What is Anxiety
Anxiety refers to a complex combination of negative emotions that includes fear, apprehension and worry, and is often accompanied by physical sensations such as...
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Journal Entry for September 29, 2007
Please Read!This is Jade's Mum here i don't really know where to start this letter as it may come as a shock to her friends on here i will also be sending this to her friends who she speaks t...
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This lung disease is killing me.In florida now its...
Cincity May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
This lung disease is killing me.In florida now its 90 and there are fires and smoke fills the air. Is anyone out there who is dealing with this? I bet I don't see this side if 60.Someboby please help me!
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MAN! I had like a half dozen of the sa...
noctimaniac May 17, 2008
Tired of Being Called A "Racist" When I'm Not!
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
MAN! I had like a half dozen of the same "out of reality" people defending the illegals and calling me "racist" when I'm not. This is what I said back to them!
Racist, Racist, Racist! (You all seem to come out of the same F**ked up mold!!
That's all I hear, when I say these things! None of the things I say are "racist" at ALL! Why d...1 Recommendation -
Evil RuthI don't know if that was always in me...
FutureMommy May 17, 2008
Journal Entry for May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
Evil Ruth
I don't know if that was always in me..... I never thought of myself as evil.
I know I've always hated bullies and am forever haunted by my past.
I've always been weak and scared.
But that Evil Ruth was happy to be evil, she wasn't scared, infact she was a fighter and she was the devil.
So who am I?
Am I Weak Ruth and Evil Ruth all in the same.
Should I be Evil Ruth???????
So I ...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
well-i had my heart MRI thursday. it was awful-i...
shockme May 17, 2008
more tales of my fucked up heart.......
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
well-i had my heart MRI thursday. it was awful-i'm kinda claustrophobic! and then you have to have your arms above your head-which is kinda hard normally. but i have bursitis in my left shoulder. about 3/4 into it i told them i couldn't take the pain in my shoulder anymore. so they pulled me out and let me move my shoulders and one of the ladies rubbed my shoulder! it was so nice and felt...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
still smoking. today i start wellbutrin, to ...
wendy6 May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
still smoking. today i start wellbutrin, to help me stop. next week i get hypnotisted.
i'm trying everything i can think of, but cold turkey. if all else fails i will go cold turkey.1 Recommendation -
I am so sad without evergyI have to unpackI am so ...
kellie58 May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
I am so sad without evergy
I have to unpack
I am so tired of it.
Being harrassed atty who is finally gone
continueouss harassment from trustee fired so I can transferr inheritance
harrassed through terrible emails from family members and verbally hurt
Friends don't offer to help by calling and saying hi
Parents died and cannot deal with it
No family since mom died- not much support at all
Work -harra...1 Recommendation -
So far this has been a really good day ... I am on...
Dewymoon May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
So far this has been a really good day ... I am on day three of the lexapro and have not haad to take a ativan as of yet. I have to go to the grocery store in a while ..... (yes I am postponing as much as possible) But I am going to try to take the good feeling with me. One thing I have noticed with this med is I am thirsty all the time not hungry just thirsty. I better take along a bottle ...1 Recommendation -
Saturday, May 17, 2008 -- 10:15 AM I ha...
JimK May 17, 2008
Journal Entry for May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 -- 10:15 AM
I had a good day yesterday. I received a much-unexpected phone call from one of the people (Michelle) who used to be in the Anxiety Group with me. When that group ended, we agreed to maintain our friendship that had developed throughout several months. Since then, we have exchanged some phone calls and letters.
During the last couple of months, I have been unabl...1 Comment -
Well thank God for the Lyrica I have noticed a BiG...
freakyfest May 17, 2008
Journal Entry for May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Well thank God for the Lyrica I have noticed a BiG difference. I have been able to work in my Gardens. The weather around here has been absolutley beautiful. I was a little bummed out because I let my herb garden get so full of weeds that I thought nothing was left. However after weeding 95% of it I found that I still had three herbs growing and my hen and chikens or chicken and hens plant is spr... -
Untitledi am like a grave hidden beneath the groun...
CYNDI May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
Untitledi am like a grave
hidden beneath the ground
i am like a raven
whose virtue has been found
i am like a song
unsung yet still in tune
i am like a star
in flight above the moon
tell me all your secrets
the world has yet to hold
and i will share the glory
and love so bright and bold.
Cynthia Dawn Foster
Copyright ©2008 Cynthia Dawn Foster
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Got up at 10am Tracky on ready for Ernie my T...
vod May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
Got up at 10am
Tracky on ready for Ernie my Tai Chi come Shiatsu Practitioner.... was able to go with it better today.... the cat kept helping too walking on my back!!!!
Went in to town and don't faint I GOT MY LEGS WAXED!!!! 12 WEEKS OF GROWTH VERY SEXY! I didn't want to go and didn't feel at all comfortable in town however I coped with the treatment and engaged with the lady doi...1 Recommendation1 Comment -
Yes indeed, the sun is shining brightly - has been...
Brenda9 May 17, 2008
Is that.. is.. is that... SUMMER???
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Yes indeed, the sun is shining brightly - has been for a couple of days, and it got up to 39C yesterday. It's supposed to be even hotter today. We had to open the French doors off the bedroom at 5:00am, because we were cooking in here!
My hubby took me out for dinner last night to a little restaurant here in town called Joey's Only. It's a seafood place, but they also...1 Comment
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
This lung disease is killing me.In florida now its 90 and there are fires and smoke fills the air. Is anyone out there who is dealing with this? I bet I don't see this side if 60.Someboby please help me!1 Recommendation1 Comment -
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I saw my "therapist" on Friday. The one I "get" to see every 6 wks and we discussed my going into the State Hospital and I refused, but today I have decided that I need to go. It's after 5Pm so it's too late to really get things into place, like getting the cats into the vet's for boarding along with the dog and getting clothes washed plus finding out if there'...2 Recommendations9 Comments
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Ok so yesterday me and the sweetie FIRST, went swimming for an hour and a half. Then we headed out to the boke shop to see if we could find the Trike that I wanted for my brithday. I was so excited I cannot even tell you. We found what I wanted in a store called Bike America. The guys in there were so wonderful and helpful! We ended up buying my Trike AND a bike for Trink! It's AWESOME!!...1 Recommendation
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Opening presents and blowing out the candle on you...
AngelChri... Mar 19, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on your cake
These are all things in which you should partake
On this very special day - your first birthday
We can’t celebrate in the traditional way
Instead, a cake I made of artificial flowers - blue and white,
Will be left for you at your grave site
Balloons will be sent to you up above
With notes from your loved ones expressing their love
A special m...6 Recommendations28 Comments -
Christian's first birthday will be here very s...
AngelChri... Mar 14, 2008
Journal Entry for March 14, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008 |
Christian's first birthday will be here very soon and I am having a hard time with this. I have been trying to come up with ideas to make it a special day, but it's just not the same without him here. I am so upset that I won't get to see him blow out his birthday candle or open birthday presents. I recently received a very nice letter from the Univ. or Maryland School ...1 Recommendation11 Comments -
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou You may ...
frndsrgldn Apr 23, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou
You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.
Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.
Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.
Did...4 Recommendations7 Comments -
i need the love of me to believe in only meso i ca...
lovewins Mar 03, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008 |
i need the love of me
to believe in only me
so i can love thee
in a more readily fashion
my life loses passion
when i sulk about the past
people will be bad
but i can choose the silent golden path
to be happy to laugh
yes i do feel sick and stressed
it is hard to caress the sun
but i am a new one
who sees love as the kingdom
i feel like we forsake ourselves
for others to tell
us how to live well
sacrificin our ...5 Recommendations6 Comments -
There is a depth of darkness that is deep, moist, ...
Shazzi May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
There is a depth of darkness that is deep, moist, and close. It is where I go when I am upset. I don’t choose to go there, I am taken there without any recourse. I can’t escape, I can’t let go, and I can’t run away. It is my mind. I am bi-polar. That’s manic-depressive to those who don’t know the “new” term for an old illness. From what I understand...1 Recommendation -
cryin to see christ deliver me from helloh i see t...
lovewins Mar 26, 2008
crying with bloody tears but hopeful
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 |
cryin to see christ deliver me from hell
oh i see the pain dwell
like the envy from an inmate in jail
i yearn to be away from the painful hail
that loneliness makes a bruise on me
i will seek forgiveness within
and make amends with my sins1 Recommendation9 Comments -
It was you who made me feel at ease. I co...
Shazzi May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
It was you who made me feel at ease.
I could be myself and you would empathize.
In times of bear, in times of droll,
You were there for my mirth and my cries
You made me believe in my desires,
And taught me how to feel valued.
When I was with you my assurance transpired,
I never had a friend that was so true.
So where did we go wrong,
Could it be we were friends far too long?
Can’t understand how it ...1 Recommendation -
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Shazzi May 17, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
Don’t cry for me, help is on the way.” As she opens her eyes before she slips away.
The road now running red with blood,
She lies there in the shattered glass and mud.
“Don’t cry for me, for I cannot hear.”
For the ...1 Recommendation -
Listening to nature's gentle sounds,She slowly...
pmoore88 Mar 14, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008 |
Listening to nature's gentle sounds,
She slowly closes her eyes,
Wanting to be a bird,
and have the wings to fly.
Her soul begins to sing,
As she wonders what could be,
Escaping into a private world,
Where her dreams live and breath.
Ripples of the moonlight,
Gently kiss her eyes,
As she sits in the darkness,
And looks to the sky.
Sick of living in a world,
Where freedom is but a dream,
The brokenness bein...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
i saw me like a dead mani pray every day to deal w...
lovewins May 02, 2008
Friday, May 2, 2008 |
i saw me like a dead man
i pray every day
to deal with the damn past
my dad i wish i had u
why did u choose
to kill my soul
i wanted u to grow old
to learn with and see how to talk to chicks
cuz my life is a melody of uncertainties
mxed with insecurities
mixed with ppl who brainwashed me
tellin me every shit i have is cuz of anxiety
but really it was not me
it was society
now it is up to me
i see the bs the ...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
Rainy Days Every time it rainsI always think ...
Kev2 Mar 23, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008 |
Rainy Days
Every time it rains
I always think of you
I wonder as the day goes by
I wonder what you do
Rainy days have come
And I hope they're here to stay
Rainy days consume my tears
And drive my pains away
Laying on my bed
Staring at my ceiling
Wondering how you're doing
And how you might be feeling
Rainy days have come
And with thunder do they bring
A way to drown my burning heart
And help my soul to s...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. Y...
knowname Mar 05, 2008
DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE....OR LET ANYONE ELSE!!!!
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 |
I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
so I had a sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
that I didn't drink and drive,
though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right.
The party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece.
I neve...1 Recommendation7 Comments
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on your cake
These are all things in which you should partake
On this very special day - your first birthday
We can’t celebrate in the traditional way
Instead, a cake I made of artificial flowers - blue and white,
Will be left for you at your grave site
Balloons will be sent to you up above
With notes from your loved ones expressing their love
A special m...6 Recommendations28 Comments -
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