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Feel very strange today. I want to do lots of illegal drugs, and I want to drive. Just drive forever never stop or look …
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i used to work for my dad. he's a retired neurologist. and in his office he had a drug closet where he kept samples. i would always take it upon myself to try all the drugs. i was of course thinking of the patients when i did this. i just wanted to make sure all the drugs were o.k. :p i went overboard a couple times and he would have to have my mom come pick me up because i was having trouble walking. i insisted i was o.k. to drive. i couldn't walk but i could drive dammit! after that he put a lock on the closet and needless to say i didn't get a key. i just really like to take meds. anything. i like to escape. i like to feel medicated. i've never done any illegal drugs but my friend suggested i should start smoking pot. anyone tried that?
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pot made me more paranoid and I am already too paranoid. sounds like you self-medicate - i am same way if its not a pill (used to be mass amounts of ephedrine), its alcohol or food or sex or some other addiction. maybe your current psych meds (if you are on them - I didn't look) aren't doing the trick if you feel the need to self-medicate. I would talk to therapist and pdoc about this asap - you may one day take the wrong thing or too much of something and seriously harm yourself - sounds like a dangerous pastime to me - note a safe thing to be doing at all
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I thing that is a really BAD idea.
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Kimmie that kind of makes you a drug addict! I'm an addict and I did similar things when I could. I didn't have a key to the medicine closet though.
So I sold drugs, for years and years. Some woman/men like to take just prescription meds. I was a living garbage can, willing to take anything.
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Back in my youth.. Many Many years ago..lol
Made me paranoid, very hungry ( munchies ) then tired, Had to sleep. Didn't do much for me but give me the giggles..
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I often think to myself how lucky I am to still be around after all the stupid stuff I've done. Feel free to borrow that train of thought!
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ditto tommy.
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