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Monday September 8, 2008
STORY WALL
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My teacher gave my class an assignment, It was to write a paper over the memory we could remember the best about our childhood...This is what I wrote but didn't have the guts to turn in. Af...
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not enjoying life much these days. lots of struggles
judep Sep 07, 2008
Journal Entry for September 7, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
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I have two legs, two hands, two eyes. I can ride a...
Searching... Sep 07, 2008
Journal Entry for September 7, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
I have two legs, two hands, two eyes. I can ride a bike, run, walk. I'm able to see, to hear, to smell, to touch, and to taste.
I have enough food to eat. I have a roof over my head. I'm not in debt.
I don't have any sexually transmitted diseases, and at this point, I'm not at risk for getting any. I don't have any other diseases that cause undue hardship.
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So... um... the past few weeks have been mad crazy...
BrokenAng... Sep 07, 2008
Journal Entry for September 7, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008 |
So... um... the past few weeks have been mad crazy. I got into a lot wit my now ex-gf, since im now straight, im only into guys now. Since ive been @ Dade, its okay but i seriously HATE TAKING THE FUCKING BUS!!!!!!!! My friends dont talk to me anymore and i can care less, thats there fucking problem.. its w.e. now i never had many friends when i was a kid anyways. My mom is still giving me a fuck...
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It's so great to be Insane, no one asks you to...
Jagiello52 Sep 07, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008 |
It's so great to be Insane, no one asks you to explain,
You're a little touched you know Jag baby.1 Recommendation -
i only have a few minutes to write, cause im about...
IDKwhatIwant Sep 07, 2008
Journal Entry for September 7, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
i only have a few minutes to write, cause im about to leave. i was cleaning out the bottom of my boots while waiting to leave, and found some slags of metal from welding. while making cuts the drops of metal must of landed on the ground and then when i stepped on them they formed into little pebbles and got stuck on the bottom of my boots. im gonna keep them. i was dropping them on the glass part... -
Listen, O Lord, to my plea for justice;pay attenti...
lytad Sep 07, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Listen, O Lord, to my plea for justice;
pay attention to my cry for help!
Listen to my honest prayer.
You will judge in my favor,
because you know what is right.
I pray to you, O God, because you answer me;
so turn to me and listen to my words.
Reveal your wonderful love and save me;
at your side I am safe from my enemies.
Protect me as you would your very eyes;
hide me in the shadow of your wings
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im sick
grkgirl Sep 07, 2008
Journal Entry for September 7, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
im sick -
I'm no further forward yet, although I've ...
tattyhead184 Sep 07, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
I'm no further forward yet, although I've got an application form to fill in. Someone must think I'm worth taking look at, at least.
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I feel like jsut stuffing it all ... as in giving ...
Spirit13 Sep 07, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
I feel like jsut stuffing it all ... as in giving it all up. I don't know what there is.. I guess uni and relationships and all because I want to push it all away the way I'm feeling.
I think my mood has suddenly dropped with the intense reminder of my dad's poor examples (it's father day yay), how I not too long ago found a porn mag in his study, How I not too long ago found out m...1 Comment -
Feeling better today. I got up with puffy ey...
Loved1 Sep 06, 2008
Journal Entry for September 6, 2008
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Feeling better today. I got up with puffy eyes and took my homemade cookies to women's AA, and I got to lead - open with sharing on what happened, what it was like and what it's like. It was good for me to get some support. I am dealing with a little anger towards the ex. He is being relentless with calling since last night - he left a message saying he hasn't ...1 Comment -
I just wrote my ex a personal letter about the rin...
TrevorJames Sep 06, 2008
Saturday, September 6, 2008 |
I just wrote my ex a personal letter about the ring and sent it out. It will get picked up Monday and she will hopefull get it later in the week and send it out, finally. Unless, her boyfriend that she didn't want me to know about gets it and throws it out. His name comes up on the same address and phone number and she told me that she lives alone. The only difference is that his ad...1 Recommendation -
Tomorrow we are moving out. I packed all day...
Misses Sep 06, 2008
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Tomorrow we are moving out. I packed all day today.1 Comment
Journal Entry for September 7, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
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This morning started off pretty good but it went down hill at lunch. Started the morning with a kelloggs 90 calorie bar. No morning snack. Lunch at 12 noon was horrible!! We always have family lunch on Thursdays and I always eat grilled chicken or something lowfat BUT NOT TODAY !! Its these darns cravings. The first two weeks were so good but this week is killing me !! Plus Im on my period!! I HA...1 Recommendation6 Comments
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A loving wife, two loving children, and a pet that I can Love and adore. Now that I accept the fact I am not this ogar, and even if I was, I have love to spare... [Shrek]. Maybe I have totally wacked out and gone manic but what the heck, I need this for the moment. (why is it I spend so much money when I am depressed and need comfort food?) I'm worried I've go...1 Recommendation3 Comments
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in a world full of money and deceitwhere i feel lo...
lovewins Sep 06, 2008
Saturday, September 6, 2008 |
in a world full of money and deceit
where i feel lonely
i know i have my g-o-d
please do not offer me
advice on how to be
what to pray or meditate
my soul has been my inspiration up til today
i do not want to be like anyone else
i have me as the sense of self
confident handsome
i live to see the fun
god bless all
who can make it
even when they fall2 Recommendations6 Comments -
i see dreams but i rather be present with mei pay ...
lovewins Aug 21, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008 |
i see dreams but i rather be present with me
i pay more attention
to you than to me
but i get bored with apprehension
than i turn to read
maybe my ipod will help me breathe
yes god loves me
i am you in many ways
let me stop trying to gaze
at the place where i see people go insane
cuz i too go a bit insane
livin in a world of pain
still i see lover's reign
park full of kids today
makin love still makes the...3 Recommendations7 Comments -
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. Y...
knowname Mar 05, 2008
DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE....OR LET ANYONE ELSE!!!!
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 |
I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
so I had a sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
that I didn't drink and drive,
though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right.
The party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece.
I neve...1 Recommendation7 Comments -
my life is a cyclebipolar i ride the bicyclei feel...
lovewins Aug 30, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
my life is a cycle
bipolar i ride the bicycle
i feel so anxiuos on the trains streets buses
hearin ppl and seein this fast life full of fusses
i feel like it is my head
that needs to be at one with my soul
feelin lonely i get cold
yet i find a soul
to help me to console
i need not worry
i will not be in a hurry
love will be me
then i will seek
to help all who bleed
i need god not money
to make me happy
i need t...3 Recommendations4 Comments -
she is a pretty sight to beholdso sexy yet boldher...
lovewins Aug 19, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 |
she is a pretty sight to behold
so sexy yet bold
her high heel strut
the way she moves
got me thinking lust
she is a mom
and i feel her love
she is a beauty within to seek
i love the way she speaks
tender softness i grow weak
let love make her serene
through the misery1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Hold my hand make a wish cuddle with me...
Clairexo Apr 02, 2008
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 |
Hold my hand
make a wish
cuddle with me in the nights bliss
hold me tight never let go
lets run through the rain
and jump in the snow
for as the seasons change im sure our love will grow
and just know i'll love u forever and i promise ill never let go1 Recommendation4 Comments -
Violin When the violin singsIt sings a song ...
Badnewstoday Mar 19, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 |
Violin
When the violin sings
It sings a song of sorrow
It also sings a song of joy.
It never is used in battle
It only sings of life.
I need my violin
To sing all the songs of life
And to never more sing of death
I finally want to live
So my tune changes to one of joy
“crying is for the night but joy is for the morning.”
-Thomas-1 Recommendation3 Comments -
how are u when you fall from gracepain is fear wit...
lovewins Aug 27, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 |
how are u when you fall from grace
pain is fear with no faith
i lose myself in doubts
i am now seein negativity can hold reign
still i face my face
the mirror says i am ok
even when we cry
we can talk faith
god is good
i will be ok
u will be ok1 Recommendation2 Comments -
I can hear it scratching at my doorIts getting lou...
dragpire Jul 26, 2008
Journal Entry for July 26, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008 |
I can hear it scratching at my door
Its getting louder every day
I dont know how to make it leave
Why is it bothering me?
Its turned to pounding
Make it stop!
Its drowning out my thoughts
Help me, Im scared
I dont know what to do
It hurts my ears, it hurts
I dont want it here, but how do I make it go away?
Its inside now,creeping closer
I cant see it but I know its there
Will it hurt me?
Dont let it get me!
I h...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Fake attraction!There was a time I longed for the ...
stylishez May 05, 2008
Monday, May 5, 2008 |
Fake attraction!
There was a time I longed for the day
That your eyes didn’t feel the need to stray
And that I truly fulfilled those few
Heather, Alenda, Lisa, Sue?
But now daily I re-live this pain
My constant forgiveness had no gain
You seemed to forget a had a heart
You caused to break, why did you start?
I cant remember the first tear or cry
Or when us became this dirty lie
The reflection I see is...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you ...
stephanie... Apr 29, 2008
This is for you-Sharon My only love. I Love You Honey.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 |
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel th...1 Recommendation2 Comments -
Lost HopeAs today and tomorrow all remain uncertai...
stylishez Apr 27, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008 |
Lost Hope
As today and tomorrow all remain uncertain
Tangled emotions rush like tides of a sea
This heart shared its hope and dreams
An encaged lion awaiting to be set free
Disappointment fuels unknown insecurities
As this lifeless body and shadow meet
Defeating notions once believed
The end product of lies and deceit
Ignored and left unheard
In absence of love and friendship
A mountain climb just holding o...1 Recommendation2 Comments
Saturday, September 6, 2008 |
in a world full of money and deceit
where i feel lonely
i know i have my g-o-d
please do not offer me
advice on how to be
what to pray or meditate
my soul has been my inspiration up til today
i do not want to be like anyone else
i have me as the sense of self
confident handsome
i live to see the fun
god bless all
who can make it
even when they fall2 Recommendations6 Comments -
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