a soltuion to evrything...good management of oneself goes a long way. (I should take my own advice on this one)
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and now, my friend richard, who i really want to see, said he MIGHT come over. but now hes not answering. hes been avioding me and i just suck
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