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Friday July 25, 2008
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Sad or Angry? I dont even know!!
Pissed or Hurt-not sure which one describes me better tonite.. In previous entries I have requested prayers for my daughters friends mom that lost her child at 7 mos old, she and I have become f...
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I am so proud of myself!! I went to the RE t...
babydream Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I am so proud of myself!! I went to the RE today to learn how to give myself injections. I got totally psyched out and thought there is NO way I could do this. I just gave myself my first shot of Follisitm and it was a piece of cake. I really pinched my thigh hard and didnt even feel the needle. I was shaking!! My mom and Hubby were there to coach me and now I ...
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untitled so farAs I lie here and cry, watching day...
babygabes... Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
untitled so far
As I lie here and cry, watching days pass me by
I look at myself in fear wondering what I'm doing here.
Hating all that I am, knowing I am damned.
As I lie here and think, reaching for another drink
I look at myself in disguest wondering who I can trust.
Wishing only to be gone, hoping this life doens't last long.
As I lie here knowing I can't quit, looking for another hit
I l...1 Recommendation
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Yes, I'm pretty crushed. I should have known s...
StarrySum... Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Yes, I'm pretty crushed. I should have known seen that coming. Oh well, another stumble in this desert of life. I just wonder which lesson was I supposed to learn if any from this. The chain of devastation had left me without energy to do anything but basic necessities, feed, bathe, clean..Interestingly, the money is the least of my concerns. My hurt pride, self-esteem, even self-image - is w... -
I wish this awful feeling would just go away!!...
Gracexx23 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
I wish this awful feeling would just go away!! I have 2 beautiful little girls that I love and adore so much and a good husband so why can't I just be happy? I feel so lost and lonely because find it hard to be around people at the moment. If I go to the shops I feel as though everyone is looking at me and judging me for some reason. I just want to curl up in... -
I talked to my daughter last night. She is very un...
granna205 Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
I talked to my daughter last night. She is very unhappy with BF… she says he is not emotionally supportive and blames her for everything… she feels like his slave … I told her that he blames her for everything because he don’t know how to take responsibility for his on actions… and he isn’t emotionally supportive because he wasn’t taught how to be&hel... -
As if the anxiety wasn't through the roof alre...
NVDoula Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
As if the anxiety wasn't through the roof already from Phoenix very suddenly becoming so sick and being hospitalized, we got Arianna's autopsy report today which has sent me into an emotional tailspin again. The pediatrician was going to look over it and translate it for us, so Ken brought it up to the hospital.
A friend of mine last night asked me if I thought Ari could have ...5 Comments -
well today we have been working on the car that wo...
LIZZY100 Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
well today we have been working on the car that wont start. we are not sure what its problem is.i have been working on cutting up a tree that we cut down last week. now i have to make room for the other three that need to come down in the yard.i have been working pretty good out there.now its very sunny where i am working so i stopped for now.sunday i wont be around here because we are going to t...2 Comments -
The plot thinkens. DS is now blocked at work but a...
lokkingfo... Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
The plot thinkens. DS is now blocked at work but a friend gave me a backdoor to use to get in. Not sure how long it will remain but just pleased I could update everyone.
I went to the police station and found out that my previous case that I reported was closed. I spent an hour an a half there only to find out that I can not open up a case if I don't know who is targeting my children. I left fee...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
Trying hard to shake my anxiety and depression....
KelleyS Jul 25, 2008
Journal Entry for July 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Trying hard to shake my anxiety and depression. I am going AWAY for the n ight with my new friends. We are going to Newport, RI for one night. For dinner and drinks and girl time. One of the women has an older convertible that her hubby is letting us drive! We are going to resemble Thelma & Louis x 4! LOL! Hoping I do ok, and not freak out while I am ...1 Comment -
tomorrow could be anything you wanted..... ...
jules65 Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
tomorrow could be anything you wanted.....
what would you want for yourself?
If you had to pick one period in your life that represents your best you or most gives you that feeling of full and total happiness and completeness when would it be? Perhaps you havent gotten there yet. Maybe it is a place in your mind that you have yet to create for yourself.
For me it was the summer I was ten...1 Recommendation -
only 12 days left!
alone101 Jul 25, 2008
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Below is a message exchange between myself and ...
makeitright Jul 25, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Below is a message exchange between myself and "debbirdo" JUST THE FACTS. Debbirdo:
MsTranquility is my mother. She is far too kind hearted to say anything of this nature to you, but I assure you... I am not. Joe knew that about me. The trash that you have been talking simply astounds me. Joe and I were buds... I did not know him SUPER well but we talked on sever...3 Comments
Friday, July 25, 2008 |
I am so proud of myself!! I went to the RE today to learn how to give myself injections. I got totally psyched out and thought there is NO way I could do this. I just gave myself my first shot of Follisitm and it was a piece of cake. I really pinched my thigh hard and didnt even feel the needle. I was shaking!! My mom and Hubby were there to coach me and now I ...1 Recommendation -
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This will be a long one but I need to vent and cry about this week. Okay, so I had my first Humira shot on the 27th of May-about 3-4 days later I had this horrible, sharp pain under my right breast. It was getting worse daily, especially when I took a deep breath, I never felt anything like it before. So on Wednesday the 4th I went to my PCP-he said he thought it could be my liver and I need...1 Recommendation9 Comments
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Today has been going pretty well, tho I wish the rain would slow down! I advertised the goats on the internet a few days ago and one of them left today-which I may add was the one that doesnt like me at all.
Hubby and I went out for a little while and I got a manicure and my eyebrows waxed which made me feel like I can be presentable again..tho this is the 1st time I have done the wax job-not near...1 Recommendation4 Comments
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Think Before You Speak Dear Friend, today you brok...
arihanna Jul 11, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008 |
Think Before You Speak Dear Friend, today you broke my heart,
In a place that was unbroken.
You did it with your thoughtless words
That should not have been spoken.
You know that I am grieving,
That my pain is deep and real.
Your hurtful words pierced like a knife.
How do you think I feel?
You may not suffer from my loss
Or share this lonely grief,
But I'm mourning my baby,
Who's life was much...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
All heaven was in mourning,The day that young...
CarysDaniel Jul 09, 2008
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 |
All heaven was in mourning,
The day that young man died.
When His eyes were closed in death,
Ten thousand angels cried. The angels shed their many tears, Because He was God's Son. But there is a special sadness, When God takes the very young.
At times like that, I question God , Why let a child die? I cannot understand it,
And I need to ask Him why. I, too, have ...2 Recommendations7 Comments -
So I just made this video - it has pictures ...
alone101 Jul 05, 2008
Me singing Breathe No More by Evanescence
Saturday, July 5, 2008
So I just made this video - it has pictures of my friends and family (and me!) and the song in the background is Breathe No More by Evanescence but its me singing :P
Check out the link PLEASE and if any of you have youtube accounts could you PLEEEEASE comment?
xoxo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdB1stfurgY2 Recommendations6 Comments -
ONLY THE BEST •~~A Heart of Gold stopped beat...
arihanna Jun 25, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 |
ONLY THE BEST •~~
A Heart of Gold stopped beating,
Two shining eyes at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove
He only takes The Best.
God knows you had to leave us,
But you did not go alone ~
For part of us went with you,
The day He took you Home.
To some you are forgotten,
To others just the past.
But to us who loved and lost you,
Your memory will always last.
~ Anonymous ~1 Recommendation7 Comments -
This weekend....I don't want to over eat becau...
juddubya Jun 28, 2008
Saturday, June 28, 2008 |
This weekend....
I don't want to over eat because I'm out having fun and I lose track of what I am doing and what I accomplished during the week.
This weekend...
I want to stick to my routine, be positive and keep my motivation.
This weekend.....
I will make healthy food choices,
I will be active, and will do my exercises.
This weekend......
I will smile at my acomplishments, rejoice in...2 Recommendations5 Comments -
http://youtube.com/watch?v=H71Fv3PcQQY
Shocky May 07, 2008
Wednesday, May 7, 2008 |
http://youtube.com/watch?v=H71Fv3PcQQY1 Recommendation5 Comments -
I feel chained down,You shove me to the ground,I c...
alone101 Jul 10, 2008
Thursday, July 10, 2008 |
I feel chained down,
You shove me to the ground,
I can't run, I can't shout -
Just let me out.
If I burn down in this fire,
I've only got myself to blame,
I can't stop, or give it up -
I need to feel the pain.
Can you hear me?
Don't come near me!
You'll just get in my way!
I'm only human,
and there's nothing you can say!
Say you know who I am
And what I'm about..
Then you&#...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
Just For TodayJust for today, little one, I'm ...
MawBear May 05, 2008
Monday, May 5, 2008 |
Just For TodayJust for today, little one,
I'm going to forget that you're autistic
And remember that you're a child.
For this brief shining time,
I will only see the beauty of you and your world.
I will marvel at the spun gold of your hair in the sunlight.
How can anything be so impossibly brilliant?
I will see the blue-green of your infinite eyes
And not worry if they focus on me.
I wi...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
JUST LIKE A PILL *By my Girl - P!nk*...
jmb32 Mar 13, 2008
Journal Entry for March 13, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008 |
JUST LIKE A PILL
*By my Girl - P!nk*
I'm lyin here on the floor, where you left me. I think I took too much.
I'm crying here, what have you done, I thought it would be fun.
I cant stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch..
I cant stay on your morphine, cuz it's making me itch.
I try to call the nurse again, but she's bein a little bitch.
I think I&...1 Recommendation3 Comments -
Just BeWeeping willows hear my criess...
babygabes... Jul 13, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008 |
Just Be
Weeping willows hear my cries
slipping, sighing, tears go by.
Always wishing to be more
not knowing what you're fighting for.
This isn't me, it's never me
this isn't who I want to be.
You're always dreaming, hoping to find
the part of you you hide behind.
All those days you spent in fear
not seeing those who kept you near.
This isn't me, it's never me
this isn...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Fly, fly little wing Fly beyond imagining The soft...
WillowsMum Jul 05, 2008
POEM I STOLE FROM STILLBIRTH FORUM
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again
Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this ...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
What makes a MotherI thought of you and closed my ...
arihanna Jun 04, 2008
Wednesday, June 4, 2008 |
What makes a Mother
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother
And I know I heard him say.
A Mother has a baby
This we know is true.'
But God, can you be a Mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can, He replied
With confidence in His voice
I give many women babies
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for a day.
A...1 Recommendation2 Comments
Friday, July 11, 2008 |
Think Before You Speak Dear Friend, today you broke my heart,
In a place that was unbroken.
You did it with your thoughtless words
That should not have been spoken.
You know that I am grieving,
That my pain is deep and real.
Your hurtful words pierced like a knife.
How do you think I feel?
You may not suffer from my loss
Or share this lonely grief,
But I'm mourning my baby,
Who's life was much...1 Recommendation8 Comments -
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